Y/N walked into the kitchen early, shoulders loose, steps quiet. She wore one of the sleeveless shirts Wanda had picked out—soft fabric, breathable, familiar now enough that no one commented on it anymore. It suited her. She barely thought about it.
What she did notice was Wanda.
She was already there, standing at the counter, plating food with practiced ease. When she glanced up and saw Y/N, her face softened instantly.
“Good morning,” Wanda said.
“Morning,” Y/N replied, voice still rough with sleep.
Y/N was reaching for a plate when Vision appeared.
His gaze flicked to her—brief, sharp—before he stepped past and leaned down to kiss Wanda. Wanda returned it easily.
Y/N held back the urge to roll her eyes, turned on her heel instead, and walked away before the moment could linger. She sat beside Bucky at the table, setting her plate down with a quiet clink.
“Morning,” Bucky said.
“Hey,” Y/N replied, already eating.
The kitchen filled quickly after that—voices overlapping, chairs scraping, Sam and Clint arguing over something stupid, Tony providing unwanted commentary. Chaotic. Familiar.
Breakfast was the same as always. Maybe louder.
Then the doors slid open.
Nick Fury entered, and the room stilled in waves.
“I hope you all enjoyed breakfast,” he said flatly. “Because we’ve got a mission.”
Groans followed immediately.
“Easy one,” Fury continued. “Small team. In and out.”
Bucky lifted his mug in mock salute. “Guess I’m up.”
Y/N nodded once. “When?”
“Briefing in thirty,” Fury replied. “Gear up.”
As Fury left, Wanda’s gaze found Y/N across the room.
Y/N held it for a second—long enough to catch the concern there, the quiet faith underneath it. She gave Wanda a small nod, steady on the outside even as her pulse picked up.
Then she stood.
She returned to her room and closed the door, the familiar calm of preparation settling over her. Combat clothes replaced the sleeveless shirt—dark, flexible fabric, reinforced at the shoulders and chest, gear fitting her like it had been made for her body. She strapped on her boots, adjusted the holster, rolled her shoulders once.
By the time she reached the briefing room, Nat was already there, leaning back against the table, arms crossed. Her eyes flicked up, assessing—and then softened just a little.
“First mission,” Nat said casually.
Y/N nodded. “Yeah.”
Nat stepped closer, lowering her voice. “You nervous?”
Y/N hesitated, then answered honestly. “A little.”
“That’s normal,” Nat said. “Means you’re paying attention. Stick close to Steve, watch Barnes’ six, and don’t hesitate if you need to shift.”
Y/N let out a quiet breath. “Okay.”
The rest of the team filed in—Steve calm and focused, Bucky already checking his gear. Fury took his place at the front, hologram flickering to life.
“HYDRA outpost,” Fury said. “Minimal resistance. Intel retrieval. No hostages, no civilians.”
Images rotated. Maps. Entry points.
“Y/N,” Fury continued, eyes on her, “you’re backup and extraction support. You move when Rogers moves. Understood?”
“Yes, sir,” she replied without hesitation.
“Good. Wheels up in ten.”
The room cleared quickly after that.
As they headed for the quinjet, Y/N took one last steadying breath.
First mission.
She was ready.
---
The quinjet cut through the clouds in silence.
Y/N sat strapped in across from Steve, hands resting on her thighs, fingers flexing once before stilling. She focused on her breathing—slow, even—letting the hum of the engines ground her. Nat stood near the ramp, checking weapons with practiced ease, while Bucky stared out at nothing in particular, already somewhere else.
“Two minutes,” the pilot called.
Steve looked at Y/N. “Stick with me. You’re on my left.”
“Yes, sir.”
Nat shot her a glance. “Relax. You’ll do fine.”
Y/N nodded, jaw tight—but steady.
The ramp lowered into cold night air.
They dropped fast, clean, landing in a wooded perimeter just outside the HYDRA outpost. No alarms. No movement. The building ahead was concrete and steel, half-buried into the hillside.
Steve signaled. Move.
They advanced in formation. Y/N stayed exactly where she was told—left flank, eyes up, senses sharp. Even without shifting, she could feel everything: the vibration of distant generators, the faint chemical tang of weapons oil, the uneven rhythm of guards inside.
At the first checkpoint, two sentries stood talking.
Inside, the corridors narrowed. Fluorescent lights buzzed overhead.
A guard turned the corner—
Y/N reacted before thought caught up.
She stepped in, grabbed his wrist, twisted hard. Bone cracked. Her other hand struck his throat, dropping him silently. She eased him down, breath controlled, heart pounding but not panicked.
Nat glanced back, approving.
They reached the main server room faster than expected.
“Too quiet,” Bucky muttered.
Then the doors slammed shut.
Red lights flared.
“Contact,” Steve said.
HYDRA agents poured in from both sides.
Training took over.
Y/N moved—fast, decisive. She ducked under a swing, drove her elbow into a ribcage, spun and kicked another agent back into the wall. A baton came at her head; she caught it mid-strike, yanked the man forward, and slammed him down.
She didn’t shift.
Didn’t need to.
Gunfire echoed. Steve’s shield ricocheted. Nat cleared the right side. Bucky held the rear.
An agent lunged at Steve from behind—
Y/N tackled him, rolling across the floor, knocking the weapon loose. She pinned him with her knee, disarmed him, and knocked him out cold.
Steve met her eyes briefly. A nod.
Trust.
The doors finally blew open—Nat’s work.
“Data secured,” she called.
They moved for extraction as alarms wailed through the facility. More guards tried to cut them off near the exit. Y/N took point this time, clearing the path with efficient strikes, covering Bucky when his arm jammed, pulling Steve back when debris collapsed.
They burst out into the night just as the quinjet swooped in.
Extraction was clean.
Only once they were airborne did Y/N let herself exhale fully, muscles trembling faintly now that it was over.
Nat smirked. “First mission, huh?”
Y/N nodded, breathless. “Yeah.”
Steve smiled at her, warm and certain. “You did good.”
Y/N blinked. “…I did?”
“Absolutely,” Steve said without hesitation. “You followed orders, adapted fast, and covered your team. That’s what matters.”
Bucky nodded once in agreement. “You didn’t freeze. That’s more than most on their first run.”
Nat added, a little softer, “And you didn’t rely on brute force. You thought your way through it.”
Y/N swallowed, something easing in her chest. She looked down at her hands, still faintly shaking, then back up at them.
“Okay,” she said quietly. “Then… okay.”
Nat bumped her shoulder lightly. “Get used to it.”
As the quinjet turned toward home, Y/N leaned back in her seat, exhaustion finally catching up—but beneath it, something steadier had taken root.
She wasn’t just surviving anymore.
She belonged.
---
The quinjet touched down smoothly, the ramp lowering with a hiss of hydraulics.
As the others disembarked, voices overlapping—debrief chatter, dry jokes, relief—Y/N slipped away without a word.
She didn’t head toward the elevators.
Didn’t go to her room.
Instead, she turned the opposite direction and walked straight for the open doors leading outside.
The evening air hit her first—cool, clean, real. She breathed it in deeply, chest expanding, the tension of the mission still buzzing under her skin. Only when she reached the edge of the compound grounds did she stop.
She shrugged off her jacket and let it fall to the ground.
Then her boots—one, then the other—placed neatly beside the fabric, muscle memory precise even now. She stood there in her sports bra and combat pants, shoulders rising and falling as she centered herself.
For a moment, she just stood.
Then she let go.
The shift rolled through her like a deep exhale finally allowed. Bones realigned smoothly, muscle stretching and reforming, heat blooming under her skin. In seconds, where Y/N had been standing, there was only the massive dark wolf—fur rippling, golden eyes sharp and alive.
She shook herself once, grounding.
And then she ran.
The woods welcomed her instantly, trees blurring past as her paws hit earth and leaf litter with powerful, silent strides. Branches whipped by overhead, the scent of pine and soil flooding her senses. Each breath burned clean, clearing out the last traces of gunpowder, adrenaline, and command voices.
She ran hard.
Fast.
Free.
Deeper into the trees.
---
Wanda’s POV
Meanwhile in the compound, Wanda stood in front of Y/N’s door longer than she meant to.
She knocked once.
Then again, softer.
No answer.
