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“Tooth and Nail”
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“Tooth and Nail”
My contribution to Hunting & Haunting: A Horrornatural Zine
Werewolf!Dean and Vampire!Cas hugging
Prompt by @rec-rewind
(Werepire!Destiel again *lol*)
A Sip Of Wolfsbane
Pairing: Destiel Rating: Teen and Up Tags: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Werewolf Dean Winchester, but he doesn't know it, Angst with a Happy Ending, Angst, Fluff, graphic transformation, Wolfsbane, good dad john, established relationship, miscommunication, or Dean’s lack of commincation Word Count: 9,124 (WIP) Summary: Dean is pretty sure he's sick but something tells him that a doctor isn't going to help. The medication he usually takes has run out, and he hasn't even told his fiancé, Castiel, why he takes it. Soon enough, Dean's idyllic life in their new house comes crashing down.
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Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
werewolf!dean au where he turns completely into a dog and only sam can hear him bc he still has his psychic powers
(part of a weird loosely defined au me and @monsterfuckerdean came up w)
AU weecest
He always had a wild look on his face. His short hair in a mess, like he was in a rush to wake up or as if he hadn't slept at all. There were dark circles under his eyes, but his wolfish smile never wavered. Dean was confident, he put his arm around Sam's waist as if he had always been his. And when someone tried to take his place, he pushed them away no matter who it was. Dean had been reluctant to invite Sam to spend the night together, but the younger was insistent. They hadn't dated properly in a while and Sam wanted to spend some time alone with him. If he had known, that night was full moon. Sam woke up with bright, hungry and vicious eyes staring at him, but he knew who he was. Sam didn't jump, he didn't blink, he just took Dean’s claws in his hands and looked at him with a sweet smile. Even in the haze of the curse, Dean would never hurt him.
werewolf!dean thoughts, but where instead of the spn lore werewolf, dean just gets to be a dog for 3 days a month, ok here we go (made this au w @monsterfuckerdean):
the first time dean turned, they basically just laid low at bobbys house until dean was human again. sam kept talking to him like normal until bobby asked who he was on the phone with. sam quickly learned that his ever growing, and confusing psychic powers miraculously allowed him to hear dean while he was stuck in a dogs body. they had no idea if dean was going to suddenly lust for human hearts, so they spend the next 3 days trying to play cards and watching the twilight zone
dean doesnt lust for human hearts, but what he DOES lust for is every single thing that will 100% shut down his fragile little dog body
sam takes a shower and comes back downstairs to find dean trying to rip bobbys fridge open so he can chow down on those sweet sweet grapes
once they're sure that dean isnt dangerous (to other people, that is) they have to get back to their lives, and they figure "hey, it's only 3 days a month, it cant come up in the middle of a case THAT often."
(it does.)
they quickly realize that just about everywhere they need to go that isnt under the cover of darkness is not going to be accessible to dog dean
(sam suggested he just stay in the car and crack the windows and dean threatened to bite him)
(by deans house rules, sam also gets to pick the music, which is just fallout boys ENTIRE discography)
so despite being EXCELLENT at digging graves, dean needs to be more involved in hunts. the solution? a bunch of fake support animal certifications.
sam worries about not being able to get away with it and deans like "dude you're already freaking out, you're a poster boy for anxiety issues."
and since the stars always seem to align, sam is struck down with a vision in front of a group of civilians.
dean tries to hang back in case sams telekinesis gets a little shattery, but since sam outwardly looks like hes having a panic attack everyones like "... why isnt the dog helping....??"
dean doesnt want to jump on top of sam and freak him out more, so he starts awkwardly licking his hand to not blow their cover.
it's so weird that it actually snaps sam out of his vision before he can see the entire thing and get the helpful information he needed from it.
which prompts his first words post vision to be "dude, you didnt let me see the end, now I dont know where to go", directed at (still a dog) dean
Howlin’ (M)
⇢ Characters/pairings | Kwon Hyuk / DEAN x reader
⇢ Genre | Werewolf!au, Fated Mates!au, angst, smut
⇢ Word Count | 9,670 words
⇢ Summary | The fate between mates has been written by the Goddess for every single wolf that had been brought to the world, all for the sake of love and peace in life. You have waited all your young life to meet your Fated until the day he comes before you ready to claim you as his. But when you are both being challenged with your responsibilities for the Pack, which one would you be fighting against for the sake of your future? Your written destiny, or the Pack’s orders?
