#suislide

[lunasberry]

life feels so pointless.

I don't know why I'm here.

[stiinkygremlin]

i feel like you freaks would like this

[dumpdaily]

They'll keep you alive enough to feel like they aren't responsible for your death. They'll insist you live regardless of how you feel. We know the effects from this shit haunt you for life. Yet we'll never be free to die. Yeah it would be nice to live in the ideal where people get the support they need but we dont. Why can animals be put down to end their misery yet we are forced to live on regardless of the pain we carry. And what of autonomy? A joke. There is no freedom til we're dead.

[lunasberry]

no one needs me anyway.

[skinnib1txh]

I think the worst part about all of this is I know for a fact my friends, instead of feeling concerned for me actually feel annoyed and uncomfortable when I have bad days (or rather weeks or months). even the few teachers who used to check up on me have stopped. my mom just gets angry. rest of my family doesn't care or just doesnt notice

just cause I've gotten past this many times doesn't mean I don't need or want help. it doesn't mean that I one day won't get past it. doesn't mean that this time I won't actually end it

[stiinkygremlin]

kill me pls

[knight-in-sour-armor]