Her brows knit together as she reached for the handle, pushing the door open just enough to peer inside. The room was empty—bed untouched, lights off, the air still and quiet in a way that felt… wrong. Like Y/N had never come back at all.
Wanda’s chest tightened.
She had been worried. More than she wanted to admit. Y/N’s first mission, real combat, real danger—Wanda had watched her walk onto the quinjet with that same guarded focus she always wore, and she’d waited all day for her to come back safe.
She stepped fully into the doorway, eyes scanning the room again, as if Y/N might suddenly appear if she looked hard enough.
She didn’t.
“Looking for the Y/N?”
Wanda turned sharply.
Nat was leaning in her doorway across the hall, arms crossed, expression knowing but not unkind.
“She’s not here,” Wanda said, trying to keep her voice casual and failing just a little.
Nat nodded toward the windows. “Yeah. She bolted the second we landed. Didn’t even look back.”
Wanda’s heart jumped. “Bolted?”
“To the woods,” Nat clarified. “Shifted right outside.”
Wanda let out a breath she hadn’t realized she was holding, relief mixing with concern. “She didn’t say anything.”
Nat shrugged. “Didn’t need to. First mission does that to people. Some need a drink. Some need silence.” Her eyes softened. “Some need to run.”
Wanda nodded slowly, fingers curling against the doorframe.
The woods.
She thanked Nat quietly and closed Y/N’s door behind her, the soft click echoing in the quiet hallway. For a moment, she stood there, staring at the door like it might offer answers if she waited long enough.
Then she let out a small breath and shook her head at herself.
It was fine.
Y/N was fine.
She had survived Hydra. Survived the mission. She knew the forest better than anyone else in this place.
Wanda returned to her room and went through her evening routine—shower, pajamas, brushing her hair—but her attention kept drifting. She found herself listening between sounds, half-expecting to hear familiar, gentle footsteps… or three soft scratches against her door.
She climbed into bed and pulled the blanket up, staring at the ceiling.
“She’ll come later,” Wanda murmured to herself, almost amused by her own impatience. “She always does.”
So she waited.
Patient.
Understanding.
Pretending her chest didn’t feel just a little too quiet without the steady presence of a wolf curled beside her bed.
Soon enough, she told herself.
Soon enough, there would be scratches.
---
Y/N’s POV
The run burned everything else away.
The mission. The gunfire. The tightness in her chest from holding herself together for hours. The forest took it all—the pounding of her paws against earth, the cold air rushing into her lungs, the familiar rhythm that reminded her who she was when no one was watching.
When she finally slowed, the compound lights were glowing through the trees.
She circled wide, silent as shadow, and padded back to the edge of the grounds. Her jacket and boots were still where she’d left them. She picked them up carefully in her mouth, careful not to tear the fabric, and slipped back inside through the service entrance.
She stopped only long enough to duck into her room and drop them neatly on the floor.
Then she turned down the hall she knew by heart now.
Wanda’s door.
She paused outside it, listening.
One heartbeat.
Two.
Only one presence inside.
Good.
She lifted a paw and scratched.
Once.
Twice.
Three times.
The door opened almost immediately.
Wanda stood there in soft clothes, hair loose, green eyes lighting up the second she saw her. “Hey,” Wanda whispered, like she didn’t want to scare her away.
Y/N padded inside without hesitation.
She went straight to her spot beside the bed and lowered herself carefully to the floor, sitting instead of lying down—still keyed with leftover energy, ears flicking, tail giving one slow sweep against the carpet.
She felt it before she heard it.
The door closing.
The soft click behind her.
Y/N turned her head just in time—
—and Wanda was suddenly there.
Arms slid around her neck, warm and firm, pressing close without fear or hesitation. Wanda’s cheek brushed against the thick fur at her shoulder as she hugged her like it was the most natural thing in the world.
Y/N’s breath caught.
Her heart didn’t just race.
It exploded.
Heat surged through her chest, up her spine, down to the tips of her paws. Every instinct screamed protect, hold, don’t move, don’t scare her. She froze for half a second—then slowly, carefully, she leaned into the embrace.
A low, involuntary rumble escaped her chest.
Not a growl.
Not a warning.
Something soft. Something broken open.
Wanda’s arms tightened just a little. “I was worried,” she murmured into Y/N’s fur. “You didn’t come earlier.”
Y/N swallowed hard, golden eyes burning as she lowered her head slightly so Wanda could hold her more comfortably. Her tail curled closer to her body, grounding herself, containing the chaos inside her chest.
She hadn’t known she needed this.
Hadn’t known someone could choose her like this—wolf and all—without hesitation.
So Y/N let herself be hugged.
Wanda’s voice came soft, warm, right against her fur. “Nat told me,” she murmured. “She said you did really well today.”
Y/N made a quiet sound in her throat—something small and startled, like she hadn’t expected the words to matter as much as they did.
They stayed like that for another second. Maybe two. Time felt strange when Wanda was holding her.
Then Wanda pulled back slightly, hands still resting on Y/N’s shoulders as she looked her over.
“…You’re dusty,” Wanda said, blinking.
For a heartbeat, Y/N froze.
Then her ears flattened in pure panic.
She looked down at herself, then back up at Wanda, tail flicking once, then twice, like she’d been caught doing something terribly wrong. Her body stiffened, posture screaming apology, embarrassment, I didn’t mean to—
Wanda laughed.
Not mean. Not sharp. Just warm and genuine, the kind that bubbled out of her chest. “Hey—hey, it’s okay,” she said, still smiling. “I just meant you went pretty hard out there.”
Y/N huffed loudly, mortified, then stood abruptly and padded toward the door like she could escape the moment if she moved fast enough.
Before Wanda could even ask, it hit her—
loud, unfiltered, rushing straight into her mind.
I’LL BE RIGHT BACK—
Wanda blinked, startled, then smiled as realization set in.
“Okay,” she said gently, watching Y/N pause at the door, glance back once with those glowing eyes, and then slip out into the hallway.
The door closed softly behind her.
Wanda touched her own cheek, still warm from laughter and Y/N’s fur, her heart lighter than it had been all day.
Wanda didn’t need to wait long.
She had just curled up on her bed, switching on the lamp and scrolling through channels, when she heard it—soft footsteps in the hall, familiar and unhurried.
Then the door creaked open.
Y/N padded back in, still in her wolf form. Her fur was darker now, damp in places, little droplets clinging to the thick coat along her shoulders and chest. She gave a small shake just inside the doorway—careful, restrained—before padding over like she always did.
Wanda had already queued up a new sitcom, the theme song playing softly in the background.
“You’re back,” Wanda said quietly, smiling.
Y/N dipped her head once in greeting and went straight to her spot beside the bed. She lowered herself carefully, curling onto her side with her back to the mattress, paws tucked in close. Her fur brushed the edge of Wanda’s blanket, still warm even through the lingering coolness of the water.
Wanda glanced down at her. “Feel better?”
Y/N let out a soft, satisfied huff.
Wanda laughed under her breath and leaned back against her pillows, pulling the blanket around her shoulders. The room filled with gentle dialogue and canned laughter, harmless and steady.
Minutes passed.
Then more.
Y/N’s breathing gradually slowed, each rise and fall deep and even. Her ears twitched occasionally at louder sounds, but she didn’t lift her head again. Wanda felt herself relax too, the tension she hadn’t realized she was carrying finally easing out of her shoulders.
At some point, without fully waking, Y/N shifted closer—just an inch, maybe two—until the side of her body rested lightly against the bedframe.
Wanda’s hand slipped over the edge of the mattress, fingers brushing warm, damp fur.
Neither of them moved after that.
The sitcom kept playing, unnoticed.
And somewhere between one episode and the next, both of them drifted off—safe, warm, and no longer alone.
---
Few weeks later…
The street was chaos.
Shattered glass crunched under boots, smoke curled from overturned vehicles, and the sharp crack of gunfire echoed between buildings as the bandits scattered in every direction. Civilians were already cleared, but the fight was far from over—shouts, metal clashing, the roar of engines starting up in panic.
Y/N ducked under a wild swing and drove her elbow into the man’s ribs, following it with a sharp strike to the jaw. He went down hard, sprawling across the pavement.
She barely had time to breathe.
“Y/N!” Steve’s voice cut through the noise, sharp and commanding. “Two targets—northbound!”