⇢ Warning | mating sex, first time/virgin sex, penetration sex without protection, explicit sexual scene, oral sex (f receiving), some dirty talking
⇢ Music Companion | Sometimes I hear Howlin' in my head - DEAN
It is forbidden to walk through the woods at night.
Ever since you were a young pup, both your parents and the elders in the pack had taught you how dangerous the woods could be at night, especially for female wolves such as yourself. Every single wolf your age had grown up knowing to stay away from it when nighttime falls, particularly from this part of the woods.
But tonight, you choose to cross the line with one destination and one purpose in mind. And it will only be the first of many rules you are about to break.
There is no other way around it. Tonight will be the last chance for you to do this before your freedom would be taken from you. You had pictured yourself with a future filled with regrets and heartbreak instead of the love and happiness you had dreamed of since you were a child. It would be the price for the sacrifice that you are about to make, so with it, comes your determination to take the chance of having what is rightfully yours. Even if it is only for a night.
You had told yourself that you deserve it when you left the house. Though now as you are walking past the giant trees and the thick darkness, you start questioning if your act of defiance is truly worth it at all.
It is, you tell yourself as you keep on walking. It has to. Because then your effort of running from your own home and escaping your parents and your guards would mean nothing.
You had covered yourself up in a long, dark cloak which falls down to your feet, with an oversized hood on top that covers up your head and half of your face, hoping that it would be enough to hide you from sight and for you to blend in with the darkness. The old cloak is filled with different scents to cover your own so nobody could detect you as you slipped out of the house, while you could only hope that it would be distracting enough for the night guards as you walk past the borders between the town and the forbidden woods.
Dry branches and dead leaves are crushed under your footsteps as you trudge forward through the depth of the woods. The soil is wet after the long rain, and you rely solely on your wolf’s senses to be able to find your way through the dark of the night without making any wrong step.
Even while hidden under your thick cloak, you can still feel the strong wind blowing around you. The sound of the howling wind and faint movements from the patrolling wolves at the edge of the woods are enough to make you grow cautious as you keep on walking ahead, but not enough to make you stop.
While you are still debating whether to keep on going or to turn back around and continue living in lies, you realise that you are nearly there.
Looking far through the distance, past the thick trees around you, you can finally see the yellow lights coming from a small hunting cabin, hidden at the heart of the forest. Finally, you wonder silently in relief, because the human part of you has been begging to return with the fear of being caught and the wolf part of you who is missing her mate have been fighting inside your head, with the former nearly winning with reasons that your legs are close to giving up. But you still cannot breathe easily until you are really there.
Until you see him.
You start walking faster until you reach its front porch, and only then you finally stop.
Your hand is shaking as you bring it up to knock on the front door. But you manage anyway. And it doesn’t take him long to open the door for you.
He stands tall at the threshold, your Fated Mate, his beautiful face glows under the moonlight as he looks out. And though he appears intimidating with the way he straightens himself up, the sparks that appear in your body from being close to him ignite something else inside you. Something that makes you feel whole.
Looking into his eyes, you could tell that he had already sensed you coming. Instead of shock, you see warmth and longing in his gaze as he looks down on you, before his eyes turn cold.
“You’re not supposed to be here.” His voice sounds low and soft when he speaks, but what hurts you more is that you can feel him holding back. As if he is putting up a shield to protect himself. From you.
And it triggers something in you that you unintentionally snap, “Neither are you.”
His jaw ticks. For a moment there, you are ready to have him snapping back at you. Yet his voice only comes out calm and cold. “This was my father’s cabin before he handed it down to me. No one can stop me from choosing to be in my own private property when I wish to be.”
“Not even the Alpha?”
The moment the words come out, you instantly regret it. Because Hyuk reels back and he becomes even more guarded.
“Don’t.”
And there it is again, the wrath in his eyes returns and the tinge of pain in your chest that comes whenever you see him hurting snaps right back in place. “I’m sorry, I just—I needed to see you,” you quickly tell him with a sigh, half pleading for him to listen and not kick you out. “Please, Hyuk.”
