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I have decided to make my Spark-eaters au scarier now. :)
@coinfight revenge attack on @idwl. +5 points for base term, +1 point for revenge.
. . . congelatioafflinic ₍^. .^₎⟆
[pt. congelatioafflinic. end pt.]
definition - a xenogender related to frostbite, snow being used as a metaphor for emptiness, and the dissociated feeling one has on the brink of death. the name is taken from "congelatio", meaning "frostbite" or "freezing" in latin, and "afflictio", meaning "suffering" or "torment". no id.
while my sysmembers are sending things in: I'm attracted to a ton of "amoral" things, usually as a direct response to my members & I hate how badly people talk about it
I've fucked several of the age-sliders when they're kids–BUT It was entirely consensual (on both sides, I've actually said no more than they have), had a LOT of discussion before and after, safewords, check ins, & I'm usually halfway in their headspace so that if they get too untethered and stop being able to properly consent I can immediately stop it and switch into aftercare. Once they're back to a stable adult headspace we run back what happened & go back over what the plan for if that happens is.
What I do in my own system consensually isn't other people's problem. If one of them wants to be a rotting corpse and disconnect from their body for a bit & I've got the okay, I don't see why it's an issue. If I want to be a cat & get my dick sucked that's entirely my own choice on my own time. we've got both verbal and nonverbal safewords that are used across the entire system for a reason.
Most of what I do is actually trying to help them interact with their trauma with enough separation from "reality" that it's easier for them to process it. But even the shit I do purely for pleasure I think is fine. I work very hard to make sure things are consensual & our entire system's ethic is that if someone has a need or strong desire (for anything, not just sexually) then we will work to find safe outlets & compromises with them.
All of us are extremely anti-harm, & by extension anti-contact for many paras. If one of us is concerned about their paras or it seems like they might want to act on a harmful one, we've got a lot of safeguards in place & we all work together to address it. Almost none of this shit leaves our system/head/masturbation.
But to many people we, and I especially, are just evil mentally ill freaks. God forbid someone ends up with some shit going on in their brain and god forbid they actually try to live functionally around it without shame and without harm to others. because it's "gross" and "disgusting" to people uninvolved.
This is paramisia and pluralphobia.
People have really weird perspectives on how plurality works and how sysmates function in the innerworld. They often apply outerworld logic to the innerworld, which isn't something you can inherently do.
For some systems, outerworld logic does apply to innerworlds. But for other systems, it just...doesn't. Or only some aspects apply, while others don't.
Age, species, life/death, these are all concepts that are super complex in a plural context. Every system experiences these things differently.
⚠️CW IMPLIED SH⚠️
"now that you're gone"
Chica and Nightmare Chica as humans! N.Chica is nukekube in AU (Dinerfall protocol)
Author of AU : madeness.all (me) + @thatpurityyyy
being a werewolf is such a unique experience for me that I don't think many others share
I honestly love this about the werecommunity, how we're all so unique, but it does get a bit confusing not feeling like i fit in anywhere :,]
I crave pain so hard right now.
not in a masochist way, in fact I have a pretty low pain tolerance and im scared of pain.
but, I crave transformation.
I crave that special pain that feels like pushing on a bruise, that pain that hurts good somehow.
like it just feels.. right?
wanting to feel my bones crack and shift to get into the position i feel they are meant to be just sounds so appealing to me.
I mean i need it like I need a hole in my head, but jesus I just wish I could feel okay.
my body aches every time I try to force it to its "natural" position, i need to break out of it.
I want to watch as fur sprouts from my hands, having that tingle sensation all over my body.
I want my mouth to hurt because my teeth are rearranging and my jaw is elongating.
I want my ears to ring so hard because my senses are being heightened.
and I think thats something that could put me in a psych ward, but its just how i feel XD
TW:CAS,AS,R*PE,ABUSE
If you are sensitive to these topics please don't watch this, don't romanticize this!this is my au!
I hate uploading videos so idc if I upload this twice, anyway-
This Is a little backstory for Sergey and Wheezy and I'm introducing their uncle!
Pause to read-
They were their uncles favorit and they didn't knew his name,they called him "uncle spider"bc he was very "handsy" and he's Hetty's brother
And their uncle wears a mask to cover his fucked up face and emotions, intentions
And I wanna post more about him, he's kinda the character who haunts the narrative!AND J FUCKING HATE HIM!!!!!
Important Details!!!-Wheezy was touched inappropriatly,their unc touched his legs and on the cr*tch,he did the same with Sergey but when the uncle tried to unbottone Wheezy's shirt and touch his chest Wheezy managed to get away from that situation, that's why the Uncle moved to the more naive and innocent Sergey,the uncle acted nice and he was the only good and likeable adult in their home, that's why Sergey liked him,but their uncle one night pushed him to the bed and tried to......but Sergey escaped thanks to Wheezy
