Crow

they/he | Nonbinary | UK | DIY | MDNI

[punkasstboy]

I've tried being treat like a woman, I've tried being treat like a man, I recommend destroying gender roles in an act of arson.

[punkasstboy]

Treat people like comrades, not cumrags.

[punkasstboy]

Hey dude!! Tboy egg here. I'm currently starting to think about HRT as an AFAB person exploring their gender!! Feeling reeeeeally connected to a demiboy identity and wanting to experiment. I just read that your cystic acne was CURED on HRT and now you just get like regular acne?? I'm 25 and have had persistent cystic hormonal acne for a long time. I've been scared that going on T (even low-dose) would just make it worse. Second puberty and all. Can you expand on what your experience has been with acne and HRT?? I'm so curious and so thankful for you sharing your experiences!

Hey! It's good to meet ya ♡

I am not at all an expert, and not that articulate either. But I had hormonal acne because my testosterone was naturally high, and it was often cystic and painful. It was a huge source of insecurity for me.

Eventually I got on the combination birth control pill and this got rid of it over time. Then I got onto T and I have acne again like before, but it's way less severe, not cystic anymore, and it will go away in a couple years or so once this stage of boy puberty has ended, like it does for most men.

From what I have read, the way this works is we get hormonal acne so bad because our hormones are imbalanced- Not quite fully male level or female level. So you can take estrogen or testosterone, and it will normalise eventually.

The issue is imbalanced hormones, not the hormones themselves.

Now I'm 2 months on T and I have acne, and yeah, I did breakout at first, but its way less bothersome and since using a Salicylic Acid cleanser and a gel moisturiser, it's slowly fading away. I also find that I am way less bothered by acne in general now, maybe because it means something different to me now. When it popped up I was like oh, this is a sign its working! It feels different.

Thank you for asking about this and I hope this helps! Any other questions feel free to ask again 🦴

My pen name is Crow, I am 23, Nonbinary trans masc and use they/he/it. I document my journey with DIY Testosterone HRT for education and fun! ;D

[punkasstboy]

2 Months on Testosterone

New Effects in the last month:

Facial Hair: The moustache is starting to grow in already and many of my friends have pointed it out! There are some dark hairs growing. I shaved it only the other day just to be able to shave it and see the difference on my face after! So euphoric and I even have some stubble now.

Body hair: New hairs are growing in on my belly, thigh and legs! Love this, really cool.

Voice: My voice is slowly getting lower!

Acne: Random breakout on face and chest, which didnt bother me as much as I used to. I have (or had?) PCOS so actually, this cured my cystic acne and now I just get regular acne which is way smaller. Plus, I quickly found a skincare routine that has faded the acne pretty fast.

Review

This month has felt really euphoric for me and the more my body masculinizes the more confident I feel to accept my femininity and not try so hard to pass all the time.

he/they | w/PCOS | 50mg Injections

I write posts about my nonbinary trans masc journey with testosterone to have a record of it all in one place and if it can help others then that's great. Follow for more T diary!

[punkasstboy]

The link between vampires and queerness is even deeper than I thought because like, yes, I also was unhappy with my heteronormative life, went through a second puberty and became something else that I will have to hide from society 🏳️‍⚧️

Anne Rice I know what you are 🥚

[punkasstboy]

1 Month on Testosterone

they/he

Week 1-2

Horniness: Random boners, sensitivity, and therefore increase in sex drive.

Temperature Increase: I became a lot warmer and had to start wearing less layers. Honestly a saving grace for the winter.

Week 3

EXHAUSTED - Sleeping a lot, feel more tired, never feel awake enough.

STARVED - I am the infinite void!! An endless tunnel for food. I want to eat and so I WILL !!

Chronic illness worsened: Hypo episodes more regular, chest pain. Likely from hunger and higher metabolism.

Week 4

Visible Bottom Growth: I took progress pictures on day 1 and I can see that I actually have some bottom growth! It is clearly bigger down there. So happy.

Deeper Voice: I also did Voice recordings to be able to check my progress, and my voice has deepened slightly since I started!

Chronic Illness restabilized: I learned how to eat more and don't feel worse anymore! I just have to upkeep higher calories now 🫶

End of month review:

I highly recommend anyone starting T take plenty of progress pics, audio and video!