He seems unsure at first, and you are sure that he might be thinking of actually telling you off or perhaps send you back home himself. But he only sighs, sounding defeated as he does it. As his cold gaze softens, you realise that for every bit of spark you are still feeling for him, there is no denying that he is still feeling it too.
“Come in.”
The cabin feels warm and cozy on the inside. You immediately understand the reason why Hyuk has been residing here, using this small place as a shelter ever since that day.
The day when everything and everyone around you defied your happiness and crushed every hope that you and Hyuk had for the future.
No words are exchanged as you take refuge on his small couch, with a cup of steaming hot tea in your hands that he had brewed for you. Your cloak is now hanging near the front door. You could tell how he hates it, judging from the way he scrunched his nose as you took it off. Meanwhile, you could breathe in his ravishing scent now as you are sitting there, which you revel on as much as you can.
You can feel his eyes on you, watching you intensely while you cannot even lift your face to look up and return his gaze. You feel embarrassed when you realise that even if you have figured out how to get here without being caught, you just have no idea what to say to him.
“Are you going to stare at that all night?”
Hyuk’s voice is soft when he spoke, but it was still enough to startle you that you flinch in your seat before looking up to him. You were ready to once again meet his painful gaze when you meet his eyes, yet there is nothing there. He only stares at you like he is trying to read your mind.
“I-I’m sorry,” your voice comes in the form of a whisper since you have no idea how to act in front of him. You feel like no matter what you do or say, it will only hurt either one of you.
Hyuk takes a deep breath. He has taken the single seat at the opposite side of where you are, and it feels extremely far out of reach even if you can still feel his presence. Your hands tighten around your mug as you hold yourself back from reaching out to him. They say the pull between mates are the strongest when you are with your Fated. And sitting here in the same room with him, you can feel it getting stronger on each and every second you are spending it with him.
Hyuk’s eyes fall on your hands and he sighs defeatedly. “What is it that you want, _____? Why exactly are you here?” he asks again, softly, keeping his hands on his knees. If only you are not seeing the creases growing in his pants from his tight grip, you may never notice how much he is also holding himself back from reaching out to you. “You couldn’t have gotten to all the trouble and risk everything to see me if it’s for nothing.”
You bite your lips. “I told you I needed to see you.”
“You said that already, but for what?” he looks at you with his brows raised. The more he sees how you are not talking, the more frustrated he seems to be getting. Crossing his arms over his chest, he asks you with a light taunt in his words, “Didn’t you even think about what people would be saying if they found out that you had entered the house of an unmated male wolf in the middle of the night?”
You did. But you find it in you that you no longer care. Why would you, when nobody even care about how you feel? Biting your lips, you cannot figure out how to defend yourself. Meanwhile, Hyuk seems to be losing his patience and continues to add on,
“I thought you were supposed to be locked in your house tonight. Isn’t that what soon-to-be-mated wolves do before their mating ceremony?”
Pain snaps back deep inside your chest. You close your eyes tight to hold it and softly beg, “Stop.”
But he wouldn’t, as if his anger insists to come flowing out the moment he lets it slip. You could hear his pain and hatred as he spits out, “Or is it that you wish to see this pathetic mate of yours as he wallows in sadness before he would witness his own mate being wed to someone else?”
“I said, stop!”
You could no longer hold back. His words are too real and too painful for you to bear. You had instantly stood up in your rage as you screamed out, the cup you were holding in your hand had come rolling on the floor as you tossed it away.
Yet even after you snap, you could only stand there, looking up into his eyes with your hands balled on your side.
“Why?” he challenges you when you suddenly fall silent, “Can’t handle the truth, can you? Isn’t that exactly what is going to happen? You are to be the Alpha’s mate. The decision has been made and you had agreed upon it.”
“I did not!” You already knew that he would think that everything had been made to happen as your own decision, you saw it in his eyes when he was called into the Alpha’s room that day to hear what the Elders had to say. When they announced to the high ranked wolves how you were to be mated to the Alpha.
