pansy parkinson stops with her back against the wall. why was she back in hogwarts, this was the dumbest decision of her life. hours before she had stood on a table, and had given up potter in front of the entire school, and yet when all the slytherins were being marched out, she had run back to grab her ring - why had she done that?!
she glanced at the ring, a black diamond - held in silver wiring. she could remember when she got it, a cold night the year previous, she had sat in the owlry with draco for hours, just talking about what was to come. as they stood up, draco had gone on one knee, and offered it to her, and pansy had said yes of course.
the ring was all she had wanted for honestly her whole life, draco to be hers, and hers alone. and yet the day after, when their headmaster had been killed, and everything seemed to be becoming different, she had cried while looking at that ring.
now she stood, crying again as she stared at the ring. she could year fighting, cries and shouts, she should’ve gone back, she shouldn’t have looked for it for so long.
“help! anyone!” a voice called, from down the hall, and out ran a redhead. pansy didn’t have her glasses, and had forgotten to cast the charm for her eyes that morning, but she could tell from the shout that something was wrong.
against all her instincts telling her to leave, pansy ran straight into the ginger, who she had suddenly realized, was Weasley’s younger sister. great. just great. pansy has found herself at the mercy of weaslette (the chosen one’s girlfriend) just her luck.
“are you gonna stare, or are you gonna help?” weaslette suddenly asked in a brash tone, glaring down at pansy.
pansy nodded, turning to corner to see what she had been screaming about, and noticed a body laying on the ground, large amounts of blood falling out.
“fuck.” pansy swore, walking closer and suddenly recognizing the face. it was lavender brown, a girl who was in her year. pansy had had classes with her, and although she was annoying, there was a slight burn in her eyes as she looked down.
“not her.” the other girl said sharply, poking pansy’s shoulder rather hard - not that she could blame her, pansy was basically on the other side. “over there.” the ginger said, pointing to the boy that was leaning against the wall, and pansy wandered over, unable to understand how she had missed him.
she couldn’t recognize this person, but from the tie he was a ravenclaw, and he seemed off balance, looking around the room in amazement. pansy huffed, plopping down beside him, and sticking her finger above his eyelid, pulling it up to get a closer look.
now she wasn’t sure why she was doing this - she blamed shock to be honest. pansy had never had any plans to fight in this war, her dad did, but she was going to be like her mother - stay out of it and stay safe.
but despite all that, here she was, trying to help a ravenclaw that couldn’t be older than a fifth year, he must’ve snuck in. “wand.” pansy said, holding a hand out, she was pretty sure she knew what to do next.
a wand didn’t get placed in her hand, and she turned around, glancing at weaslette, about to say something rude until she saw her face. the girl was scared, stubborn, and obviously had no idea what pansy was doing.
“i’m on your side.” pansy muttered, but when the redhead still hadn’t moved, pansy told her the charm to use. it would reduce dizziness, and hopefully give the boy some semblance of knowledge of who and where he was. pansy was quite certain he had been hit with a memory charm.
once the spell was cast, the boy seemed to almost wake up, and nodded once the other girl told him to head to the infirmary. pansy didn’t know there was an infirmary still, she figured everyone would be fighting.
“thank you.” weasley said, nodding at pansy. “for the help.”
pansy didn’t know how to respond, here she was, in the middle of the battle, helping people that she was certain were trying to kill her father. she had no idea what to do next.
“we need more healers, by the way.” weasley mentioned, and then she was off. running back towards the noise and the screaming, her wand drawn obviously ready to fight.
pansy didn’t want to help. she really didn’t. but as she walked towards the infirmary, she realized that it was people she knew fighting. on either side. and all she wanted to do was have them survive so she everything could just go back to the way it once was.