She snapped her head up just in time to see it: a motorcycle tearing down the street, two men on it. The one in back clutched a reinforced briefcase to his chest like his life depended on it.
“Go!” Steve shouted. “Don’t let them get away!”
Y/N didn’t hesitate.
She pivoted, breaking into a sprint—but even as she ran, she knew it wouldn’t be enough. The bike was already gaining speed, engine screaming as it weaved through debris.
So she let go.
Mid-stride, the shift rolled through her—fast, fluid, practiced. Bones realigned as her momentum carried forward, hitting the pavement not with human feet but with powerful paws.
The wolf burst into being.
She hit the ground running, muscles coiling and releasing with brutal efficiency as she surged forward. Wind tore through her fur, the world sharpening into scent and motion—the hot tang of exhaust, burning rubber, fear-sweat.
The motorcycle swerved as the riders glanced back.
Golden eyes locked onto them.
She gained fast.
Cars blurred past, storefronts streaking by as the wolf closed the distance, claws sparking briefly against asphalt when she pushed herself harder. The rider swore, twisting the throttle, but it didn’t matter.
Y/N was faster than a car.
The distance between her and the motorcycle vanished in seconds—each stride eating meters of asphalt like it was nothing. The engine screamed, the rider twisting the throttle desperately, but panic had already set in.
The man on the back turned fully in his seat.
Gun up.
Shots rang out.
Y/N veered sharply left—bullet cracking past her ear—then right, claws scraping sparks as she cut across the street. Another shot. She ducked low, muscles bunching, then surged forward with a snarl that ripped from her chest.
Enough.
She lunged.
Her shoulder slammed into the side of the bike with brutal precision.
Metal screamed.
The motorcycle fishtailed violently, balance gone in an instant. Both men were thrown free, bodies rolling across the asphalt in a tangle of limbs and curses.
Y/N didn’t slow.
She was on them before they could even try to stand—one swift snap of her jaws near a throat, a paw crashing down on a chest. A sharp strike. A growl vibrating through bone.
Both men went still.
Unconscious.
Breathing.
Secure.
Y/N turned to the dropped briefcase. She lowered her head, teeth closing around the reinforced handle, lifting it easily despite its weight.
Mission objective secured.
Red mist spiraled into existence beside her.
Wanda landed lightly, eyes already scanning the area before they found Y/N. “That was fast,” she said, relief clear in her voice. “You good?”
Y/N huffed once—short, affirmative—tail giving a single sweep.
Wanda smiled faintly. “Okay. Let’s bring it back to the others.”
Y/N took one step—
Then froze.
Her ears snapped upright.
A sound cut through everything else—tiny, sharp, unmistakable.
Click.
Her blood went cold.
Bomb.
There was no time to think.
Y/N whipped her head and threw the briefcase away from them with all the force in her body. At the same instant, she lunged—
—slamming into Wanda.
They hit the ground hard, Y/N twisting midair so her body took the brunt of it. She curled instinctively, massive frame wrapping around Wanda completely, paws braced, head tucked down, ribs shielding her.
Cover. Protect. Don’t let it touch her.
The explosion tore through the street.
Heat roared over Y/N’s back, the shockwave hammering into her like a wall. Glass shattered. The ground bucked. Sound vanished into a ringing void as debris rained down.
Y/N didn’t move.
Didn’t loosen.
She stayed curled over Wanda, muscles locked, every instinct screaming alive—keep her alive—
Only when the fire faded and the dust settled did she dare lift her head.
Her fur was singed in places. Her ears rang.
But Wanda—
Wanda was beneath her. Breathing. Warm. Alive.
Y/N let out a broken, shaking breath she hadn’t realized she’d been holding.
Y/N lowered her head, nose brushing over Wanda’s cheek, her jaw, her hair—quick, frantic checks. Blood. Smoke. Heat. But underneath it all—
Alive.
Wanda’s breath puffed warm against her muzzle.
Relief hit Y/N so hard her legs nearly gave out.
Then—
CRACK.
Something slammed into Y/N’s side with crushing force.
The world exploded into motion.
She was ripped away from Wanda, body flung through the air. She hit the pavement hard, skidding across broken glass and debris, claws scraping uselessly as she tumbled to a stop several meters away.
Pain bloomed sharp and immediate, white-hot through her shoulder.
---
Wanda’s POV
Everything was noise and heat and then—
Darkness pressed in.
Wanda lay stunned beneath a heavy, solid weight, ears ringing so badly the world felt underwater. Dust clung to her lashes, her lungs burning as she sucked in air that tasted like smoke and metal.
Then she realized—
She was being covered.
Protected.
Warm fur shielded her from the worst of the blast, a living wall curled around her body. Wanda’s fingers twitched, instinctively clutching at what was over her, panic spiking—
“Y/N—”
Before the name fully left her mouth—
CRACK.
The weight vanished violently.
Something tore Y/N away from her with brutal force, and Wanda’s scream ripped free as she saw the massive wolf body flung through the air like it weighed nothing at all.
“NO!”
Y/N hit the ground hard, skidding across shattered pavement, her body twisting unnaturally before she finally stopped. Wanda’s heart stopped with her.
Pain punched through Wanda’s chest as she scrambled upright, vision still blurred, head pounding.
“What—?” Her voice broke.
She turned—
And saw him.
Vision stood between her and Y/N, one arm still raised from the strike, expression cold, eyes glowing faintly. Controlled. Calculated.
“You are not safe,” he said flatly, stepping forward, positioning himself in front of Wanda like a shield. “Get back.”
Wanda stared at him, disbelief crashing into horror as the pieces clicked together.
“You—” Her breath caught. “You hit her?”
Vision didn’t look away from the wolf struggling to rise in the distance. “She was unstable. Feral. She had you pinned beneath her.”
“She was protecting me,” Wanda shouted, pushing herself fully to her feet. Her head spun, but anger burned clearer than pain. “She saved my life.”
Vision turned to her then, frown deepening. “Wanda, you don’t understand what she is. Her instincts—”
“Her instincts kept me alive,” Wanda snapped, red energy flickering at her fingertips without her realizing it. “She threw the bomb away. She covered me. She took the blast. And you—”
Her gaze flew back to Y/N.
The wolf was on her feet now—barely—one shoulder hanging wrong, breath coming in harsh pants. Golden eyes weren’t locked on Vision.
They were locked on Wanda.
Worried.
Fearful.
Still trying to protect.
Something inside Wanda shattered.
“Don’t you dare touch her again,” Wanda said, voice trembling with fury as she stepped past Vision, placing herself between him and Y/N now. “If you hurt her—if you ever hurt her again—”
Red light flared brighter, unstable and raw.
Vision froze.
And in that moment, Wanda knew—
This wasn’t about danger.
This was about fear.
And Vision was afraid of the wrong thing.
Y/N forced herself upright.
The motion drew a sharp, broken sound from her chest as her injured shoulder gave way. She staggered, one foreleg refusing to take her weight properly, limp obvious now—pain finally catching up, cutting through adrenaline.
“Y/N!” Wanda cried.
Before she could reach her—
“Over here!” Steve’s voice rang out as the rest of the team poured onto the street, weapons raised, eyes wide as they took in the destruction.
Nat was the first to move.
She ran straight to Y/N, dropping to a knee beside her without hesitation. “Hey—hey, easy,” she said firmly, hands hovering, assessing. “Talk to me. You with us?”
Y/N huffed weakly, golden eyes flicking once toward Wanda before her legs buckled.
That was it.
The shift tore through her, uncontrolled this time—pain-triggered and abrupt. Fur collapsed into skin, massive form shrinking in seconds until Y/N fell forward in her human body, breath hitching sharply as the agony fully hit.
Bruce was already there.
He swore under his breath and shrugged out of his jacket in one smooth motion, immediately draping it over her shoulders and torso, shielding her without comment. “Okay—okay, don’t move,” he said gently, fingers already checking her pulse, her breathing.
His hands moved to her shoulder and he stilled instantly.
“…That’s broken,” Bruce said, voice tight. “Clean break, but bad. We need to get her back now.”
Y/N clenched her jaw, teeth chattering as she fought to stay conscious.
Bruce slid an arm under her back, preparing to lift her. “I’ve got her—”
“No.”