You just have no idea how to begin to clear things up with him. That everything was on them, not you. “Those are not the reason why I am here to see you, Hyuk,” is the only thing you could say to him, defeatedly losing your will to defend yourself when he seems unwilling to listen.
“Then tell me what the hell you are doing—”
“Because I can’t go through with it!” The words finally come out after you find how dismissive he keeps acting to you. Then a look of comprehension starts to grow in his eyes. As you can suddenly feel how he is slowly letting his guards down, you move across the room to reach him, surprising him and yourself, when you grab him by the collars and pull him up from his seat.
“Let’s run away. Far, far away from here,” you beg him, feeling desperate as you look into his eyes and your hands clutching tight on his shirt. “Take me away, Hyuk, please.”
Hyuk does nothing to reach for you, keeping his hands balled into tight fists on his sides and his jaw clenched tight. “I have offered you time and time again a chance to be with me, to accept me as your mate. But you kept pushing me away and now this? Only when you are about to be mated to someone else do you come to me and ask me to whisk you away from here?”
“But I do accept you! I wanted to! We are mates!”
His eyes glare at you with rage. “Then why am I not the one standing next to you on your mating ceremony the day after tomorrow?”
“Because I had no choice! Do you really think I want this?” The pain has become too much that you push him away, before you hit him on the chest at the very same spot where it is hurting you. “I didn’t ask for all of this! I didn’t ask to be born as the younger sister of the Alpha’s mate! She wasn’t supposed to die! She was supposed to be with him for eternity so I can be with my mate instead of taking her place just to keep her mate from dying of losing her!”
All of a sudden, you simply cannot hold it back any longer. You hate everything. You hate the Pack Law, the rule which had insisted that for each ranked werewolf who had just lost their Fated Mate, then the closest kin of that fallen mate would take their place as a Second Chance Mate. Which, in this case, since the Fated Mate of your Alpha was your older sister, you were forced to take her place right after she had passed from the illness which had taken her life.
For werewolves, Fated Mates are meant for eternity. Losing their Fated would cost a wolf to lose their soul, which would eventually lead to death, insanity, the illness that had been widely known as the Mate Sickness. With it, the Pack Law was created within your pack, in order to prevent the illness to attack any ranked werewolves should they ever lose a mate while keeping the bloodline to hold the ranks.
For the Alpha who was mated to your older sister, losing her would cause him to go berserk with the Mate Sickness, before the illness would soon take his life in the end. With the loss of an Alpha who has no heir to take his place, the pack will be left in disarray, before they disintegrate unless a new leader is chosen in his place. As the younger sister of the fallen mate, the responsibility had fallen on your shoulders to be his Second Chance Mate, while you could only look at it as nothing but torment.
“He is an Alpha. He could’ve gotten a Second Chance Mate so easily and he could’ve chosen anyone. He didn’t have to choose me!” Your voice cracks as you speak. It was barely registered in your mind that you have been crying until you feel the tears come running down your cheeks. Yet you are too angry to bother with it. Too angry at the world, at the Elders, at the Alpha, and at the whole pack for placing you right in the corner. “And he wouldn’t have chosen me if it wasn’t for the stupid rules! I don’t care about the Pack Law and I blame the Goddess for putting me in this place.”
Hyuk still says nothing. But his gaze has softened. You have hated everyone even more for having to put him in this situation. Hated the fact that you are not the only one sacrificing because of the damn law, that your mate has become the collateral damage because of all the rules.
But you hated it even more when you found out that all this time, he had actually believed that you had agreed to do it willingly. That you would reject him so you could be with the Alpha.
“I already told them that I didn’t want to. I already refused the moment my father told me about the rules, about what I was required to do. I told them that I didn’t care that the Alpha is dying and that he will pass on without an heir to take his place if I don’t take his mate’s place. I had waited for a chance to make them see how sacrificing my happiness wouldn’t even worth it. I told them that I had found my Fated and begged that they would let me be with you. But the more I begged them, the more they threatened me. They threatened to banish my family from the pack if I don’t do what the law requires me to.”
Judging from the way his eyes are widened, you could tell that he had been left in the dark. That he clearly had no clue how the Elders had put you to this spot, or how they had forced you to keep your distance from him in order to not let the bond between the two of you grow so you could build a new one with a Chosen.
