Horniness: Random boners, sensitivity, and therefore increase in sex drive.
Temperature Increase: I became a lot warmer and had to start wearing less layers. Honestly a saving grace for the winter.
Week 3
EXHAUSTED - Sleeping a lot, feel more tired, never feel awake enough.
STARVED - I am the infinite void!! An endless tunnel for food. I want to eat and so I WILL !!
Chronic illness worsened: Hypo episodes more regular, chest pain. Likely from hunger and higher metabolism.
Week 4
Visible Bottom Growth: I took progress pictures on day 1 and I can see that I actually have some bottom growth! It is clearly bigger down there. So happy.
Deeper Voice: I also did Voice recordings to be able to check my progress, and my voice has deepened slightly since I started!
Chronic Illness restabilized: I learned how to eat more and don't feel worse anymore! I just have to upkeep higher calories now 🫶
End of month review:
I highly recommend anyone starting T take plenty of progress pics, audio and video!
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Hi I posted this literally a month late so I will be posting my 2 month update like today probably!!! Follow me for more TMI T Diary
(this post talks bout body parts.. including nsfw/t ones... be warned)
Wow. I can't believe I'm here. I remember being in high school, where being on testosterone felt so far away. It's only been a few years, yet here I am. I feel like this should be a bigger thing, that everything should be totally different, but I'm still much the same man, living much the same life. A far improved life, yes, but still much the same.
This is not a usual update for me, as I thought (jus in time for tdov), I would do a much more detailed update talking about every change I've experienced so far. Everything that's happened to me in these last six moths.
Join me below the cut, will you?
Over all, I can't say my mood has been affected too much. That may be due to bein a chronic depression haver (it's usually medicated, but I ran out recently and am waiting for my insurance to get fixed, hence why this post is late) The reason im feeling generally better is due to being on testosterone, not the testosterone itself. Getting closer to achieving the body I want makes me happier. I did notice I would have random bad days for no reason, where I would just be pissed at everything, in a way I haven't experienced before. All I could think is I used to be so numb before. It's a good thing I'm feeling more, even if that feeling is annoyance.
Thr first things I noticed were my skin, body hair and scent. I have a condition that is triggered by heat, so sweating a lot is something I'm used to. I noticed, in general, I was getting a lot more sweaty more often. This helped me notice my body odor being stronger. This, combined with the changes to my skin, made me need to shower a lot more often.
I can't confirm this one, but I swear my skin is a little... tighter? tougher? Something... About a week in, I just felt itchy, everywhere. It took me a while to realize this was my new body hair growing in! Some of the earliest changes were body hair!
Even before T, I naturally had a lot of thick dark body hair. Especially on my forearms (bullies used to call me monkey or gorilla (which in hindsight sounds kinda racist but I'm white so maybe not? lol?)) Well, I thought I had a lot of body hair before, being on T gave me so much. For a while I was sure that that was all T was doing to me. More, darker, thicker hair on my legs and forearms. NEW body hair on my upper arms, hands, knuckles, belly (cute lil happy trail), back, nipples??? Also between my eyebrows. Then, of course, facial hair (yay). There isn't much, but a few weeks in, I noticed one singular long chin hair (wich later became two) which in hindsight is very funny. As for the rest of my face, very faintly, there is new hair around my ears (side burns?) and at the edge of my upper lip (dirtstache?). ALSO! ASS HAIR!! BRO! WHY did I see no information about this! No one warned me! HOW do cis men, trans woman and intersex people deal with this! You telling me hair grows around your asshole!? Just naturally!?
Body fat redistribution next! About 3/4 months in, I looked down and noticed my legs now line up with my torso! Also I swear my (luckily naturally tiny) bewbs got smaller and my shoulders got wider, but i cant prove that.
Lastly, bottom growth/stuff. Horny talk beyond this point!
I do got a tiny tdick now. I noticed I was a lot hornier early on (just in my unique flavour of asexual), also my fantasies got a lil weirder/more detailed? I'm pretty sure I also smell differently down there now?
hey everybody! life and transition update... im currently a year and 5 months on T. ive gotten noticeable fat redistribution, my voice has dropped a Bit more, and now finally have a tiny smattering of slightly more visible facial hairs on my chin and neck. but, most excitingly, im getting TOP SURGERY ON THE 8TH OF JULY!!! i have never been more excited in my entire life and i literally thought this day would never come for me. i need really good luck that the border between aus and nz stays open til then 🤞
T update: Was looking at myself in the mirror and realized my face has changed. It’s generally been softer and more angular but now it’s more square and wider around my jaw.
A little jarring to look in the mirror and see someone else but in a good way
Okay so yesterday I said my leg was a little bruise, and today it turns out that the bruising is still spreading a bit too.
I know - glamorous, isn’t it?!
Actually, joking aside, it is quite sore whenever something bumps into my leg, or if I try to lie on my left side, still. I’m not concerned, all things considered though because I guess some bruising is to be expected?
(He says trying to calm the inner hypochondriac who has decided that the needle hit something and there’s just a pool of testosterone sitting there like *nope*)
Facial Hair: The moustache is starting to grow in already and many of my friends have pointed it out! There are some dark hairs growing. I shaved it only the other day just to be able to shave it and see the difference on my face after! So euphoric and I even have some stubble now.
Body hair: New hairs are growing in on my belly, thigh and legs! Love this, really cool.
Voice: My voice is slowly getting lower!
Acne: Random breakout on face and chest, which didnt bother me as much as I used to. I have (or had?) PCOS so actually, this cured my cystic acne and now I just get regular acne which is way smaller. Plus, I quickly found a skincare routine that has faded the acne pretty fast.
Review
This month has felt really euphoric for me and the more my body masculinizes the more confident I feel to accept my femininity and not try so hard to pass all the time.
he/they | w/PCOS | 50mg Injections
I write posts about my nonbinary trans masc journey with testosterone to have a record of it all in one place and if it can help others then that's great. Follow for more T diary!
My sex drive increasing - Trauma and demisexuality go brrr.
💫 Hopes
Growing a big(ish) DICK !!
Body hair 💪💪💪 And hair getting darker and curlier !!
Face becoming more masculine just so I can get away with doing girly things.
Effects
Day 1 - Happy - Just really fricking happy and high energy. This is likely not a chemical effect, I'm just really happy to have started it!
Day 2 - Bottom Growth - The tingling begins 👁 I was warned this effect can happen within the first week and they were not wrong. It is mild at this point but noticeable enough. I was scared of sex drive before but it is actually so cool 😎
Day 3-4 - BOILING HOT - SWEATING LIKE HELL!! God men sweat too much. The weather stayed the same yet I was sweating thru layers of deodorant.
Review 🏳️⚧️
10/10 My shot went really well and I am really excited...