The word snapped through the air, sharp and absolute.
Wanda stepped in front of him, eyes glowing red—not wild, not unstable, but focused. Protective.
Before anyone could protest, red energy unfurled from her hands, weaving itself into something solid and warm—a blanket formed midair, wrapping carefully around Y/N’s body, cocooning her without jostling her injured shoulder.
Y/N let out a shaky breath as the magic settled around her, grounding, gentle.
Wanda lifted her with her power, slow and controlled, cradling her like she weighed nothing at all.
“I’ve got her,” Wanda said, voice trembling but unyielding. “Just clear the way.”
No one argued.
Not Steve.
Not Nat.
Not even Bruce.
They moved fast.
The quinjet ramp dropped, and Wanda carried Y/N straight inside, never letting her touch the ground again. Nat followed close, one hand steadying the blanket, the other already calling in medical prep.
As the ramp closed and the jet lifted off, Wanda sat beside Y/N, one hand gripping the edge of the red blanket, the other hovering near Y/N’s cheek like she was afraid to touch her too hard.
Y/N’s eyes fluttered open just once.
They found Wanda.
And even through the pain, she tried to smile.
The quinjet turned toward home, engines roaring.
And this time—
Wanda wasn’t letting go.
---
The quinjet barely finished powering down before they were moving.
Bruce and Wanda rushed Y/N through the halls, med bay doors sliding open at Bruce’s sharp command. Wanda guided Y/N onto the bed with careful precision, lowering her as gently as if even the air might hurt her.
Bruce was already scanning her arm and shoulder.
“…Damn it,” he muttered.
Wanda’s breath caught. “What is it?”
“It’s healing already,” Bruce said, frustration edging his voice. “Fast—and wrong. If I don’t reset it now, it’ll lock like this.”
Y/N stiffened immediately.
Bruce reached for a syringe, drawing anesthesia. The moment Y/N saw the needle, a low, instinctive growl rumbled from her chest. Her eyes went distant—sharp with old fear.
“No,” she said hoarsely.
Wanda stepped closer at once, heart pounding, panic clawing at her ribs—but she forced herself to stay calm. She didn’t cry. She couldn’t. Y/N needed her steady.
“Hey,” Wanda said softly, taking Y/N’s uninjured hand. Her grip was firm, grounding. “You’re not there anymore. You’re here. With me.”
Y/N’s breathing hitched. “I don’t like injections,” she admitted, voice tight.
“I know,” Wanda said, voice low and unwavering. “But I’m right here. I won’t let anything happen to you.”
Y/N swallowed hard, eyes locked on Wanda’s face. After a long moment, she nodded once.
Bruce administered the injection quickly. They waited.
Seconds passed.
Then more.
Bruce cursed under his breath. “It’s barely working. Her healing factor’s burning through it.”
Wanda’s jaw clenched. “So what does that mean?”
Bruce met Y/N’s eyes. “It means I have to do it anyway. Now.”
Y/N went very still.
“…Do it,” she said, teeth gritted. “Before it heals wrong.”
Wanda’s chest felt too tight to breathe, but she didn’t move. She stayed right where she was, hand still holding Y/N’s, eyes never leaving her face.
“Nurses,” Bruce called.
Two nurses rushed in and took position, steady but gentle.
Wanda leaned closer, forehead almost touching Y/N’s temple. “Look at me,” she said quietly. “Just me.”
Bruce moved.
Y/N’s scream tore through the med bay—raw, unrestrained pain. Her body strained against the nurses’ hold, breath coming in broken gasps as the bone was forced back into place.
Wanda’s fingers tightened around Y/N’s hand until her own knuckles went white. Red energy flared briefly at her fingertips, trembling, but she forced it down. She didn’t cry. She couldn’t afford to.
“I’m here,” Wanda said firmly, voice shaking but controlled. “You’re not alone. It’s almost over.”
Bruce worked fast—resetting, aligning, stabilizing.
“Almost—” he muttered.
Another sharp cry from Y/N—and then she sagged back against the bed, shaking, breath uneven.
“Done,” Bruce said.
He immobilized her arm against her torso and immediately injected morphine. “This will help,” he said quietly. “But it’ll wear off fast.”
Y/N lay still now, eyes unfocused, exhaustion overtaking pain. Her voice came out faint, barely a whisper.
“…Didn’t shift.”
Wanda’s throat tightened painfully, but she kept her composure. She brushed Y/N’s hair back carefully, reverently, her fingers lingering like she was afraid to let go.
“…Thank you,” Wanda said quietly. Her voice wavered despite her effort. “For saving me.”
Y/N turned her head just enough to look at her, eyes heavy but clear. “Anytime,” she murmured, like it was the simplest truth in the world.
There was a short pause. Then Y/N cleared her throat weakly.
“Uh… Wanda?”
“Mm?”
“Could you… get me some clothes?”
It took a second for the words to land.
Wanda’s eyes flicked down—just for a heartbeat—taking in the fact that Y/N was still naked, covered only by the red blanket Wanda had conjured in panic.
Her face went instantly warm.
“Oh—! I—yes. Yes. Of course,” Wanda stammered, standing a little too fast. She avoided looking anywhere near Y/N again. “I’ll—I’ll be right back.”
Y/N huffed a faint, amused breath.
As Wanda turned toward the door, Bruce stepped closer to the bed, snapping on gloves. “I’ll take care of the shrapnel while you’re gone,” he said gently. “Try not to move, okay?”
Y/N nodded once, jaw tightening as Bruce carefully began removing the shards embedded in her skin.
Wanda slipped out of the med bay.
The doors slid shut behind her.
And there he was.
Vision stood in the hallway, hands clasped behind his back, expression carefully composed. “Wanda,” he said. “I’m… sorry. I reacted too quickly.”
Wanda stopped walking.
She turned slowly.
“You punched her,” Wanda said, voice low and sharp. Gone was the softness from the med bay. “You punched her while she was protecting me.”
“I didn’t know what she would do,” Vision replied. “She is feral. A bomb had just detonated—”
“She threw herself over me,” Wanda cut in, stepping closer. “She took the blast. She didn’t hesitate. And you hit her.”
Vision’s jaw tightened. “She’s dangerous. She can lose control. I was trying to remove a threat.”
Wanda’s hands curled into fists at her sides, red energy flickering faintly around her fingers.
“She didn’t lose control,” Wanda said, eyes blazing. “She heard the bomb. She saved my life. And now she’s in the med bay with a broken shoulder because of you.”
There was a beat of silence.
“I am trying to protect you,” Vision said quietly.
Wanda laughed once—sharp, humorless. “No. You’re trying to protect your idea of me.”
She stepped past him, brushing his shoulder as she went.
Wanda goes to Y/N’s bedroom, closing the door softly behind her like Y/N might somehow hear it from the med bay.
The room still smelled faintly like pine and metal—like the woods clinging to her even in human form.
Wanda moved carefully, opening the dresser. She pulled out a pair of loose combat pants first, then hesitated before choosing a soft button-up shirt instead of a T-shirt, something easier to get on with an injured shoulder.
Then she opened another drawer.
Boxers.
Her cheeks warmed instantly.
She swallowed, grabbed a pair together with a sport bra anyway, and shut the drawer a little faster than necessary, scolding herself under her breath. Focus, Wanda.
Clothes gathered in her arms, she headed back to the med bay.
---
The doors slid open to the sound of quiet murmurs and soft clinks of medical tools.
Y/N was lying facedown on the bed now, the red blanket loosened enough for Bruce to work. Her back was littered with small cuts and embedded fragments, skin bruised and angry where the blast had thrown her. Bruce worked with practiced care, tweezers steady as he removed shard after shard.
Y/N’s fingers were curled into the sheet, knuckles white. She let out a low, strained breath through clenched teeth every now and then—but she didn’t scream. She didn’t even complain.
Wanda’s chest ached at the sight.
“I’ve got her clothes,” Wanda said softly, stepping closer.
Bruce glanced up. “Good. Almost done here.”
Y/N turned her head just enough to see Wanda, Y/E/C eyes meeting hers. They softened immediately.
“Hey,” Y/N murmured, voice rough but warm.
Wanda moved to her side, setting the clothes down within reach. “Hey,” she replied, just as softly. Her hand hovered for a second before resting gently between Y/N’s shoulder blades, careful to avoid the injuries.