“I don’t know what to do, Hyuk. I don’t want all of this. I just want to be with my mate,” you plead for him. Now that the secret is out, the weight that you have been carrying alone is lifted out of your chest, and your exhaustion takes over. You have grown tired and hopeless after fighting them all this time, of fighting alone.
“All I ever want is to be with you—” the words are caught in your throat when the memory of the day when you found out that he was your mate comes to your mind. How the happiness of knowing came so briefly and how it had gone away too soon. How different things had ended up compared to how you had pictured it. “I’ve imagined all my life about meeting you—”
Unable to hold back from the urge to cry and sob as your heart is breaking apart, you turn away from him. It suddenly feels too painful to look at him, to look at the one you are supposed to love, the one that you have come to love, but is forced to let go because of what the Pack had ordered for you to do.
Drowned in your overflowing emotions, you don’t realise it when he moves, until he is suddenly behind you and you feel his hands running down the length of your arms. You slowly melt into him as he wraps his arms around your middle.
You can feel his lips brushing against your temple as he leaves a soft kiss there, just enough to calm you. He takes a deep breath, taking in your scent before he speaks, “You have no idea how long I have waited for you. How happy I was to finally find you. I should’ve marked you the moment you turned eighteen so you don’t have to go through this. I should’ve known. I’m sorry, ______.”
You close your eyes, enjoying the warmth coming from his body and how the mate bond seems to have been put in place with his touch. With the sparks that are coming from his presence, the hope inside you blooms.
“Then mark me. Take me away with you, please,” you say to him as you turn to face him. “Let’s run away so we can be together.”
For a brief moment, his eyes seem hopeful, as if he is ready to do the same. But then he falters. “And what would that do to your family?” he asks, bitter as he speaks. “To us?”
Your lips fall to a thin line as you are unable to say a damn thing. You know exactly what it would do to your family and for the both of you. Your family will pay all the consequences if you deny them, and both you and Hyuk would be accused of treachery.
Could you really allow it to happen? For your family to be punished and for Hyuk to take the blame for your selfishness? In order for you to be happy, even just for a while?
Hyuk catches your chin with his fingers and gently lifts your face. “Did you really come here for me to mark you?”
You want it so badly to say yes, to beg him once more to mark you as his own. But you couldn’t. Not when you think of how everyone would be taking the fall for your defiance. The only thing you could do is to tell him the truth, to tell him what had come to your thoughts earlier tonight, what had pushed you to impulsively jump out of your bedroom window and search for him here.
“I wanted you to take my virtue. It is your right to have and to take. Not his. You are the one that the Goddess had chosen to take me.”
With his thumb, he caresses your cheek gently. His eyes are dark with both pride and lust after hearing what you had just said. “What if I can’t hold myself and mark you?”
Your heartbeat rises. There is no denying that you would never refuse for it to happen. “I don’t care,” you whisper, keeping your eyes on him so he could see just how much you want this, to see what you are feeling for him. You could feel your wolf pushing through. Elated for finally being able to be with her mate.
“I just want to be with you, Hyuk. Either it is only for tonight or if it will lead to eternity, we’ll let Fate decide then. I just want you to hold me, to make love to me, to show me that what we have is real,” you plead to him while pressing your body to his, then you move to wrap your arms around his waist when the need to hold him close takes over you.
“Are you sure?” Warm hands reach for your wrists, stopping your movement. For a moment, you expect him to push you away when he pries your hands off of his body. Yet instead, he lifts your hands up to his lips, and starts kissing the back of your hands gently, pressing his lips from one knuckle to another with his eyes locked on yours. “The pain of separation will be worse once we are together.”
With him being pressed this close to you and his eyes looking deep into yours, it is hard to think straight. Each kiss he gives on your skin spends heatwave running down your body, the sparks you are feeling escalate the more your revel in his kisses, that your words are nearly taken away from you.
Yet, even breathless, once you slowly give in to what your body is feeling, to the need you have of being with him, you manage to speak softly, “Would it be greedy of me for thinking that it would be better to die of unhappiness after knowing what happiness feels like, rather than to die of being unhappy, sad, and lonely, but never knowing what it feels like to be in the arms of my Fated?”
