Yes, awfully so. I don't know why i do it, it is only when i am home alone. When everyone goes out, i eat everything, chocolate, crisps, cereal, i make my own muesli and even cakes, chips. all sorts, anything i can ake in the time i am alone. It is awful, i dont know why, even though it makes me feel like shit, makes me feel ill, gives me headaches and makes me fat i continue to do it. I have tried not to but i dont know how to, i cannot control it. I dont know whether it is because i feel alone in my friendships or isolated in terms of relationships or school stresses, or even boredom from doing so much school work. I can go days without but then boom, the first piece of chocolate and something is triggered and i can't stop, no matter what i'm thinking in my head i still eat.
The only way i can not do it is stay at school for longer so i am never home alone, but then that doesnt solve the problem but just stops me from binging. it is the hardest part about my weightless battle as whenever i lose enough weight, i binge again and put some of it/all of it back on, like torture, it is the worst part of my life