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little stickers i made for some really cool people and little stickers i made for fun and could give out to some very cool people c:
one still hasnt arrived to its destination so i have to hide it
did you guys forget that equius actually does swear in the comic
taking applications for someone to come play with me.
don’t overthink it.
just be funny.
be confident without making it your entire personality.
know how to flirt.
know how to take a joke.
don’t expect me to make the first move every single time.
i like good conversations, quick wit, playful teasing, and people who can keep me interested longer than five minutes.
i’m a little sarcastic.
a little stubborn.
occasionally a menace.
if that scares you…
we’re probably not a match.
if it makes you smile…
come say hi.
worst case, we waste a little time.
best case…
we’ll both have a lot of fun. ♡
i think the fact that all of abigail’s parallels point towards her being the embodiment of will’s own dark urges (and how she only became a huge part of his life after he opened up that gateway to his becoming [killing hobbs]) yet she still feels the safest with hannibal is something i really like to think about.
like abigail came into her own easily. she gutted nichols without hesitation. she didn’t even think about it. going along with hannibal’s plan to criminalize will for her death (which could be viewed as a DIRECT parallel to when will refuses to intervene with hannibal’s ploy to get chilton arrested). abigail forcing herself into isolation to keep herself safe with hannibal at the same time will was in jail.
yet somehow both versions of will - and by extension the only version of abigail - are drawn to hannibal. both comfort and horror is found there, by both people — and when abigail dies and leaves both halves of will to deal with hannibal, that same fate is sealed for him.
will and abigail are mirrors in the sense that their similarities are what ends up being their dividing point, i think, and i think that’s shown in how the abigail of will’s mind palace would still go with hannibal. i think that’s why the embodiment of will’s self beyond the curtains he presented to the world was abigail — theyre so similar that the thought of finding the parts of himself that he villainized (in himself) in her wasn’t actually concerning. he knew what she was capable of, and what she’d done, but he’d still loved her (and missed her, as seen in his reaction to seeing her again).
also ??? the parallel of abigail being prepared for her funeral / will fighting for his life (being brought back from the brink of death)???
i think abigail’s death played an integral part in his becoming because it was the death of a dividend — removing a part of the equation that he couldn’t identify without identifying himself.
Made..something? Its the cat from "Do not take this cat home" with a bit of dialogue from the 1st ending (it beguins) uhm don't mind my absolutely awful handwriting (congratulations if you can read it) I also missed some of it cause it was to long to fit on my page anyways bye
5: What three things/people do you think of most each day:
6: If you had a warning label, what would yours say?
10: Are you allergic to anything?
11: What’s your sexuality?
12: Do you prefer tea, coffee, or cocoa?
14: Would you rather be a vampire, elf, or merperson?
23: Would you rather be nocturnal or diurnal?
40: Hugs or kisses?
41: Who is someone you would like to see/visit right now?
42: Who is someone you love deeply?
46: Talk about your crush, if you have one!
48: A sound you really love?
53: How are you feeling right now?
61: What makes you unfollow a blog?
73: Do you have platform shoes?
74: What is one random but interesting fact about yourself?
82: Something you really enjoy doing:
83: Favorite person to talk to:
90: If you were an animal, which one would you be?
91: If a flower could aesthetically represent you, what kind would it be?
94: Would you rather be able to fly or read minds?
95: Do you like to wear camo?
104: What is your favorite mineral or gem?
110: Nosiest question you have ever been asked?
111: A question you hate being asked?
115: Someone you’d like to kiss or cuddle right now:
118: Do you have freckles?
119: Favorite thing about a person:
121: Something you want to do right now:
132: Do you smile with your teeth showing for pictures?
148: Favorite physical thing about yourself:
149: Favorite thing about your personality:
150: Name three people you would like to talk to right now in person.
154: Do you like to kiss others’ foreheads or hands for platonic reasons?
155: Do you like to play with others’ hair?
5: @mersinia (you’re gonna appear a couple of times here), Pokemon, and whatever my current obsession is (currently Star Wars).
6:
10: In theory I have a very mild allergy to dust. And I suspect a tiny bit to cats, but that one isn’t tested. But in practice, I don’t.
11: Well, that’s a bit dependent on gender, is it not? And mine’s a bit of a mess. So let’s just say I’m roughly Demiromantic and -sexual, and I’m, to my knowledge, not attracted to men.
12: Cocoa, no question. I don’t like coffee at all, so that’s out, and while I do want to like tea, I don’t, really. But I do have a bit of a sweet tooth, so cocoa it is!
14: Is that even a question? The options are creature that can’t leave the water, creature that is a corpse that can’t eat or walk outside during day, or a creature that is basically a good looking, borderline immortal human. There is a right choice here, and that’s Elf.
23: As much as I love the night, most of the time my friends are awake is during the day (despite their best efforts), so I’m gonna go with diurnal.
40: Hugs! Like, I like kisses as much as the next person, but come on! Hugs! That’s difficult to top.
41: @mersinia, last time was really fun.
42: @thecrazyalchemist, @four-leafer, and yes, @mersinia.