“No,” you can see the last of his restraint breaking as he speaks, as he leans down to you, before his lips come crashing against yours. “Because I would rather have that too. To die unhappy after holding you in my arms, loving you—” he breathes out as he pulls away from the kiss, his lips ghosting against yours to let you feel the warmth that comes with every word he gives you, “—after I know what heaven feels like as I make love to you.”
And then he kisses you again. Slow, passionate, even if his touches down the length of your body feel urgent and haste as if he wants to feel every inch of you while he devours your lips.
You feel a light tug at the hem of your shirt while you relish in his kiss, before he pulls away, taking the shirt up along the length of your body and it is gone within seconds. His eyes trail down your body before his hands return to hold you tight to him. Sparks ignite wherever bare skin he touches and you gasp at the sensation, and he uses the chance to take your lips in his once again.
His arms tighten around your waist as he buries his face on your neck and nuzzles his nose into your hair.
“Mine,” he whispers as he once again inhales a deep breath, taking in your scent, and his lips continue to kiss every part of you which he could reach. You barely feel it as a tug comes at the waistband of your pants. His hands move so quickly to rip it off of your body, leaving you nearly bare in your undergarments as you are standing in the middle of his living room.
Hyuk pulls away when he feels your hand tugging the hem of his shirt. He grips it tight and takes it off in one swift move. You swallow hard as he appears before you, showing his bare chest which is now rising and falling to each deep breath he takes.
His arm reaches out for you again, catching you by your waist to pull you into his chest. When his lips find yours again, the kiss you exchange with him is no longer shy or hesitant. As your lips devour each other, your teeth clashing and your tongue dancing against one another, everything is filled with pure desire, with the passion that you could only feel with your intended, and love.
Sparks run through your skin as Hyuk leads your arms to wrap themselves around his neck. Then his hands move down your body, before they grip tight at your thighs and he pulls you up, wrapping your legs around his waist without stopping the kiss.
You feel him walking away from the room, taking you with him as you are clinging tight on his body. But you tighten your arms around him, refusing to let him go or to stop kissing him, for this is all you have ever wanted ever since you met his eyes one sunset and felt the mate bond for the first time.
Hyuk finally lets your go only once he had laid you down on his bed. The sheets feel cold under your skin, but all the unpleasant feelings are gone when the sparks return to your body the moment he lowers himself on top of you.
“There is no turning back from here,” he whispers after nipping at your swollen lips. His eyes are on you, looking at you with admiration and concern this time. It would have meant nothing if it was any other time, but after seeing them looking at you with nothing else but pain for weeks, the tightness in your chest suddenly tugs apart.
“I know. I’ve wanted this ever since I thought about it,” you whisper to him, reaching up to cup his cheeks with your trembling palms. Your heart is pumping so fast that you believe it would break apart. You know that it will be broken one day, perhaps sooner than you think. But tonight, you know that each beat of your heart is there because of him. “Are you sure about this?”
You just had to ask. You know what kind of pain you are going to feel once you become one with him tonight only to be separated the next day. But you also know that you are not the only one feeling the pain. Perhaps for him, it would only become worse.
Hyuk swallows hard then takes a long, deep breath. Instead of answering, he reaches behind you and unclasps your bra, pulling it off quickly before coming back down on you again.
“I refuse to let you go without showing you how much you mean to me, without having a chance to love you, even if it’s for one night,” he says with a low voice. A few groans are slipping out as a sign that his wolf is also pushing forward to feel you. You open your mouth to speak, only to have him stopping you with a deep, longing kiss, filled with a few punishing bites as if he is trying to ravish you.
Your breath is ragged when he finally pulls away, his lips trail down on your skin, moving down the column of your throat and he doesn’t stop until he reaches your breasts. He takes one taut peak of your nipple between his mouth, sucking it gently before he adds pressure the moment you release a soft moan. Your hips start bucking unconsciously against him as he twirls the other taut bud between his fingers.
His kisses slowly move from one breast to the other, then continue trailing down between the valley of your breasts, and he keeps moving lower. Soft whimpers keep slipping out of your lips as his hot kisses trail down your lower abdomen. His hands are sliding down at your sides, moving along with his lips, leaving a long trail of electrical sparks in their wake.
