#shouting tw

[breadnbutterplz]

(All of the fanart in this video does not belong to me btw)

WE NEED MORE MARVIN ARTTT in my defense theres not enough

he’s so underrated 😭

[teatheleopard]

"COME TO THE INQUEST MINING FACILITY AND I WILL FUCK YOU UP-"

Horux: @shroomlet also Thokk cameo

They hate eachother :D!

tw for loud shouting

[zemellow]

i will continue to be abnormal about @planetbots

[selfshippingquotes]

S/I: Reason one of why I married F/O is so if anyone messes with them, I can yell, "THAT'S MY SPOUSE!" and knock them out in one punch.

S/I: Reason two is love, I guess.

[system-of-a-feather]

Riku's clowning over the fact that despite me being the largest NPD/ASPD trait havers in the system, that I am also the most """charity""" motivated - and I put that in big """ """" cause I really hate calling it that and framing it as that - cause everyones like "People with NPD / ASPD are inherently EVIL and inherently abusers yee haw oui oui I'm so special I have empathy"

And I'm gonna try to exercise some cognitive empathy and assume the reason empathy-havers are like that is because (in my experience and opinion who has felt guilt and remorse like, once or twice and never want to again) empathy is a fucking curse and horrible thing to feel and experience. Its such a negative motivator to do things and its very good at making people feel so bad that they feel the need to "do something good" to relieve the tension and misery that having empathy is. So I don't think its to much of a stretch that people with empathy and "eMpAThS" are so used to having their empathy holding them at fucking gun point 24/7 that they don't understand that you don't NEED to feel like shit to see that shits flawed and stupidly broken for literally no reason.

Like I have very very very low empathy - may that be due to autism, trauma, or whatever, I literally could count the times Ive experienced what I think is empathy on one hand (albeit I do have memory issues so do with that what you will) and the reason I try to help people and donate shit is the same reason I literally do all my shit - positive or not - and its simply cause I don't see a good answer to "why not", "why shouldn't I"

Like back when I was younger and a lot more immature and in the depths of trauma, yeah I never would have because my question was "why SHOULD I do anything nice for anyone" and I'd look at people struggling and go "lol you just suck get good at life why are you struggling lol you and your stupid decisions and shut the fuck up your whining is annoying"

But like, you grow the fuck up and you actually see how shit in the world works and that question of "why are you struggling get good mate and shut the fuck up your whining is annoying" gets answered with a "yeah life sucks people are corrupt the system is broken and they've been trapped in a quicksand pit of poverty so the rich can get richer and the poor can get poorer"

Which then, with my chronic "why are you whining do something about it or shut the fuck up" ass to better or worse I go "okay then why are they having to whine, feed them so they can shut the fuck up" cause like, so much fucking food is thrown away from every household of people who buy too much and don't eat it or buy food that they find out they dont like

So like why the fuck aren't we putting 5 minutes out of our day when we clean out our fridges to bring it to the local homeless person / family / impoverished individual who has to beg for survival shit to get them through the day?

Like literally Why Not?

And like I think a lot of other NPD/ASPD havers are sometimes caught up in the fact that being angry, mad, dominant, and "uncaring" is this huge defense mechanism and crap to make them feel secure - at least to some level - and so the thought that being """charitable""" sounds anti-intuitive to their sense of self, but like, whats edgier and more anti-systemic anti-societal normas anti-capitalist and ""punk"" than looking at the stupid shit we're conditioned to and being secure enough in your life, identity, and ability to care for yourself that you can casually help someone struggling

Like empathy havers are like "UWU IF YOU DONT FEEL BAD FOR THEM YOUD NEVER DO ANYTHING NICE" like

No like, its just fucking STUPID to not. It's inefficient. Like I'm not gonna act like I don't care about helping out cause like I'm not a fraud and yeah, giving someone something nice is a small pat on the back - but largely for me its literally just a matter of WHY NOT.

Like WHY. What reason is there to NOT do it? Like completely valid if you don't have the money, spoons, physical ability and all to do it - this is not a matter of "give out more than you can" but a comment on "if you HAVE excess and more than you need and more than you can use why NOT give it out to some who will use it"

It literally just does not make sense on a completely and purely logic / rational basis. If you are going to let your shit sit, rot, and join a trash pile in the middle of the Atlantic, why not give it to someone who could use it - let their day and maybe multiple days be good for a bit, give them less of a need to work hard and sit baking out in the sun and lessen the amount of waste and garbage polluting the earth.

Like I don't fucking need empathy for this to be so frustratingly stupid to see being a "norm" in the world where people just DONT. I don't need someone putting a fucking emotional gun to my head to be motivated to do something that just makes basic fucking common sense and I don't need to be baited with intense feel good dopamine to do it.

Like Imma be fucking Ben Shapiro here and come on guys its fucking FACTS and LOGIC, it doesn't have to be this whole uwu empathy uwu think of the children uwu shit. It can literally be "this is a broken system and it just fucking pisses me off so to be a little less pissed off at how stupid and irrational the system is I do what people SHOULD be doing because I CAN and why the FUCK would I perpetuate the stupid normalized ideas that are FUCKING STUPID."

Ugh. Jesus fucking christ I hate America and Capitalism and just this stupid fucking country honest to god. I don't know if its as bad elsewhere (probably) but jesus christ.

-XIV

[demonboyhalo]

Ranboo, shouting: I shouldn't have done anything! Cause it was fine! But then my curiosity got the best of me and now - now there's 93, 94 90...[Tearful] so many reasons. But I don't want to know, I don't want to remember anymore.

[biohazardousgeodez]

Felt like unloading all the (good) art i posted on insta to here: part 3

(These still all use my old name btw)

[prossims]

The Landgraabs

Large post, so putting it under the cut. The drama bar is tipped today though, so I recommend you read it. *evil laughter*

Charlotte wasn’t sure if she should tell Malcolm. He would be over the moon, of course. But she was not ready to accept the fact that she was pregnant. She was very early on her birth control, sure. And they did not use any other protection during their shower shenanigans, sure. But what are the odds of them getting pregnant from one unprotected woohoo?

Charlotte was lost in these thoughts when Malcolm entered the kitchen.

“Hey Charlie, where have you been? I've been looking for you.” “Do I have to answer you about where I go now? May I ask why you didn’t even bother putting in a good word for me at the audition today?” Charlotte reacted out of stress.

But Malcolm, not knowing much about the day Charlotte had, took it quite negatively.

“It is not my duty to pass your auditions for you, you know? I don’t see you helping in my business or around the house at all.”

“I am not here to do housework. We have a maid to do that.”

“Then what are you here to do? I am not getting the one thing I wanted most out of this marriage, am I?”

“I asked for just one year from you! Once I secure a contract with a reputable tv show, we can go ahead and have your damn baby.”

“And what are you accomplishing in terms of that? You know that all the auditions you get are due to my name and influence. But you can not pass even one by yourself? How would you though, with your non-existent acting skill? At this rate, you shouldn’t even call yourself an actress let alone securing any contract. I am not going to give you one day more than a year, remember that. As soon as we hit our first anniversary, we will start trying for a pregnancy.”

Screaming these words in Charlotte’s face, Malcolm stormed out of the kitchen leaving his sobbing young wife behind.

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