my right hip joint(?) suddenly just started hurting really bad and it's kinda scary because this is usually how it's been before when a specific part of my body has started being permanently in pain. it usually starts with a sharp sudden pain that comes and goes or stays for a few hours and then disappears for a while but eventually comes back. and then it gradually comes more often until it's basically all the time. i already have chronic pain in my wrists, hands, fingers, ankles, toes and knees. the legs are the worst since they really affect my ability to walk and run but if my hips started being affected too it would make it significantly worse and i don't know how i would be able to handle that. it might go away and not come back but unfortunately i don't really have high hopes since it has happened so many times before with other body parts. this is just a bit of a vent post i guess but it's just scary being like this. chronic illness in general is scary but undiagnosed especially since i have no idea why this is happening or what will happen next. the worst thing is that im not getting any help figuring any of it out either, so I'm just stuck with my own thoughts and it's terrifying sometimes. I'm just hoping to be able to see someone, a doctor, nurse, physiotherapist, anyone who can take my symptoms seriously and finally figure out what's wrong with me and what to do about it.
