Every time I think of you, I tear up knowing that you'd rather be with other people than your own family. I wish you would put aside your differences and not hold grudges against anyone in life. I miss your smile and any time I spend with you. You always break promises, simple ones at that. Don't tell me you're coming home and a week later, you're still not here. I have trust issues because of you. I can't depend on you to be here for me even when I'm still growing up. You're so close to missing your youngest son's graduation. I haven't even seen or heard from you in over two months when you made an appearance for less than a week for a family function. Just know I always think of you and that you're out there doing okay and thinking of us. Only the world knows how much I love you, you just can't see outside of your own to know how much I do.