Most of the time I look in the mirror and see no change. I still see that girl who was stuck at 215 lbs for what felt like FOREVER. Body dysmorphia is so real and it’s a daily struggle but on some rare occasions I’ll catch a glimpse of myself and be like
WHO. IS. SHE. 🥵🥵
Tonight was one of those rare moments & for like 5 mins I felt really pretty and proud and accomplished. I wish I could feel that way about myself all of the time. I wish I saw the girl who busted her ass to lose 50 lbs every day instead of the girl who was forever stuck & hated herself.
Does this feeling ever go away?
Will I ever feel normal & confident in this body?!













