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Don't push yourself too hard💕
TdF Day 5
not much done today either- at least, on my spinning. spent the day hiking out of the woods, driving to a friend's house, cleaning up, getting pedicures, playing with one of my other favorite six year olds, meeting yet more friends for dinner... and finally, spinning just a bit before bed
One year difference :) have to look back to appreciate my growth and progress.
Aku menang!
Di kamar, abis referral meeting, 22:11
Hari ini aku ditegur lagi sama atasanku, karena case yang sama. Itu artinya CAPA (Corrective Action - Preventif action) yang kulakukan belum efektif - karena case ini terulang kembali. Tapi aku merasa menang! Aku nggak nangis, aku nggak nyalahin diriku sendiri, aku nggak melabeli diriku sebagai orang paling bodoh sedunia, aku nggak scroll LinkedIn : hal-hal yang selalu kulakukan tiap ditegur atasanku. Aku nggak mau kalah. Aku nggak mau jadi orang yang nanti bakal nyesel, aku nggak mau main asumsi lagi, aku nggak mau kemakan emosi. Jadi aku mulai mencari root cause nya, mengingat-ingat kembali di mana potensi kesalahanku, dan aku buat daftar usulan perbaikan yang akan aku lakukan, biar besok bisa aku diskusikan dengan atasanku. Aku nggak cerita urusan ini ke orang lain, karena aku takut terpercik api dan jadi emosional. Aku yakin atasanku negur sekeras itu pasti ada kebaikan buat aku.
Ini bukan masalah besar!
Sekarang aku mau tidur dulu. Doain aku ya !
(naz)
On a brighter note in my otherwise very empty life, I'll soon resume bookbinding! Now that I have my bookbinding stuff back and that I have a workspace with enough room, I'll slowly go back to it.
I recently realized my hands were becoming kinda clumsy too, things keep falling from my them and I don't know why. It's a bit worrying but I hope going back to crafting will help. I haven't done anything with my hands for months and I can feel it.
I'm still hoping binding fics too, this time for good. Moving abroad was unexpected and happened very quickly so I had to first get used to the new job and the new life, and obviously get my things back from France.
somehow found the energy to start cleaning my room even though my mental health has been the worst its been in a while and this is the first time ive been able to sit at my desk in months
its only small progress but im proud that i was able to do it. just trying not to feel overwhelmed by the rest of my room