#song stuff

[foreign-starlight]

Some WIP songs and what they’re about

Because I want to

[jaxxy-girl]

omg

dude this is SOOOO fucking Ribbun from Jax's pov, particularly if fork Jax and cake Gangle...

Particularly, "The thought of caring for anyone makes me want to scream" "Feeling kind of sick, vomit in my teeth I don't want this responsibility" "I can hear your words breaking down my core I think about you every day at least a hundred times or more" "Disgusted at the fact I care Cut you the fuck off like dead hair" "I need to hate you Before it's too late Before I crave you" "I'm gonna break you Before I can say (I love you)"

[billybobjoethefith]

Metal metal-ing so hard that I got the random urge to write a song about witches and feminism and a lil bit of tab after listening to Metallica

[avantrissongcollection]

I can’t decide if the song If We Were Vampires is absolutely sacrilegious to relate to Shepnax

Like, the vibe and the sentiment feels so perfectly Them…

But did it have to be VAMPIRES?!?!

(To be fair, i have not finished CoS yet, but i do know how it ends)

[marylily-my-beloved]

BLUE by Billie Eilish is so Andromeda & Bellatrix. Let me explain

I try to live in black and white but I'm so blue

This is Andromeda. She tried hard to fit into how Bellatrix, Narcissa, and everybody wanted her to be, but she couldn't do it. She rebelled and she had tried for her sisters not to.

I thought we were the same, birds of a feather, now I'm ashamed

So this could be either way right, when they were younger Andromeda was less rebellish and she never spoke out on what was wrong in their family, instead joining in on it, and Bellatrix thought they would be together. OR. When they were younger Bellatrix was a bit rebellious and they would pretend to run away together.

A bird in a cage, thought you were made for me

Bellatrix thought she could've been able to mold Andromeda to fit into her image, especially when Andromeda had just been born.

You were born bluer than a butterfly

When Andromeda was born, Bellatrix had known she was different, she didn't know why, but Andromeda had felt different, and Bellatrix didn't want that.

Beautiful and so deprived of oxygen. Colder than your father's eyes he never learned to sympathize with anyone

Andromeda knew that Bellatrix had wanted this life, not only because she was brainwashed into it, but also because she loved the thrill of it. When Andromeda looked at Bellatrix one last time before she ran away, her eyes were more dead and colder than their fathers would ever be. Andromeda knew that that was the true Bellatrix.

I don't blame you, but I can't change you

Bellatrix couldn't hate Andromeda for leaving, and she couldn't blame her either, she just wished she could've convinced her to stay. Bellatrix just wished she had gotten in her brain, so she didn't have to only have one sister

Victim of your fathers plans to rule the world

They were both caught up in Voldemorts world, and all the dark magic when they were born, they had no choice in it, even if they wanted to be in it. Bellatrix was first, and she wanted it. Andromeda was last, and she didn't.

born blameless grew up famous too

They both grew up to be either a hero or villain to people, while when they were born they were babies. Just babies. One was brainwashed the other couldn't be.

(can u guys tell I love Bellatrix... and the Black sisters....)

[whotfisyse]

is static like the new mesmerizer

pls inform me

i have not listened to it

[meowkusunoki]

t3 cover wishlist

dividers

haruka

A Guide To The New World

good morning, new world. i breathe in and out as i shoulder my persistent habit of self-deprecation and decide to regard my life up until yesterday as the old me. i’m not good enough. i’m completely overshadowed. i want to be like you.

Undead Alice

“live by feeding on me, since you can’t die even if you want to.” everyone except us is crazy, even though your echo can be heard by everyone. every time i ask for ideas to hurt myself, i breathe in happiness and breath out poison. the ideal junkie, doesn’t it feel good that only the two of us are normal?

yuno

Sad Girl Sex

sad girl sex, pow-pow! RIP to naivete, how come i’m the lamest? so this love’s something that can be filled by sleepin’ with somebody? no, it's not!

sad girl sex, pow-pow! love, it squashed me, i still feel it inside, just as i imagined, this hell, i can’t go back, your shut down sucks, it’s killin’ me!

Addiction

leaving me alone after getting bored of me makes me sad. putting © beside the feelings i gave you. a masterpiece of a great nuisance, you should choose the title you like for it.

lock-on to the soul addiction. the warmth of a hug isn't denying the bad. no life or death, without you here. it doesn’t matter how many times, is it ok to smell it?

lock-on to the soul addiction. i can’t feel anything alone, but i guess that’s obvious. solve the problem within yourself. it doesn’t matter how many times, is it ok to smell it?

Cinderella

hey, i want you to tell me how i should act in this situation. hey, i just want to go crazy with the words like “i love you”.

so irritating!! hello to the unfortunate me, i’m confused, hate it, hate it! so irritating!! messed up bangs, getting angry, annoying, annoying!

no no no, i want to say “i love you” when i’m cuter! no no no, it’s not okay, i’ll go back to a cocoon and try again!

fuuta

Chimera

aw, i just want to invent myself! i’m a cute chimera sewn crooked ←new!! expectations and pressures were the blueprint, i’m a cute chimera made from sucking xxx ←###

aw, i just don't know who i am! i'm a cute chimera who's changed ←new?? that blotchy pattern was a message, i'm a pretty little chimera made to be desired ←♡♡♡

muu

Theory of Negativity

i say “i’ll just die,” but am i really even alive in the first place? even if you get fed up with someone and start treating them poorly, since nothing will change, 'i want to change’ is the only wish i want granted.

