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[ID: A traditional drawing of a headshot of the character AvidMC from Vampires SMP. Half of his face is dark, starting in about the middle of his forehead and rounding out above his mouth. That side of him also has a large horn. The human side of his face is smiling and has a red eye. His pointed ears are angled down. Most of his neck is shaded in as well. There are four deep red claw-like gashes in his neck. On the left of him are the words "I bleed in memory of those I've lost" and on the right are "and those I've yet to lose." End ID]
Greetings, could we request a BaH pack (Core module, performance module, technical module, and stage module) of a fusion of Abaddon (Haunted Hotel) + Chara Dreemurr (Undertale)?
Sorry if this a lot to ask for- we can feel an alter of that fusion trying to form but struggling hard to and it is driving us crazy. ^^,
⋆˚࿔ Typing quirk: replaces "o" with "0" and "s" with "7"
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⋆˚꩜｡ Music playlist: 🎵•🎵•🎵
⋆˚꩜｡ Favourite fandoms: Undertale, Deltarune, Haunted Hotel, true crime, Hazbin Hotel & Helluva Boss, OFF, Homestuck, Five Nights at Freddy's
⋆˚꩜｡ Hobbies: bone collecting, stargazing, reading poetry, playing the piano, knife throwing, chess, playing TTRPGs, taxidermy, occultism, garden care, knitting
i don't know if that makes sense, but whenever i start holding specifically a paranoid belief, it helps me to make up a fake counter-fact.
it's a little dangerous because i am still making myself believe in things contrary to reality, but so far it's worked without me losing myself in them.
a little example and of course tw for unreality, hallucinations and potentially paranoia inducing thoughts:
i always was incredibly terrified about something unknown being in my apartment - chasing me, watching me sleep, etc - to the point i started hallucinating it. but then i gave the "thing" a name and some rules, and now i'm (mostly) okay!
if i hear something at night, especially auditory hallucinations i can simply blame my "thing" flatmate, Adrien. he KNOWS he's not supposed to come into my room at night! he can roam freely when i'm out of the house, but once i'm home he has to stay in the other room.
he's also not allowed in the bathroom, which has greatly alleviated my reflection induced hallucinations (i barely get them at all anymore!)
I actually love this, it made me giggle. I'm such a fan of out-of-the-box coping strategies (as long as they aren't harmful of course). Especially with psychotic symptoms, they are usually nonsensical, so your own way of dealing with it can be kinda nonsensical too.
I myself have created similarly strange coping skills that have actually helped me a lot over the years. Like naming my cat Demon (what I called my old persistent hallucination). So now instead of being like "what's that noise at night??? Is it Demon??? >:0" I will be like "what's that noise at night? Is it my sweet baby boy Demon?! :D". I also love putting stuff like "creepy" dolls or a full size skeleton, and other Halloween decorations in my apartment, because that way the hallucinations can kinda just blend in, and I'm more desensitized to seeing random eyes staring at me in the dark lol.
DTIYS - ORIGINAL ARTWORK BY @virgilspider Click here to see the original piece!
First of all, congrats on reaching 100 followers on instagram!! You deserve so much more though! When I saw your artwork, I immediately fell in love with your style, and I had such a great time drawing this!!