You raise your hips off the bed when he slips his fingers through the waistline of your panties, allowing him to pull it down your legs. He pushes himself up on the bed as he tosses the flimsy fabric away.
Lying there under his heated gaze, you watch him hungrily as he starts taking off his pants and boxer, until he is standing there just as bare as you are. Your eyes travel down his naked body, taking in every dip and curve of him while he is doing the same, as if he wants to memorise every inch of your body, every curve, the way you are doing just the same.
“You are beautiful,” he whispers, leaning down at the foot of the bed. He gently takes each of your ankles in his hands, then slowly pulls your legs up, spreading them apart for him.
Hyuk moves like a predator as he slowly crawls onto the bed. Keeping a gentle hold of one ankle in each of his hand, he leans down, leaving soft kisses on your skin starting from one ankle to the other before he starts moving upward.
He moves slowly as he leaves a trail of his kisses toward your center, taking his time while savouring the taste of your skin under his tongue, as if he wants your whole body to memorise everything, every touch, every kiss.
Meanwhile, you have grown terribly impatient. His name comes out along with every desperate whimper you make. Your nails are buried deep within the sheets as you hold yourself back from pulling him up towards you, while your hips keep jolting upward with every single electric spark he ignites in your body.
Until finally, he is there. He buries his head between your thighs, his lips are pressed against your nether lips, leaving the faintest of kisses at your dripping folds and licks up at your mound playfully while avoiding the spot where you want him to be the most.
A soft whine comes out at your frustration, and you start calling him with needs while gyrating your hips up to lead him to where your heat is pooling. Yet Hyuk’s lips leave your skin and he chuckles, “Eager, are we?”
Groaning deeply, you start cursing under your breath and beg, “Please, Hyuk. I want you.”
Using one hand, he holds your hips down to stop you from moving and whispers, “And I want you. Take a deep breath, baby. I’m going to prepare you so this wouldn’t hurt so much.”
With his fingers, he parts your folds, exposing your clit to him before his mouth catches it with a kiss. Licking a slow line up your slit with his tongue, he releases a deep growl as he relishes at the taste of your arousal that keeps dripping out.
“Fuck,” he grunts deeply as he takes a deep breath to reign himself. You can feel him shifting beneath you and hear him groaning, but as he is still hidden between your legs, you cannot see him clearly even as you push yourself up to look down. But then his eyes flicker up towards you as he growls, “You taste so sweet, little mate. Sweeter than I had ever imagined you would be.”
His words have your cheeks heating up, yet you are too breathless to say anything that you could only watch him, amused, as he closes his eyes and goes back to your center.
Diving back in to your dripping cunt, he swirls his tongue around your clit until a moan slips through your mouth. Your body must be moving wildly to react to each touch he makes because his hands give a stronger hold on your hips to keep you still. With a deep growl, Hyuk shoves his tongue inside you, sucking and drinking your arousal that sends your body close to erupting and your head spinning so fast you feel like you are losing control.
He pulls back, only to ease a finger inside you, sliding between your tight walls, and adding another as the digit has become slick enough to move easily inside you. Cries after cries escape your lips as he continues to lap at your leaking arousal while sliding his fingers in and out of you, then takes your clit into his mouth, sucking on it gently.
One of your hands comes down, grabbing his soft locks and clench on them tightly, and he groans deeply between your legs. As he could feel your body coiling up to your climax, he continues to ravish you faster and more eagerly, laving and sucking at your sex like a starving man.
Your hips jerk up as he latches onto your clit once again and grinds his teeth around the hood of your nub. The friction has your head spinning, faster than it did before, and you start pressing your hips downward, your body searching for more friction as you feel like you are close to falling apart.
“That’s it, little mate. Let go for me,” he grunts from underneath, lips hovering against your folds while he keeps pumping his fingers in and out of your hot sex in a steady pace, fast enough that the bed beneath your creaks with each movement. “I want you to come all over my face, fill my mouth with your sweet honey before I claim you. Before I thrust my cock into you until you milk me dry.”
