#tw irl

[m1dnightlunacy]

Tw: Mental Health, Depression, Financial Struggle, Alcoholism

I don’t really know what else to do at this point. I had a temporary job at a certain Halloween store for a bit, but I haven’t been able to get another job since I started there. I have some money coming from my last check at that job, but despite working a lot this last check isn’t enough to cover bills let alone my rent.

I’m sorry I’m having to ask yet again for money. I’ve stated it before but I hate the idea of using the following I have to get money from people even if I’m in desperate need of it. It’s not what I post for, it’s not what I want to draw for.

I just want to get by, this move is exciting in a lot of ways. New city, new people, new sites, more opportunities..that’s what I’m trying to tell myself. I’m just terrified of things not working out. I don’t even really expect to celebrate Christmas this year aside from decorating and watching some Christmas films while drinking hot cocoa.

Honestly I think I could really use a break like that.

Anyway..if you could like and reblog this so more people see that would be amazing and I would be so grateful! As always don’t donate if you’re financially unable. I really don’t want to put others at risk. Here’s the link to the GoFundMe and thank you for reading. 💜

Donate to Assist Lexie in Overcoming Financial Hardship, organized by Lexie K

Hello! My name is Lexie and online I’m known as LoonaSketches or what I go by no… Lexie K needs your support for Assist Lexie in Overcoming

[fancoria]

thank you for huggs guys. / I promise I'll live and I'm okay. I just need some time for myself. My parents are the worst parents in the world, and I need to figure things out. Especially since they want to continue contact with me, and I've told them I don't intend to talk to them unless they understand I'm not a woman.

imagine that they were now near my apartment

[picavecalyx]

GUYS...LOOK AT HER.

[evrlasting]

Hello everyone,

I'm a year older today and the light is gonna be turned off the next day after. I'm not gonna be on that much today since I might just sleep in

So if you don't hear from me then I'm not dead the power is just off.

[vitrumbra]

exceptional x-men confirmed to be epic and everyone should read it. supported by my girl latte always sitting on the exceptional x-men comic box :)

[angie-long-legs]

//I feel like garbageeeeeeeeee. vent bc idk who to talk to about all this and it sucks man. tw trauma mental health etc etc

mmmmm. great that my family members are now becoming aware of the fact that they have trauma. not so great that I caused some of it (despite it not being my fault).

I'm like 90% sure my mum has ptsd (not as a reaction to me but from the same person that caused mine) and the fact that she's only JUST NOW in her 60s (and after a lot of shit got thrown out into the open) coming to terms with the fact that it's okay to be upset by upsetting stuff and that being "resiliant" isn't just stuffing down all your problems and never addressing them is like... a big indicator of how I learned to deal with stuff growing up.

I KNOWWW it's not my fault. I know that logically. but that kinda doesn't mean shit to the emotional parts of me and it's gonna send me spiralling bc I can say it's not my fault over and over but not all of me believes that.

[the-real-togore-dreemurr]

Oh yeah that scar I was talking about

Okay yeah so how the HELL did I get this bad boy?

Well- when I was about 6 or so I was watering strawberries with my then dad and went to go turn off the water. Now it’s important to note that our house at the time had a basement and there was a stairwell leading from ground level to it. So, there was small little 6 year old me running in my shorts to turn off the water when suddenly- the metal roof covering the stairwell sliced through my entire calf as I ran by it. Yup. That’s it. A metal roof jumped me when I was 6. Not traumatizing at all thankfully but my dad was too stubborn to take me to get stitches so I wore bandages around it for about 9 months. Honestly I’m kinda glad it’s sick asf. About 6 inches long- DEFINITELY NOT A FOOT SORRY I WAS USING AN ONLINE RULER-

But uh yeah anyway that’s all, big scar 👍

Close-up if you want ig it’s faded over time tho lol

[more-things-in-heaven-hell]

So this is a qeued post — it will go out sometime early I guess today since yall are reading this rn-

But I’m most likely not gonna be on much today or maybe I am it depends heavily on my emotions , today is the 5 year anniversary of the day I lost the light and meaning in my life - I lost my life partner to covid .

I don’t normally talk much about it or him just cause it’s personal and it’s hard sometimes I miss him so so much i won’t ever recover and I’ll never be with anyone like that again I know that much — but I will be visiting his grave today so I may not talk much or write much — or I may try to find a distraction here — who knows yet .

As usual I may hide on discord or DMs more then be on dash and I’m

Very very sorry I haven’t been around as much if your still waiting on drafts plz accept my apologies for taking a while .

Stuff is in the queue .

Anyway love you guys .