Today is the day it all changes.
I can make a billion excuses.
no--
I have made a billion excuses. I have thyroid disease. I have depression. I have generalized anxiety disorder (really diagnosed, not self-diagnosed in case there’s any judgy-mcjudgersons out there) I have blah blah blah blah blah.... The truth is I’ve used those things as crutches, and dammit, it’s time I walked on my own again.
It’s going to be hard. I know that. This is going to suck. That’s a fact, jack. But you know what? I don’t want diabetes. I don’t want all the issues that I’ve watched my grandparents, my parents, my aunts and uncles go through. I’ve even seen some friends my age with those issues and it is time for a change.
I will not be 314 pounds for the rest of my life. I will lose weight. And hey, maybe I can find some support with some of you on here, and maybe I won’t. But it’s time for a change. I’m tired of living like this.