Bruce removed the last shard and straightened. “Okay. That’s it for now. Morphine’s still working, but not for long. She needs rest.”
Y/N exhaled shakily, tension finally easing from her body.
Wanda didn’t move her hand.
“I’m here,” she said quietly, more promise than reassurance.
And for the first time since the explosion, Y/N allowed herself to fully relax.
---
By nightfall, Bruce confirmed what he’d half-expected—Y/N’s shoulder had healed completely, bone set clean like the break had never happened. The bruising lingered, faint and yellowing, but she could move again without pain.
Wanda had stayed beside her for hours. Sitting. Watching. Making sure Y/N stayed still longer than she wanted to.
Eventually, Vision returned.
He stood at the foot of the bed, posture rigid. “Thank you,” he said to Y/N, voice measured. “For protecting Wanda.”
Y/N met his gaze evenly. “I would’ve done it again.”
Vision nodded once. He didn’t apologize.
Wanda noticed.
When they stepped into the hallway, the tension followed immediately.
“You don’t get to thank her and pretend the rest didn’t happen,” Wanda said sharply.
“I told you, I was worried,” Vision replied. “You were in danger.”
“She saved me,” Wanda snapped. “And you hurt her.”
Vision stopped walking. He turned, expression softening as he reached for her hands. “I’m sorry,” he said, quieter now. “I was afraid of losing you.”
Wanda’s shoulders sagged a little. The anger didn’t disappear—but it dulled.
“I know,” she sighed. “Just… not like that.”
He hugged her, holding on a second longer than usual. Wanda stood there, arms slack at her sides before returning it half-heartedly. She wasn’t in the mood, but she didn’t push him away either.
Later, when it was time to sleep, Vision left her at her door with a kiss to her temple.
The room felt too quiet after.
Wanda lay in bed, staring at the ceiling.
Waiting.
No scratches.
Minutes passed. Then more.
Her chest tightened.
Finally, Wanda pushed herself up and opened her bedroom door. There, in the dim hallway light, was Y/N in her wolf form, paw lifted delicately as if she was going to scratch her door. Wanda’s chest loosened, tension spilling out with a small, relieved smile.
“Come on in,” she whispered softly. Y/N padded forward without hesitation, the familiar warmth radiating from her massive form as she settled beside the bed.
Wanda climbed onto the mattress, reaching for the remote. The sitcom they’d been watching earlier flickered to life, casting a soft glow across the room. The canned laughter filled the space, comforting and familiar.
As the first few lines of dialogue played out, Wanda leaned down toward Y/N, brushing her fingers gently through the thick fur on her head, rubbing behind her ears. The wolf leaned into the touch, eyes half-lidded, tail curling comfortably.
“Thank you,” Wanda murmured, voice low and sincere. “For protecting me… for always being there.”
Y/N made a soft huffing sound, almost like a contented acknowledgment, pressing her head closer for a moment before settling back beside Wanda.
The sitcom continued, laughter mingling with the quiet warmth between them, and Wanda was glad that Y/N was okay.
---
Wanda’s POV
The next morning felt… careful.
Soft light filtered through the curtains, and the first thing Wanda noticed was the weight near the bed. She glanced down and smiled despite herself.
Y/N was still there—curled up on the floor beside the bed in her wolf form, breathing slow and steady, fur rising and falling with each calm breath. She hadn’t left after they fell asleep. Somehow, that settled something deep in Wanda’s chest.
Wanda moved quietly so she wouldn’t wake Y/N and slipped out of the room.
The compound was already stirring when she reached the common area. Vision was waiting for her, hands folded neatly, expression earnest.
“Wanda,” he said gently. “May I speak with you?”
Wanda nodded.
He took a breath. “I’d like to take you on a date tonight. Somewhere outside the compound. I want to make it up to you.”
She looked at him for a long moment.
“The person you should be making it up to is Y/N,” She said calmly. “Not me.”
His brow furrowed. “Wanda—”
“She protected me,” Wanda continued. “She took the blast without hesitation. And you hurt her. That matters to me.”
Vision was quiet for a beat. Then he nodded once. “You’re right. I should speak to her.”
“But,” I added after a moment, “I’ll go on the date.”
Relief softened his features. “Thank you.”
“It doesn’t fix everything,” I said, honest. “This—what happened—it can’t just be ignored.”
“I understand,” he said.
As he talked about dinner plans and times, Wanda’s thoughts drifted back to her room.
To the quiet rise and fall of a wolf’s breathing.
To warm fur beside her bed.
To how safe she’d felt waking up knowing she was there.
---
The rest of the day passed in a blur of debriefs and tense conversations.
They crowded into the briefing room, screens flickering with frozen frames from the mission. The explosion had done more damage than they’d hoped—the intel they were after was partially corrupted, large sections unreadable.
Tony paced in front of the table, arms crossed. “So let me get this straight,” he said, eyes locking on Vision. “We lose half the data, nearly lose a teammate, and somewhere in the middle of all that you punch your teammate?”
Vision remained composed. “It was a misunderstanding.”
That was it.
No apology. No explanation.
Wanda’s jaw tightened. Her irritation simmered, sharp and hot in her chest.
“A misunderstanding doesn’t usually involve a broken shoulder,” Tony muttered, but Fury cut in before it could escalate.
The meeting dragged on. By the time it ended, it was already past lunch.
That’s when Wanda noticed.
Y/N wasn’t there.
She hadn’t been in the debrief. She hadn’t passed through the hallways. No familiar presence at her side, no quiet weight nearby.
Wanda excused herself and went straight to Y/N’s room.
Empty.
The bed untouched. No clothes laid out. No sign she’d been there at all.
Her worry spiked.
Maybe she went out, Wanda told herself, trying to stay calm. She does that sometimes.
Still unsettled, Wanda headed back to her own room.
She opened the door—and stopped short.
Y/N was there.
In her wolf form, curled up exactly where she’d been that morning, tucked in close beside Wanda’s bed like she belonged there. Her fur rose and fell slowly, body warm and still.
Wanda’s breath left her in a rush.
She crossed the room quickly and knelt beside her. “Hey,” she whispered, brushing her fingers through the fur at her neck. “Are you okay?”
Y/N stirred, stretching long and slow, claws flexing against the floor as she yawned.
And then—loud, unfiltered, unmistakable—
I’m hungry.
Wanda blinked.
Then Wanda huffed a small laugh, relief melting into fond exasperation. “Of course you are,” she murmured, her hand still buried in Y/N’s fur. “You burned through half your energy while healing.”
Y/N lifted her head, golden eyes fixing on Wanda—confused.
…How did she—?
Wanda didn’t notice. She was too busy smiling, thumb idly tracing warm fur, comforted simply by the fact that Y/N was here, safe.
Y/N shifted, pushing herself up onto her paws. She hesitated, then her thoughts spilled out again, louder than she meant them to be.
I’ll go shower.
Wanda blinked as Y/N padded past her toward the door, already stretching like nothing had happened. “Okay,” she said automatically, still distracted by relief.
The door closed softly behind the wolf.
Only then did the confusion settle in Y/N’s chest—slow, creeping, unsettling.
Since when can she hear me like that?
Down the hall, Wanda remained kneeling by her bed for a moment longer, unaware of the look Y/N had given her—or the quiet shift that had just taken place between them.
---
The afternoon slipped by faster than Wanda expected.
After Y/N left to shower, Wanda busied herself—straightening her room, skimming through a book without really reading, trying not to think about the way Y/N had looked at her before leaving. Confused. Searching.
She pushed the thought aside.
By the time the sun began to dip, warm light spilling through the windows, it was already time to get ready.
Wanda stood in front of her closet, fingers trailing over familiar fabrics. She chose something simple in the end—a deep red top, soft and fitted, paired with dark pants. Comfortable. Controlled. She pinned her hair back, then let it fall loose again, unsure, before settling somewhere in between.
As she caught her reflection, she paused.
She didn’t look excited.
Not unhappy—just…
Vision knocked lightly a short while later.
“I’m ready,” he said, offering a polite smile.
Wanda grabbed her coat and nodded. “Me too.”
As they walked toward the elevator, her gaze drifted once—just once—down the hallway toward Y/N’s room. The door was closed, quiet, no sound from inside.
