#sad text post

[covered-in-bones]

You didn’t ask if I forgave you

I did

But you didn’t ask

[porcelain-garden-gnomes]

i would be able to talk about it more, if i felt it inside me a little less.

if there wasn’t a constant battle going in my brain.

if putting it into words to express my pain would only make it go away.

[that-crazy-australian]

Me: presses 'escape' on keyboard sadly

I guess there's no escaping reality

[thatdeadbeeintheswimmingpool]

Why do I feel like I’ll be lonely forever? I have friends now but I’ve never had a real close bond with someone. I’ve never had a best friend or a boyfriend and it never feels like it will happen. When I move to university I feel as though my living off school campus and need to succeed will cause this to last indefinitely. All of this is amplified by my lack of social skills and my person. Maybe I will be alone forever. I am unsure as to if I should end my suffering or live through it with hopes of a life long pattern ending.

[heythatskindagay]

My girlfriend broke up with me 🥺😭

I'm going to try to make this as short as possible, because really I could go on and on, but I'm already crying enough as it is and I don't want to make myself cry more. So during choir the other day, my girlfriend told me that she's been questioning her gender identity a lot lately and she's been having a lot of anxiety lately. So she said she thinks it's best not to be in a relationship right now. I completely understand where she's coming from and I really hope for the best for her because I love her and care about her so incredibly much. But I'm doing really bad at handling the thought that she's not mine anymore. One day she was my whole universe, and the next day it's like we're almost strangers. It feels like we went back in time, like that month (which was the best month of my life) never even happened. I keep playing the memories in my head of when I was with her but now this remain only memories, and they're never spoken of anymore, so it feels as if it were all a dream. I'm really struggling right now.

[covered-in-bones]

“Stop trying to kill yourself.”

He said as he lit up a cigarette and handed it to me.

[thelovxrs]

just trying to be happy with myself

[val-id]

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