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keenly aware of being unaware
Formal reminder that Bucky Barnes and Bruce Banner both canonically have dissociative symptoms <3
AND Banner has canonically had DID since his debut.
A meme my wife and I collaborated on for no reason whatsoever (definitely not because we would both forget to do it individually)
I think all systems are owed have extended time. What I mean by that is instead of a 24 hour day, a system specifically is bestowed at least 48 hours to make it fair for all the alters who want to do something but are limited by the constraints of bedtime and having to wait their turn to front. This is a hyperbole and it might just be me actually but
(- Luke)
Drag path except it’s everything I’ve done in my life that I can’t remember
So along with that “Recently Closed Tabs” thing, last night I felt like the body was not mine.
I mean obviously it’s not. It’s OUR body, but last night it felt different. It felt weird.
Also I’m starting to realize that I have random, weird memory gaps or memories that don’t seem real/right.
Switching, we guess.
So unless someone has a better idea, any time someone “co-fronts”, we’re just gonna put their proxy and not mine along with it.
Rah.
Y'all, being so certain that something simple is true, (eg. This thing goes in the fridge), certain that the people in charge have told you that this is how it's supposed to be, and then doing it that way... and being told that that’s the wrong way to do it. So, you argue, this is how I've been told to do it over and over again- but when you finally ask the people in charge? You're wrong. It's never been like that, they've never told you that, that has literally never been the case. And you're clearly upset and you're laughed at and told that you're just upset that you're wrong. No, I'm scared, because my ability to parse reality has never been all that great and I thought I was getting better. Anyway, how are y'all?
I have a strong feeling I have a system, but am unaware. Not 100% though. Besides that, sometimes I disassociate to the point where I have no thoughts and block out all sounds or voices around me. Then there are times that I forget things I was doing, or forget that I had told someone the same thing already. I'm not sure. I have big gaps of memories when I was younger and only remember bad memories of my childhood, no good ones. Again, I have only been told I have C-PTSD and left it at that. I just feel like there's more then just myself inside my head.. I don't want to assume anything and make myself seem like I'm making myself seem worse then I am?
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