shinin'
It's like, you know ? Like I've a Ferrari for a brain but with bicycle brakes. Makes stuff really hard and all, to tell you the truth. Like one second your mind's chilling in a five star in China and the other it's playing black jack with a couple of chain smoking hookers in a shady London bar, you know ? It's crazy, I tell you. But it does have some good to it I guess. I mean, my mother used to say that I 'shine' and all. It's really hard to explain what shining really is, you know? But I'll still try my best and all. It's like seeing things that others can't really see, or well, seeing them much before they would, at least. Like, you don't necessarily 'see' them either, you just feel them. Sometimes. Like, this one time there was this group of old women and all, having tea and wearing hats and all, you know ? Like old women do. And for some reason, I found myself there in close proximity to the said flock and all. And like, they were all talking real loud and laughing alot, right ? Now to another bystander the overhearing may have sounded pretty generic and all, but oh I saw through it all. Muriel didn't really like it when Edith commented about her new red sweater, about it being pretty 'homemade' looking and all, I'm guessing it must have been store bought and stuff, really. Also, Anna's mood shifted to red when Mary told everyone she got green tea for a 'pleasant' change today, but still, she just smiled and complimented Mary's concerned innovativeness. Cora doesn't really like hats, but she still wears them to fit in anyway. I mean , I felt it and all, really. But then I saw a kitten nearby; real cute with an orange coat and white whiskers, and it was meowing and everything.
So I went.
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-Also I speak too fast and can't sleep before 3.












