#sob sobs

[aka-indulgence]

There are flying foxes ._.

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one other thing about sfs:

how dare you put hyapollo in there i was throttled!!!!

[kimsngmn]

Reaper

 Renjun x reader // Jeno x reader

angst/drama/thriller

Warning: Mentioning death and curse words

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You see that fire there? I could simply throw you there if I want to.

Why don’t you?

Because my heart hurts every time I see you hurt.

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Red light, yellow light, and green light. And it goes red light again. The same routine that everyone has to go with but no one dares to complain about it. Different pace and path for everyone. That’s what they said. Was it true?

A sea of cars is waiting for the green light. Some of them are playing with phones; to get rid of boredom meanwhile, others just staring blankly at traffic lights. Humans are boring. That’s what Renjun thought as he swinging his legs while sitting at the top of tallest of the building; giving him a perfect view of the whole place.

“You should go. You probably don’t want them to wander around being terrified by their own body don’t you?” A dark and tall, while slick back blonde hair appears behind ringing as he giving him an envelope dark wine with a seal with roses and lilies.

Renjun accepts it without words and opened it with a slightly bored face appear on his face.

“It’s been a while isn’t it?” Renjun speaks. His hands hold tightly the envelope. His eyes staring at the color of the bright light of life below.

“Yes.” He says. He let out a sigh, with hands in his side pocket and staring at Renjun. Thousands of unspoken words stuck in his throat.

“How does it feel to have the memories back, Jeno?” Renjun asks quietly. It was not like him to speak quietly. Renjun was known as a person who is ruthless and doesn’t think twice about everything that he does. But in front of Jeno, he shows another side of him that no one knows.

“I” Jeno stop for a while. Taking a deep breath before continuing. “I know that we are friends at some points when we’re alive. Along with others”

“How all of us die?” Renjun didn’t let Jeno rest and attack him with questions. His voice shows a vulnerable, desperate and scared.

“That’s for you to find out.” Just like that, Jeno disappears into a thin line. Leaving Renjun feeling frustrated.

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A dark shadow circles around and Jeno stepped out of it. Standing directly in front of me. His face becomes tense as a second went by.

“Do you have to be like this just to see him?”

“Yes, ” I say confidently.

“Why?” Jeno is trying his best to control his anger as he loudly exhales his breath.

“I love-“

“Don’t give me that bullshit,” Jeno speaks, there’s no gap in between both of us as he pushes me into a wall, landing directly on my back to the wall and his both hands beside my neck. Leaving me speechless. “You know that we are not the same person that you knew back in high school. He is not the same person, no more; there’s no longer Renjun that kind to anyone he sees. He’s now a monster. Do you even understand what are you trying to do?”

Jeno eyes speak louder than his words. His eyes show scared. Deeply scared of unknowns, scared of what would happen towards his friends.

My mouth curve up softly as my hand caress his cheek. Leaving him a surprise with a sudden touch, but didn’t reject it. A tear fell across his cheek. A fire burning with anger and scared now gone. Just a boy. A boy who is supposed to be alive, but have to suffer the consequences that he didn’t do.

“I don’t much more time left, Jeno,” I say with a crack on my voice. “I need to see him. He’s the only one that didn’t remember anything about his memories. I need to make him remember before he sees me as a soul that he needs to bring to the other sides.” My eyes are begging to Jeno. Hoping that he could help me to do this.

“Do you need to do this?” Jeno speaks quietly.

“I have to, ” I tried to sound firm but instead it's become desperation of among the wishes that need to be granted.

Jeno let me go as he quickly turned his back on me. The room temperature becomes dark and it’s getting hard to breathe in; something that's holding me back by my throat.

“Renjun,” Jeno speaks with a different tone that I don’t recognize. But it sounds more to tense, forceful and anger. His eyes color change into the pale white instead his used to dark brown color.

“Well, well. What do we have here?” Renjun says while waltzing along the way towards where Jeno and I standing. “A sou- wait.” Renjun looked at me with confusion written all over his face.

“The envelope wrote that there’s a soul here. Where’s the soul, Jeno?” Renjun speaks while staring at me. Renjun stares could make anyone shudder of fear. Frankly, it makes me feels like I’m in big trouble than what I thought before.

“Good luck solving it.” Jeno quickly answers and immediately disappear into the dark shadow. Leaving me and Renjun who is, pretty much, pissed off. He’s mumbling a bunch of curse words that I never thought he would use.

“Now, human. Tell me, how do you like me to take your soul?” Renjun asks. His tone changed into a tone that I don't recognize that it was him speaking and for once. I think twice what Jeno told me before.

“How about no?” I talked back to him. Quite surprise by myself because of confidence that comes out from know where.

“Very well, human. What’s the envelope want, I’ll deliver even if it would cost my life”

“Try me, grim reaper.”

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[sillyrinnys]

YIPPPEEEEEEE THANK YOU MITSURU

[founderkcng]

"Your father may be embarrassing, but cherish him while you're together. It's one of the things you miss most, even when you're older."

“...I know. He...He sacrificed so much for my brother and I. Despite whatever time we had with him, he was a good father. ....That gave me some sort of comfort as I grew older. And I hoped I could have been as half the father that he was...”

[winterfurst]

[i just thought of something sad....

just....

those two boys waking up on new year’s day and thinking ‘holy shit. i didn’t think id’ even make it to the new year’. 

and then curling up with each other because they have each other and they’re not gonna let anything happen to the other]

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🌙 🌸✨💫

🌸 - you’re really sweet!💫 - you’re super talented!

🌙 - you’re really cute! ✨ - i love seeing you on my dash!

Where are y’all seeing talent gasdhksahdsa THANK YOU THO AAAAAA