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been thinking about the existence of multiple worlds ‘servers’ kind of?
i know some people have brought up coming from different worlds and choosing to stay on hsmp, (i cant find the posts rn) so does that mean for example, the dsmp would be one of those worlds?
it also means like,, public and private worlds with whitelisting and all that, does that also mean mcc would be a competition that everyone comes in from different worlds to watch? in-lore, i mean
CR 3 Ep 25 Thoughts
Okay so I have sooo many Imodna feelings this episode. From Imogen being angry that Launda isn’t *visibly* upset about their fight, to her telling Dusk, “no” they aren’t in a relationship (but really, why would Imogen think to make their status “official”, who else would want the dead girl? OH RIGHT THE COOL ELF PERSON), to Laudna trying desperately to win approval a la pot holders and pencils, it was just...so, so good.
Dusk pushed every insecure button Imogen had this episode and has been since showing up. Dusk is straightforward, positive, kind, outgoing, and upbeat. Imogen is none of these things, because Imogen is busy being wound up and overwhelmed by the thoughts of others/her own negativity triggered by others. And funnily enough, it never occurs to Imogen that Dusk’s entire behavior is a front for fear of not remembering who they are, where they came from, or what is going on. Nor does Imogen think for a moment that Laudna acting like nothing wrong is just that...an act. Imogen is *so convinced* she knows everything because she can see into anyone’s head that she is literally overlooking the obvious.
Like, I feel like we’ve all had that friend/partner who is visibly angry and gives us the silent treatment and wants us to also be angry/upset because of it. I hate this! I am not Laudna and would literally cause so many problems for Imogen if she was my friend/something more, until we actually talked things out. But Laudna isn’t like that. She’s giving Imogen space, focusing her energy on other members of the party, and continuing to be supportive. Very much the vibe of, “I know I fucked up, but I don’t know how to fix it so I am going to continue acting supportive and kind and hope that’s enough”.
And obviously this makes Imogen feel guilty for being angry. Which she has every right to be! Because Laudna did do a bad thing she promised not to do! But the entire event is rife with misunderstandings on both sides and until they talk it out, there will be no “good” feelings therein. And meanwhile Dusk is just happily, obliviously giving Laudna a much needed distraction and Imogen just simmers away quietly in the background....
In short, love the performances from Laura, Marisha, and Erika this ep. Mwah. So good. I’ve missed y’all.
I'm on 3 meds now, 2 of which are mood elevators. This should be fun.
Fuck p.2
I really just want to text nem that I'm sorry but 1)ney doesn't like how often I apologize already 2) I'm not really? I mean I'm sorry if I upset nem or for making nem mad but right now at least I'm not sorry for doing it? I'm really needy and clingy and I didn't want to be constantly harassing nem as ney moved and got settled back in and everything 3)if ney's not mad or didn't even notice then I have to explain and that's just more drama and argh But my stomach is doing that cold twisty thing and I really need reassurance that ney doesn't hate me or at least isn't mad at me I don't think ney would hate me over something like this? Actually logically I know ney wouldn't but my anxiety and past abuse and other issues disagree and I'm just really really scared I fuck stuff up all the time but there's so few people who I have who don't hate me or at least generally contempt me (who actually know me) and argh Fuck
Look- I love Zayn, and I love Harry, and I love Liam, and I love Niall, and I love Louis. They've all made questionable decision, but they're only human. If you say you're a "fan" you should love them for who they are. If they're happy, I'm happy. Be mature and keep your harsh words to yourself; I doubt you're completely perfect yourself.