“is that all?” you said, laughing at me, but even you have a ton of weak points. if only i could say 'stop it’ before it overflows, isn’t that right?

Ghost Rule

"mayday!" feel free to berate me, if honesty seems like such a wonderful thing. hey "mayday!" bring down the gavel and seal my fate, i who've chosen to act spoiled to the end.

"mayday!" expose me for what i really am, for this world is about to meet its end! hey "mayday!" dance with me! did you actually realize "i" was never truly here to begin with?

Aitai-liens

you throwin’ around that “later!”, such a bitch ass move, you deserve happiness, not! bad-bye-bye still addicted, but actin’ stupid, and pretending to be a good girl, ha-ha!

“hello earthlings, aitai-lians, we are.” “love us, you did, aliens from afar, we are.” goodbye to “want you”, a loversaurus, i wanted you to be the hero of this story, you know.

shidou

Cosmic Rendezvous

everything i thought i did for you, it was actually all for me, to realize that now, i mean, how thick am i? here, take all of my oxygen, so in exchange, please please wake up.

i wanna dance with you, forever, i wanna poke fun and play, forever, this sucks so bad, this countdown to bye-bye, not long now till it runs out, fxxk. hey, take me with you to the other side, “together forever” like on a playground, laugh around but seriously, what’s up with my wish not coming true? fxxk.

mahiru

Otogibanashi / Fakery Tale

the space between today and yesterday, a slightly lonely place, a somewhat kind and gentle one as well, i want to go there.

you appear countless times, crying as you say “goodbye”...

if it all became a lie, that would be just fine, that goodbye you said while having shed those tears. don’t cry with that ashamed face, i want to forget it all and go back, i beg of you...

Zombies

“i want to die, i want to die” but wait, you’re already dead! but “i miss you, i miss you” won’t disappear. pain, pain, doesn’t go away, tell me why, tell me why? only loneliness remains.

waha! we’re zombies, zombies!

stitch the wounds, apply the honey, 100 times, outfit to fall in love; rub the wounds, suck the honey, 100 times, i want to fall in love!

kazui

Pseudo-Hope Syndrome

okay, i will be more responsible, so please don’t abandon me. i can’t even remember how many pinky promises i made with you, oh no, i can’t move anymore, how many pinkies do i have to cut off? i just started to realize now.

it’s okay to shed some tears if you wish to, and if it eases the pain, let’s dilute today with tears. how many times do i have to repeat this?

oh, i was so naive.

Relationship Scramble

in that case, we might as well go the distorted route, as that feels more right. it still hurts so much even now, with no sign of going away. i yearned so much for that "correctness," to the point that it breaks me down. next time, i'll just continue hiding my true desires and pushing forward with my false love, for someone's sake.

amane

Dilemma

take that! bang bang bang! don’t play around, how much i’ve done for you, you probably don’t even know, you don’t even know, you don’t even want to know.

take that! bang bang bang! you’ll go to hell, why don’t you say something? but can’t go back, we can’t come back. heal it, heal it, the after-effects of your “love”

this one sided love is tough, please text me later the instructions to forget you.

Poison Apple

you say no, but you say you love me, i can’t keep up. you’re the one who took your leave, hey, are you out of your mind?

you make me laugh with your “sorry”, serves you right, always self-centered. on a different note, your tear-stained face, it kinda tickles me the right way.

no more, not any more, you really should stop. no more, not any more, i’d get so ripe. i just can’t!

mikoto

(Not) A Devil

the maliciousness of the quote “it’s for your own good”, salaries exploited by the line “your dreams will come true”, ah, highly addictive things always hide a trap. my soul’s been reaped, how nasty, how nasty.

my radiant halo is closing in around my neck, it loosens when i lie, i can’t call out "sos". let’s cover it up in white paint, let's get lost in the parts we're playing, it gets easier when you lie, go on, try it!

My Name Is (this one is mostly vibes)

recently i’ve been saying it over and over, you know. that name of yours, it’s not a lie, is it? recently it was like: 'i’m sorry, ah, you are?' “i won’t tell you my name!”

my name is… my name is… my name is nowhere to be found. my name… my name… wishing that no one would call it out…

for some time i’ve been running away, from the tears of you that had become weak and lacking in courage. sinking into that montblanc, the sweet-toothed me had tried to make my escape.

kotoko

Mosquito

please give me a love like that, if you want to go further. you might say "no," but i’m not too sure. regardless, i can't stop anymore. you think that’d be a waste? can't you just weigh it in terms of the pros and cons?

if this is a dream, then you’re able to dream. the more certain things become, the cloudier it gets.

in the end, i'd much rather be alone, 'cause i don't need you anymore. i just can't taste your heart racing. in any case, in any case, you're the only one getting high, no?