46: Not in uncoded language I won’t! ‘^’|’’’/ ^)’’’-‘-‘’-‘/ _/_2<7°’’’2’^’, _^) -‘^’ ‘-‘’’’-x’^’ ->>’’’-^) ‘^’_ ^\’’’. ^\7’^’ °_’’’x2’^’ ‘^’-и’’’ 2_ <_^) -2 -2х)’’’^). |’’’ °_’’’х2’^’ ‘-‘__и ‘^’__ ^\-°. <-‘’’х ^)7°7_/_\’-‘_x’-‘/ _/_\’^’’’’. ^\-|. 7 и2_) 7’^’ )_2’^’ |->>’’’2, ^\_\’^’ 7 х’^’7’-‘’-‘ ‘-‘7и’’’ ‘^’_ |_>’’’. And that’s all you will get from me, typing like that is difficult.
48: I’m quite fond of the sound of fire. Not the stereotypical crackling, but more the barely perceptible sound of the burning itself.
53: I just recently woke up, so still a bit sleepy.
61: I rarely unfollow blogs, because I’m hesitant to follow in the first place, so I usually really like any blog I’m following. Only time I unfollow is if I’ve started following the blog for something specific, and they stopped doing that, but that’s rare. Or if I’ve had a personal falling out with the person, but that’s even rarer.
73: Nope!
74: I’m surprisingly good at directions. My favourite example is that when I was in Rome, I was walking around the city for… like, the whole day. At the end of the day, I ended up halfway across the city and my phone battery died, so no Google maps. I just walked back from memory.
82: I really enjoy reading (: It’s a very stereotypical me answer, but there’s a reason I was the book guy at school, and that’s because I had a new book every week.
83: I’m starting to feel like a broken record, but @mersinia . Big fan of talking to it. I am fairly bad at talking, but xe puts up with me anyway.
90: As much as I’d like to say I’d be an owl, I’ll be honest, I’d probably be a sloth. I’m not a very energetic person.
91: I’m tempted to say a violet, because, well, that’s my name, but it did say aesthetically. Actually, you know what, I think violets still fit. Yeah, it’s violets.
94: It depends on how exactly either power works, but probably flying. Like, flying is a very useful mode of transportation, while reading minds is… good in social situations? But only if you’re comfortable with invading the privacy of your conversation partner. I don’t know, feels iffy. I’m gonna go with flying.
95: Nope!
104: Amethyst. Do you know why? Can you guess why? (It’s purple.)
110: “What is the noisiest question you’ve ever been asked?” Jokes aside, it’s “What are you reading?” Like, 1, it’s written on the cover. You can look at it. 2, You clearly see that I’m reading, why are you interrupting me? 3, I know full well that you won’t even consider reading this book, so why ask me in the first place? I understand it’s neurotypical small talk empty conversation stuff, but why have an empty conversation with me when I currently have something better to do, namely the reading you’re interrupting!
111: See above.
115: See questions 46.
118: Nope, no freckles!
119: The yapping. I’m a very big fan of listening to a person yap about something they’re interested in.
121: Breakfast would be nice.
132: Not for pictures. I might for a second if I’m having a lot of fun in the moment, but not for pictures.
148: The hair. It’s getting a bit too Jesus for my liking, but given that everything else about my body I’m at best neutral about, and it’s way better than when it was short, it’s not a contest.
149: The yapping. Just because I’m doing the yapping doesn’t mean I don’t enjoy listening to it.
150: @mersinia, @four-leafer, @thecrazyalchemist. Actually, scratch that, Clover should be sleeping. I’ll wait till they wake up.
154: I’d like to, but I’m too scared of being misunderstood, so I’m not doing that.
155: Same here, I’d like too, but too afraid to actually do that.
Thank you so much for the questions, Anon! I had a lot of fun answering these.
Hey, big fat shout out to (sorry to the extra notification in your inbox, but I have to thank you) @clara-the-cat! On a post I had made describing my love/hate relationship I have with Jax about my gender, Clara reblogged my post and she gave me a link to genderdysphoria.fyi (shout out to the people/person behind that too). This is probably one of the most helpful things I have received in my LIFE.
After I became cis again, after the last time I was trans, I put off the reason why I wanted to be a woman was just because I was into "feminine things", and I would be just fine as a man. The main reason I thought this was because I liked makeup, feminine clothing, and speaking in a less manly voice but still liked having my manly giblets. Besides, I wasn't born thinking "ohhhh I should've been a woman", I only used those pronouns online when I was pretty young to make people think I was old enough to play Rec Room in 2018, and I only completely committed to it because I dated a trans woman, and was jealous of how freely they could be more feminine presenting. Right?
Yeah, no. Now that I look back on it, there was probably a reason why I really was super happy when I was tricking people into thinking I was a teenage girl on Rec Room, and not some young boy that shouldn't have had access to a headset. After that girl I dated, I transitioned because she gave me confidence, which was then crushed when I told one of my friends that I "didn't want to be a man."
I would love to transition, but the state I live in would make that difficult, and I don't really have the means to move away either. I *need* the scholarships in my state to get a degree. Even worse, my parents would take an even longer time to accept me due to their political beliefs. I might start using she/her pronouns online, but it still feels kind of weird to go back to that.
Still, thank you to Clara, and the people who have liked, replied, or reblogged my post. You have given me confidence and answers, and I genuinely couldn't thank you more.
Sorry if there are misspellings, typos, or pieces of incorrect grammar. I made this in like 8 minutes with minimal editing. If there's something I need to change or clarify, lmk.
I'm not used to being this open on a public forum, but at least it is mostly anonymous.
(Also, I miss you Rec Room)