I am socially tapped out but I also crave closeness to another human being
>.<

seen from Russia
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I am socially tapped out but I also crave closeness to another human being
>.<
Someone's smoke detector's battery is dead in the complex.
It came through my dream.
I'd be mid sentence with this man in my dream that noticed how I paused.
I'd turn my head slowly cause I'd hear the faint beep.
This went on through the dream.
And he would look at me as if trying to study why I was pausing.
He was not really someone who tolerated that kind of pause and I had been reinitiating conversations to prove I could hold those conversations.
I'd do fine and then?
*beep beep beep*
Then I woke up and heard it again.
Always make sure to keep up to date with your smoke detectors. Usually you can tell even in complexes by the light on it.
Anyways.
And good morning everyone.
Happy friday.
i suspect i may also have the tism bc the suggestion of getting rid of my PERFECTLY COMFORTABLE, PERFECTLY USABLE, SLIGHTLY FADED clothes almost sent me spiraling. i pleaded like a fucking wimp.
Just got done taking a test, everyone thinks I’ve done fine but I’m still waiting on the score.
Trying to explain that the anxiety I get from waiting is worse than when our ship was getting shot at but my division isn’t quite getting it cause I had ‘tism face.
Here’s an accurate description of the emotional I felt.
autistic people: do you have a special interest?
yes, multiple
yes, one
no
Genuinely need to stop overthinking stuff 💔. I would be so much more confident if I js stopped overthinking everything I do 😭
Updated collection. I need more shelves 😅
By the champagne foal is a little donkey I found at a park & that's definitely not Jason Voorhees behind Zulu.