John wonders if he should tell his boys that he knows.
They’re trying real hard not to let him notice, and he’s giving them an A+ for the whole effort-- but hey, John Winchester isn’t that blind. He’s seen the subtle touches and hugs and handholding. He’s seen the way they look at each other when they think he’s not paying attention and it’s the same way he used to look at Mary when they were young and carefree-- and how’s he supposed to deny it? These kids are in love.
It’s kinda his fault, really. John locks them in small motel rooms, far away from the outside world where’s dangerous and painful and... what else could he expect? They only had each other to rely on since Sam was a baby. No other friends, not a single, stable love interest... Dean still hangs out with girls at school, but it’s obvious they don’t matter to him. They’ll soon move away again and again and the only thing that never changes for the kids are each other.
John takes a moment to stare at his boys. Despite all the horror they’re forced to face, all the monsters they have to take down-- they’re happy, and they deserve it, to make up for everything else. Why should he deny them such a small blessing? God be damned, he’s not that heartless.
“Hey.” John calls, almost sighs at Dean’s head snapping up quickly, tensing up as if he’s ready to jump at the next order-- jesus the kid needs a real break. Maybe John can leave town for a few weeks and let them relax. “Caleb called me today, says he needs help with a nest.”
Sam groans loudly, unamused and angry as always. Dean just sighs and nods at John-- yea, he’s leaving right now, or he’ll end up dragging them to a private room and forgetting they exist for like a week. Maybe it’ll be enough to ease Sam’s annoyance.
“You guys stay here. There’s enough cash for a week or so. Call Bobby if you need extra.” John says, grabbing his duffel and ready to be out of here in point five seconds. He pulls the door open and smiles at Dean. “And make sure you guys have some good, nice makeup sex. I can’t stand Sammy’s crankiness anymore.”
John’s pretty sure he hears Dean choking as he closes the door behind him.
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