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Hi I posted this literally a month late so I will be posting my 2 month update like today probably!!! Follow me for more TMI T Diary

[katlovesshrimps]

"I told you it was the puppy weed"

"WHA- Why would I think you were being SERIOUS??"

[punkasstboy]

FRICK I cant believe to grow a dick i have to actually feed it :(

[punkasstboy]

1 Week On Testosterone 🐾

Before starting T:

💥 Fears

My sex drive increasing - Trauma and demisexuality go brrr.

💫 Hopes

Growing a big(ish) DICK !!

Body hair 💪💪💪 And hair getting darker and curlier !!

Face becoming more masculine just so I can get away with doing girly things.

Effects

Day 1 - Happy - Just really fricking happy and high energy. This is likely not a chemical effect, I'm just really happy to have started it!

Day 2 - Bottom Growth - The tingling begins 👁 I was warned this effect can happen within the first week and they were not wrong. It is mild at this point but noticeable enough. I was scared of sex drive before but it is actually so cool 😎

Day 3-4 - BOILING HOT - SWEATING LIKE HELL!! God men sweat too much. The weather stayed the same yet I was sweating thru layers of deodorant.

Review 🏳️‍⚧️

10/10 My shot went really well and I am really excited...

[escuerzoresucitado]

Testosterone promotes ‘cuddling,’ not just aggression, animal study finds | Emory University | Atlanta GA

Testosterone can foster friendly, prosocial behavior in males, a new animal study conducted by Emory neuroscientists finds. The Proceedings

🥰🥰🥰

[pyrekite]

There are a lot of really important statements here to be made about releasing the learned (and inaccurate!!) fear that testosterone makes/will make you dangerous, and how the reality is that it’s an important, complex, mood-and-body regulating hormone, because there’s almost nothing in your body that only has one singular function - you’re a system, none of your parts exist in isolation.

The less important observation to be made here is:

[punkasstboy]

when literally any pressure is put on my t dick and I get an unstoppable boner 😵‍💫 all I did was cross my legs wtf

[rhysska]

PUT THAT TRANS MAN ON TOP!!!!!!!!! GIVE THAT MAN A STRAP!!!!! GIVE HIM.BOTTOM.SURGERY!!!! IN DIFFERENT STAGES BUT ALSO WHEN IT IS SAFE TO HAVE INTERCOURSE !!! GIVE HIM METOIDOPLASTY!!! LET HIM USE HIS BOTTOM GROWTH!!!! GET HIM ON TOP!!!!!!!!!

[kishibe-rohansbf]

date idea: i lay down on ur lap and you pet my head and tell me im not too much

[cephalophcre]

biblically accurate adam and eve

[angelic-omega]

DOMS NEED AFTERCARE TOO!!!

Tell them they did good

Remind them they didn’t hurt you and that you are mentally ok

If they did hurt you tell them how much you enjoyed it

Tell them you felt safe in your scene

Make sure they hydrate and refuel with a little snack if they need it

Thank them for fulfilling your desires

Cuddle them, pet them, hold them

If either of you safeworded discuss why you did so and how to prevent it from progressing that far in the future

Relax! Watch a movie play some video games together! Don’t just leave or ask them to leave afterwards…doms are not just sentient sex toys

[sterlingsilverbullets]

Hi! I'm doing headshot commissions because money is tight... so shoot me a message if you're interested! I can also do an extra character for an extra £5 if you'd like a ship icon! I take Payment on PayPal and Monzo (UK)!

[punkasstboy]

T Diary Day 2

Dose: 50mg 0.2ml

Effects: bottom growth, sexuality, questioning.

Bottom growth has already begun! (Not uncommon this early!) Most people just say "bottom growth" but the people need details! Basically I was just feeling tingles, like when you're physically turned on but... All the time. I'm almost constantly aware of it now and it does lead to being a lot more horny~ and on that note, I discovered I am more sensitive down there already.

I was actually pretty scared of this effect before starting but now I honestly kind of love it. It feels really validating and I feel like it would be a lot easier to get in bed with someone now 😳 All round I love this effect and I can't wait to have a lil dick 🫶