She frowned faintly.
Why am I thinking about her so much?
This was a date. With her boyfriend. Vision had planned it, wanted to make things right. He was the one she was supposed to be focusing on.
Wanda forced her attention back to him as they stepped into the elevator.
She listened as Vision spoke—about the restaurant, about how he’d reserved a table, about how he hoped the night would be relaxing. She nodded, responded at the right moments, even smiled when he reached for her hand.
Focus, she told herself. This is what normal is supposed to feel like.
The elevator doors opened. Night air greeted them, cool and crisp, and Wanda took a steadying breath. She leaned into Vision’s side as they walked, letting herself be guided, letting the routine carry her forward.
Still—unwanted, uninvited—images flickered at the edges of her mind.
Golden eyes in the dark.
Three scratches on wood.
Warm fur curled beside her bed.
Wanda pushed them away, tightening her grip on Vision’s hand.
I’m here, she reminded herself. With him.
And she tried—really tried—to be present.
The restaurant Vision chose was quiet and elegant, tucked away from the city noise. Soft lights glowed overhead, reflecting off polished glass and silverware. It was the kind of place designed for lingering—no rush, no chaos, just warmth and intention.
Vision pulled out her chair for her, as he always did. Wanda thanked him, a small smile playing on her lips.
Conversation came easily at first. Vision spoke about the mission debrief, about ideas he’d been turning over in his mind, about wanting things to feel normal again for them. Wanda listened, responded, even laughed once or twice when he made a dry observation that only he could make sound charming.
He was attentive—asking how she felt, refilling her water before she noticed it was empty, brushing his thumb over the back of her hand when he thought she looked distracted.
And for the most part… it was nice.
The food was good. The atmosphere calm. Vision was gentle and romantic, exactly as he’d always been. At one point, he leaned across the table and kissed her knuckles, earning a soft flush from her.
On the walk back, city lights blurred around them. Vision’s arm settled around her shoulders, and Wanda leaned into him. They shared a slow kiss under a streetlamp—unhurried, familiar, comforting.
Everything was right.
And yet—
When they arrived back at the compound, Vision carried her bag as they walked down the hall to her room. He paused at her door, still smiling faintly.
“I had a good evening,” he said.
“Me too,” Wanda replied honestly.
He tilted his head, waiting.
“I think… I’m going to sleep,” Wanda added.
Vision blinked. Just once. “Sleep?”
She nodded. “I’m tired.”
It was the first time she’d said that after a date. Usually, he stayed. Usually, she wanted him to.
Something flickered behind his eyes—confusion, maybe—but he didn’t press. “Of course,” he said gently.
Wanda leaned in and pressed a brief kiss to his lips. Soft. Chaste. Final.
“Goodnight, Vision.”
“Goodnight, Wanda.”
She took her bag, stepped inside, and closed the door behind her.
The room fell quiet.
Wanda leaned back against the door, exhaling slowly. Her hand rose to her chest, where her heartbeat felt just a little too loud.
Hello ¿Can I request Caius Volturi x male reader? Where the reader is Caius's destined mate and learns of his existence when Aro sees Alice's thoughts in the second movie. But there's a small catch, the reader is a werewolf, not to be confused with the La Push shapeshifters.
The cold stone halls of Volterra hummed with an ancient silence, broken only by the sound of velvet steps and cloaked whispers. The Volturi had stood longer than most empires, the weight of their power pressed into every marble arch, every shadowed corridor. And yet, within their great chamber, destiny began to stir.
When Aro clasped Alice Cullen’s delicate hand, visions bled into him like light spilling through cracks in a door. Futures, shimmering and unraveling, lay bare before his delighted eyes. But there was something unexpected—something Alice herself had not fully grasped. Amid the threads of Bella and Edward’s fates was another presence: a man standing in the shadows of a moonlit forest, golden eyes not of a vampire, but of the wolf.
A heartbeat thundered in the vision. Yours.
The image was brief, but it was enough. Aro’s lips curled in delight. “How curious,” he whispered, eyes darting to Caius, whose irritation had only grown during the Cullens’ visit. “Brother… it seems destiny has conspired to grant you a gift.”
Caius, pale and severe, raised a brow. His disdain for wolves was legendary, rooted in bloody history. The La Push shapeshifters disgusted him. Their stench, their arrogance, their weakness. Yet what Aro saw was not them—it was something older. Something Caius could not easily dismiss.
“A werewolf,” Aro said, savoring the word like a secret. “Not a child of the Quileute magic. A true wolf—of blood and bone, as the ancients wrote. And he belongs to you.”
Caius’s jaw tightened. The throne room felt colder, darker. “Impossible.”
But his heart, long since hardened to stone, beat once—a throb of recognition he could neither suppress nor deny.
----
You had always felt… different. The world was louder to you:
heartbeats, scents, the rustle of every leaf. The moon pulled at your veins, and on nights of silver light, your body tore and reformed, giving way to the wolf beneath your skin. You were not cursed—you were chosen, born into a bloodline older than memory.
You lived in the fringes of humanity, an exile by instinct, guarding forests and wild places, avoiding villages that whispered of beasts in the night.
You never imagined your existence meant anything beyond survival.
That changed when the Volturi came for you.
They did not approach gently. Cloaked guards surrounded you in your wilderness, their red eyes burning with threat. But when Caius himself stepped forward, the world shifted.
His gaze was sharp enough to cut through centuries. Silver-blonde hair framed a face both cruel and divine, carved from marble and tempered with fire. His lips pressed into a scowl, but his eyes—his eyes betrayed him.
He froze.
The wolf inside you stilled.
The world narrowed until it was only him, and for the first time in your life, your instincts did not scream kill or flee. They whispered one word, as if your very blood recognized him: mate.
Caius hated it. Hated that his heart surged, that the bond seared itself into his chest. You were a werewolf, everything his laws despised, yet destiny had bound you tighter than chains. He turned away, cold and wrathful, but the thread between you only pulled harder.
----
In the nights that followed, you were taken to Volterra, though not as a prisoner. Aro, ever the conductor of fates, delighted in watching Caius wrestle with the storm in his chest. He excused your presence, even encouraged it, though he cloaked his interest in pleasantries.
You wandered the citadel like a caged beast, your senses overwhelmed by the suffocating scent of stone, blood, and immortality. Yet always, you felt him near. Caius lingered at the edges of rooms, watching with contempt sharpened by longing. You met his gaze more than once, and each time it was like colliding with fire and ice at once.
One evening, the silence broke.
“You should not exist,” Caius hissed, cornering you in a vast library where the firelight carved his face into harsh beauty. His voice was venom, but it trembled at the edges. “Your kind was meant to be destroyed.”
You should have been afraid. But instead, you stepped closer, letting the bond burn through the tension. “And yet here I am. Yours.”
The words hung between you like a challenge, like a promise. His lips parted in a snarl, but his hand betrayed him—fingers twitching as if aching to touch you. His self-control wavered, centuries of discipline cracking beneath something primal and raw.
“You are my ruin,” he whispered.
“Or your salvation.”
The wolf in you knew no lies, and Caius could hear the truth in your heartbeat. Slowly, he reached out, his cold fingers grazing your jaw. The contact was electric, pain and pleasure entwined, the bond singing in both of you.
For once, Caius was not the executioner, nor the king upon the throne. He was simply a man, claimed by destiny, undone by a creature he thought he loathed.
----
Over time, you became his shadow and his strength. The Volturi whispered of the blasphemy of it—Caius, the most merciless of them all, tethered to a wolf. But none dared challenge what fate had written.
You were fire to his frost, wildness to his order. You clashed, you burned, you fought, and yet—together, you were whole.
Caius, who had lived in centuries of hunger and war, finally tasted something different. Not peace—never peace—but passion. A reason to rise from the throne and bare his soul.
And though he would never admit it aloud, in the quiet of your shared moments, when your warmth pressed against his cold body, Caius realized the truth he had spent eternity denying:
・❥・⠀PREMISE ⠀⠀፧ In one night, everything changed—no warning, no return, no chance to comprehend the horror that would become my reality.
I will forever be haunted by the nightmares, the memory of standing frozen, powerless, as she used her last breath to speak the word that split the world in two:
-Run.-
She said, and I did. I never truly stopped.
