i deserve to be put down like the worthless fucking freak i am
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i deserve to be put down like the worthless fucking freak i am
I yearn to sleep forever, to just end this existence
if something doesn’t change im gonna genuinely commit
Loosing a will to live but life goes on #unfortunately
All the different things this could mean - all true.
Seen just now.
I'm exhausted
So tired
The world is constantly moving and I only seem to drain myself trying to keep up
I tried to stop once and the ground just swallowed me whole.
I'm so fucking tired
But the world doesn't care
The bullshit will keep on coming and the responsibilities will continue to pile up
I'm hoping if I let it get bad enough it'll suffocate me.
Life was so much easier when the only person I existed to was myself
I want it to just be me again. Me and the world inside my head. Because that's the closest I've ever been to being dead.
Hopefully I can disappear again..rot and wither..fade then vaporize.
I think I'll do it tonight I really love y'all but I'm so full of love and it has nowhere to go and I don't even have strength to MAKE it go somewhere and I'm so deeply in love but I don't think I was meant to ever be loved like I love
I just want to rest I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry