To the pre everything, pre transition trans women out there who still present as male every day.
I want you to know there will be a day that your reflection wont hurt.
A time when you wont have to disassociate when you see yourself.
One day youll start seeing yourself as a beautiful, precious being, worthy of love and respect from those around you.
There will be a day when the clothes you wear will just feel right, and when you find that perfect pair of leggings.. oh my!!
One day you will wake up from your nightmare, and your life will be exactly how you wanted it to be even if it still isnt perfect.
There will come a time when self-love and body-positivity will be warm and familiar feelings.
Some day itll occur to you without a doubt that this is who you are, and the questions in your mind will all be answered.
One day youll see your skin smooth, youll have breasts and your rough facial hair will be gone.
I just want you to know that i see you for who you are on the inside, no matter what the external shell looks like.
I know you are beautiful, and unique without a single doubt, and all you had to do was be yourself!
I want you to know that most of your fears are exaggerated by false representation of trans women in the media.
You can do this girl, and you have a whole community behind you for support!!
I cant wait to see you in full bloom!!