Featuring⠀werewolf!jungkook x f!reader : ̗̀➛ genre thriller, suspence, horror (at times), fiction, angst, enemies to lovers, yearning, soulmates, AU : ̗̀➛ wc⠀4.1k : ̗̀➛ warnings: violence, blood, mental illness, among a lot of other triggering topics to come, this is a thriller afterall.
: ̗̀➛ Author's note: Guuuys it's been rough out here, I am truly so sorry for abandoning this project but I'm back to it now thanks to some kind words for you guys! I'm truly grateful just knowing someone cares, so thank you so much!
The noises—those gurgling sounds as she choked on her own blood.
The fire sucking the air out of the room.
The knock on the door forces me back to reality. I stare at myself in the mirror, hyperventilating, pupils blown wide, mouth dry.
My fingers hurt from gripping the counter. The bandages on my arms are stained with blood, and the veins climbing up my shoulders and neck are tainted black by the venom. I straighten my posture.
-Y/N?
Yoongi's voice calls softly from the hallway.
-One second!
I rush back to the bedroom and pull on a long-sleeved shirt before opening the door.
As per usual, he holds a tray with my dinner and some medicine in a small bowl on the side, a sympathetic smile on his face.
-Everything alright? Want some company this time?
I take the tray from his hands but hesitate for a moment. The sound of laughter and conversation from the first floor distracts me.
-Actually… could I have dinner with you tonight?
He blinks, clearly taken aback. He wasn't expecting me to accept the offer.
-Yes, of course. I'll grab myself a plate and come back.
-No, I mean… may I join you for dinner out there?
For the past three days, I've been avoiding everything. All these people. This reality. Anything that could force me to recognize Yoongi's stories as true. But I am not safe with myself anymore. Any moment of silence, every time I close my eyes, the poison whispers in my ears. My mind overflows with memories of that night. The nightmares creep up on me even when I'm awake.
His posture changes, as if he'd suddenly grown a few inches taller. A small smile threatens to rise on his lips.
-Yes, please. We'd be honored to have you.
As we make our way downstairs, I take notice of the people: small children, teenagers, adult men and women, all bearing the same embroidered 8-point star on the upper arms of their uniforms. They do not resemble one another physically, but they all share the same posture, the same precise rhythm to their steps, and the same attentive eyes.
On the first floor, they move with surprising efficiency, carrying plates, pots, and utensils, beelining for the glass doors that lead to the back garden, where long tables stretch all the way to the lake, illuminated by an enormous bonfire in the center of the snow-covered grass.
I freeze at the sight of it.
The flames climbing into the air, licking at the night sky. The roar of the wind. The smell of burning wood.
Something swells in my throat.
-Here, let's find seats by the lake.
Ever so gently, he nudges me forward with the tips of his fingers between my shoulder blades. We make our way toward the tables on the left, circling the bonfire until we reach those at the very back. As per my request, I sit in the corner, my back to the fire, facing the frozen lake ahead.
A particular voice cuts through the crowd, and I immediately snap to attention, searching until I find him.
Golden hair, honey skin, and that boxy smile.
Taehyung is standing a couple of tables ahead and to the right, deep in conversation with a group of women. They laugh loudly, and he doesn't notice me before walking back toward the house, disappearing from my line of sight.
I haven't seen him since the day I woke up.
-Kiddo, your food is getting cold. -Yoongi reminds me as he busies himself filling his own plate.
Slowly, every seat is occupied by the Faleyir children. They fill their plates with stew and game meat and bread and pies. Their cups overflow with wine, beer, and fresh juice. The conversation is endless and loud and so lively, so filled with love and happiness, that it is almost impossible to forget these people are, at all times, prepared for war.
At one point, people begin to surround us too. Our table fills with warriors wearing white skin-tight uniforms, a stark contrast to the black ones worn by everybody else. They address Yoongi with quiet respect, sitting upright by his side as they make friendly conversation.
-When will Lena visit? It's been a while! -A young man seated to my left asks. He has large brown eyes, and his right hand bears a thin, pale scar.
My cheeks burn as I recognize him as the man I assaulted with a syringe.
-I've been trying to get her to visit more often, but she says she'll go insane with the way I've been organizing the inventory and end up moving back.
-Sorry, who's Lena? -I lean forward, a mouthful of bread.
-She's my wife. -The pride in his voice doesn't go unnoticed. He briefly looks up from his food. -She was the Medical General before me, but when we got pregnant with our youngest, she decided to leave the den and move back to Caelorth until our oldest turns six. She wanted them to have a sense of normalcy before training starts.
-She's one hell of a captain -The woman on my left remarks and they all silently shake their heads in agreement.
-So you travel often to see them?
-As much as I can. I can take you next time I go, if we get clearance.
-It's beautiful this time of year. -The young man says, smiling, his eyes glowing. -You should definitely see the Winter Festival. It's quite the party.
I nod and offer him a shy smile, but Yoongi's choice of words echoes in my head.
Clearance.
So much for "you're not a prisoner here," huh?
My thoughts are interrupted by the rustle of people standing abruptly. It isn't exactly in unison, but it comes remarkably close to perfect synchronization. I'm left speechless, seated as everyone rises into an upright posture, right hands pressed over their chests in a claw-like gesture, all facing the château beyond the bonfire.
I turn in my seat and, sheepishly, stand as well, my hands hanging awkwardly at my sides.
-At ease. Sit down.
That grave, annoyed voice washes over the crowd and, as prompted, people take their seats and return to their conversations as though absolutely nothing happened.
I linger, trying to understand what to do with myself.
That's when I see him.
Our eyes meet as the flames part between us for a split second. His are as dark as the night itself.
I'm caught off guard by the weight of his presence; a dam of thoughts, lethality, and ferocity crashing against a controlled posture and a carefully studied expression.
I turn away and sink back into my seat, my chest heavy with a mixture of fear and anger.
Out of the corner of my eye, I watch them move toward a larger table on the right. Taehyung walks at his side, looking solemn, a small delegation of what appear to be other generals following behind them. They sit in the center and serve themselves in silence.
Dinner stretches on, and for the remainder of it, I can't help stealing glances at them.
At one point, Taehyung and the intimidating man exchange a few words. Then Taehyung turns to an older man seated to his right. They share concerned looks before both standing abruptly.
They hurry inside.
People begin clearing the tables. They carry their plates back into the house, clean up after themselves, and, working together, move the heavy tables to the side of the château. The bonfire burns more quietly now, as though disappointed to be left unattended.
Yoongi and I head toward the porch. As we pass the man's table, the hairs on the back of my neck stand on end.
Yoongi pauses to give a few instructions to passing medical lieutenants and, distracted, I find myself watching the fire dance until every conversation around me fades into white noise.
Y/N…
The winter whispers.
A soft, feminine cry in the distance.
Child…
Wake up…
The fire creates sigils.
I'm enchanted by the way they glow and die.
He… needs… you.
I take a few steps toward it.
She's… coming…
My heart gallops as something grabs my shoulder and I spin around so quickly I nearly lose my balance.
Yoongi's concerned eyes scan me from head to toe.
-Y/N? Are you okay?
I bite the inside of my cheek and blink several times before finding my voice.
-Yes. Yes, I'm good.
-Are you tired? Do you want to sleep?
Since I came back from the coma, Yoongi has spent every night in the chair by my study table, reading and taking notes until I can no longer fight sleep.
Whenever I wake in the middle of the night from a nightmare, gasping through a panic attack, he's always there. He offers me water and reminds me to breathe until I can rest again.
In the mornings, he's already gone.
I'd like to give him a break tonight.
Maybe if I tire myself out before bed…
-Can we take a walk around the lake? Maybe you can tell me more about Lena and your daughters… It seems we don't know much about each other.
-Of course, kiddo.
We walk carefully along the edge of the lake. Yoongi explains that, despite its calm surface, the water is actually quite dangerous. Creatures called Devosi, a type of water demon, build caves beneath it and create whirlpools powerful enough to drag people under. They've been trying to get rid of them for the past twenty years with no success.
With the forest guarding our backs, we settle onto the damp grass on the opposite shore. The château stands in the distance, imposing and bathed in warm light, like a beacon of hope in the darkness.
He lights a cigarette and, as promised, begins talking about Lena and their daughters, Erin and Lexie.
It's impressive to watch someone so quiet come alive this way.
-She's my Lunvayir.
-What language is that?
-It's called Eylic. It's an ancient Faleyir dialect. Not many people speak it nowadays. I myself don't know much of it apart from a few expressions. -He brings the cigarette to his lips. -Taehyung is fluent in it, if you ever get curious.
-What does it mean? Lunva…
-Lunvayir. "The one who answers the soul's call." -He blows out smoke and looks up at the stars. -The Faleyir believe that the soul is divided into four parts: Lun, Lunvayir, Lunaris, and Yir.
Lun is the part that belongs to you. It holds your dreams, your fears, who you are.
Lunvayir is who your heart loves. It is not a symbolic term, but a literal physical and emotional bond. It is somewhat rare to find your Lunvayir, as they do not choose them -it is something that simply happens, he explains. -But when they do find them, they mate for life, for being apart is simply unbearable.
-Wow, that's… that's so beautiful. How do you two manage? With the distance and all?
He chuckles.
-The issue isn't physical distance, but emotional distance. The soul only aches for what it cannot have. We are fine because I know she's mine, and I'm hers.
-What about the other two parts?
-Lunaris is also a form of soulbind, but it is born from a sacred oath only Alpha Stars can take. -His voice is hoarse from the smoke. He pauses, searching for the right words. -"Shall you never stand alone in darkness, for wherever your shadow goes, mine shall follow. May the wind carry your howls to me. May my breath impel you in battle. Your kin are my kin, my hunt your hunt. And when you tread your path to Soeyar, I shall plead for Zytarr's patience."
We sit in silence for a moment as I absorb the words.
-I butchered it, but you get the point, right? -He flicks the cigarette butt into the snow, where it dies with a sad sizzle.
"May Zytarr be patient."
A phrase I'd heard a couple of times echo through the château, spoken so casually that its meaning slipped past me.
Faleyir's children understood death as Soeyar and Zytarr's sentence: destiny and time, the only forces standing between life and death. Their fates were so inevitable that, in their humble prayers, they didn't ask for escape from death, only for the God of Time to stay his hand a little longer.
-So… you're saying they're… soulmates?
The word feels strange in my mouth, so I drag it out, hoping he'll complete the thought for me, but he doesn't, he simply watches me, curious to see where my mind will go.
-No, not like soulmates. More like kindred spirits. -He pauses. -Jungkook and Taehyung's souls are bound together by an oath to protect the den. A shared burden. A pledge to fight and lead and, if necessary, die together.
-It's all so… so profound.
-Well, kiddo, we are talking about souls after all. They are complex things.
-What about Yir?
-Yir means "the star." It's our duty, our purpose. Faleyir created us with the intent of fighting the dark forces of the abyss. He made us warriors and gave us the star as a reminder of why we are here: to break through the dark.
It is beautiful. Every part of it is beautiful and ancient and larger than life.
And so utterly unrelatable that it hurts.
I wish I could understand it. I wish this was normal, familiar even, but instead it only reminds me how much of an alien I am in this place. How little I belong in this world.
My lower lip trembles as I force the words out.
-Yoongi… I'm sorry, but… when can I go home?
He falls into a dreadful silence, his lips pressed into a thin line and he doesn't look up.
Each passing second destroys something inside me.
And then it dawns on me.
I stand abruptly, shaking my head.
He rises too.
-I'm sorry, Y/N… I truly am. You can't.
-No.
-I'm sorry, kiddo.
-Don't call me that.
-I wish there were another way, Y/N, but there isn't. If you go back, not only will you die, every mundane you know will be at risk too.
-You are lying. You—
My chest tightens.
The world spins.
All I can see is Morgan.
Morgan's eyes. Morgan's smile. Morgan's blood on my hands.
-There's a thing we call the Veil. It's the membrane that separates this world from the Underworld. The Veil is what allows humans to live unaware of us. It masks their perception, shapes their visions into something they can comprehend. That's why they don't see sorcery or demons.
-Stop. -I'm lightheaded. My heart is pounding. -Just stop.
-Once someone breaks through the Veil, it can never be restored. They will always be able to access the Underworld, and the Underworld will always be able to access them. Our presence, your presence, would weaken the barrier between dimensions, making it possible for those aberrations, those demons, to cross into the human world.
She died because of me.
If I hadn't been there, she'd be safe.
She'd be alive.
My legs fail me and I stumble forward. My stomach twists at the memory of him.
I almost called him that night.
Jin.
He could have died too and it would have been my fault.
I curl up, hiding my face, covering my ears.
-I can never see him again?
My voice is nothing more than a weak, pathetic whine between sobs.
Yoongi kneels beside me and rubs a hand across my back.
-I'm sorry, Y/N. I truly am… but that's the only way they can be safe.
-That's… they must be— He must be looking for me!
-Their minds will be clouded for a couple of weeks, but the Veil will alter their memories. They won't remember you as you are. They'll remember a different person, with another face, another name. The Veil will slowly fill in the gaps and, eventually, the person you are will be erased from their minds.
I'm shaking uncontrollably.
This feeling is indescribable.
There were times in my life when I wished for death. But in this moment, I feel truly dead. Worse than dead.
I feel erased.
My past, my present, my future, scratched from the books.
I can never go back to the way things were. There's nothing to go back to, there never was. I can never be just a girl again, I can never go to college, I can never dream of getting a degree, I can never have the privilege of worrying about trivial, mundane things.
I can never see Jin again.
One moment we're talking about souls, the next, it feels like mine has been ripped out of me.
-I'm sorry. -He whispers.
-Get off. -I pant, beating a fist against my chest, trying to steady my breathing.
When he reaches for me, I shove him away and struggle to my feet on trembling legs.
-GET OFF OF ME!
I want to destroy something. I want to see the consequences of my anger. I want to feel my own existence. I need this pain to go somewhere.
I turn and drag myself toward the château.
Eyes follow me as I sprint through the living room and climb the stairs. With every hallway I turn down, my steps grow heavier, until I reach the corridor leading to my bedroom and stop dead in my tracks.
He's there.
That man.
Standing a few steps away from my door, hands buried in his pockets. He raises his head the moment I stop.
Expressionless, eyes as dark and indecipherable as ever.
My heart roars at the memory of how he stood over my suffering.
"She'll do without it, or she's not worth saving in the first place."
-You.
My own voice sounds foreign to my ears, so filled with rage. My tears are gone, replaced by something cruel and ugly.
-Why didn't you do it? Why didn't you kill me when you had the chance?
I'm walking as fast as my blood is pumping. He doesn't move, doesn't blink, his eyes remain locked on mine.
I collide with him, shoving at his chest with all my strength, but he doesn't even lose his balance. He doesn't even take his fucking hands out of his pockets.
That only feeds my anger.
-Why drag this shit out? Why save me if I was going to lose everything anyway?
I punch his chest.
His stomach.
I shove him again and again.
-Why do you enjoy watching me go through hell? Why? Do you think I chose this? Do you think I asked to be saved?
The door to my left swings open.
Through blurred vision, I see Taehyung.
His mouth hangs open in shock, his hair messy from lying down.
In that brief moment of distraction, Jungkook grabs my upper arms so tightly I can't move and pulls me against him.
So close that all I can see are his eyes hovering above me.
I'm hyperaware of his breathing, the way he clenches his jaw, the way his palms burn even through my clothes. The silence feels dangerous, impossibly heavy.
-Compose yourself, soldier.
No screaming, no anger, just coldness. His stern words cut straight through me. My stomach drops, fresh tears burn behind my eyes.
After another long pause, he looks up at Taehyung and slowly releases me. -Are my orders no longer a priority to you, brother?
The hurt in Taehyung's eyes is so palpable you'd think Jungkook had struck him across the face.
-I… I'm sorry, brother.
His arms immediately wrap around me, turning me away from Jungkook. I bury my face in his shirt, a fresh wave of sobs tearing through me. He holds me as if he can glue all the broken pieces back together.
As if he can shield me from myself.
-Go.
He commands and Taehyung nods, his chin brushes the top of my head.
He pulls me inside, closes the door, and presses me gently against it, his arms still around me, grounding me.
I hear footsteps fading into the distance as my cries fill the room. My face trembles against Taehyung's chest as he speaks softly.