The combination of his words and his hot lips that have found their way back to your sex have your body coiling tighter than a spring. You can instantly feel the build-up of your orgasm settling into your lower abdomen, rising and weighing you down so strongly that you can do nothing but to let it take over you like a tidal wave.
And then finally, your first climax comes to you, so strongly that it comes with a scream, and Hyuk continues to lap at every drop of your release. He keeps doing so until you are cleaned, while he uses one hand to hold you down as you continue to writhe and quiver. He gently pulls his fingers out of your throbbing sex, then his mouth dives back in to lap at the rest of your sweet nectar, from your sex to his fingers, leaving not a single drop of it behind.
You watch everything as you are gasping for breath, your gaze is hazy but still clear enough to look at his beautiful face, to see the deep lust in his eyes as he looks up to you. Then slowly, he crawls up on the bed, moving until he is hovering on top of you, until his bare chest is pressed against your heaving breasts.
For a brief moment, you can see that his wolf has taken over. But you could barely see him appearing in his eyes as Hyuk quickly leans down, taking your lips into a deep, intense kiss, devouring you with his tongue shoved through the seam of your lips. You can taste your release from his lips and tongue, you can feel his needs from the rapid beat of his heart, and his hunger from the guttural growls he keeps making as you return each kiss.
You reach up, running your fingers through his hair before holding his head back down to deepen the kiss. His hard cock twitch between your bodies as its tip nudges against your thighs and you whimper, your body jolting up, your arousal leaking as you picture him being inside you. He must have felt it, or perhaps he has caught your scent, because he suddenly pulls away with another deep growl escaping his lips.
Catching your wrists in his hold, he puts your hands together before pulling them up above your head, pressing them against the pillows in a tight hold that is still gentle enough not to hurt.
He looks deeply into your eyes, his eyes switching between their natural colours to the bright golden eyes of his wolf as he reigns in his anger and lust that are pushing through. As much as you want to look away from the pain he is showing you through those eyes, you refuse to do it, as you want to take as much time as you possibly can to memorise every single line of his beautiful face, even if the pain pulsing in his chest is enough to burn you for your sins.
“You came here to know what it feels like to be with your Fated mate. So I’m going to show you. I will show you why Fate has chosen us together,” he says deeply, his soft purrs turning into deep, guttural growls the more he speaks. “I will show you what you will be letting go and I will make sure you will remember this night for the rest of the life you have chosen to be without me.”
He keeps your hands bound together in one grip. Then uses his free hand to trail down, running his palm down your skin until he rests it on your belly. With his hips between your legs, he finds enough space to reach down, and suddenly, his fingers are there, touching your sex that is still throbbing wildly after your first release and gently parting your slick folds.
Gripping his shaft, Hyuk points the tip of his cock at your dripping sex, rubbing it up and down until it becomes slick with your arousal, before lining the tip against your tight entrance.
Feeling your body tense beneath him, Hyuk leans down, pressing his lips at your ear. “Take a deep breath and relax for me, little mate,” he whispers, before he starts lapping the rim of your ear to distract you. Taking deep breaths, your body heat rising at each lap he makes and you can feel your body slowly losing tension.
Then he pushes forward, sinking down into your tight opening, until you feel a sharp pinch deep inside that makes you gasp out.
With the tip of his cock already sheathed within a few inches deep inside you, Hyuk moves his hand to grip tightly at your thigh, pulling your leg up to his waist while you try to control your breath. Then, all of a sudden, he slams the rest of his length deep into you until you cry out in pain.
“I’m sorry, little mate,” he whispers to you as he gives soft kisses at your face and his hand caresses your skin. “The more you hesitate, your body becomes more tense. When that happens, you would have only felt more pain. I don’t want to hurt you more than it should.”
Once your body is adjusted to his cock, you can feel the sting from the first penetration slowly diminishing the more your body relaxes. It doesn’t take long before the throbbing pain between your legs turn into small spasms of pleasure as your walls are clamping around his girth.
Brushing your lips against his, you buck your hips upward and whisper, “I’m ready.”
And so is he. With your words, Hyuk starts to move. He pulls back up before sinking slowly back down, pushing deep inside you while groaning with each thick inch you take in.
“Fuck,” a curse slips past his lips. “So fucking tight, and so wet. You feel so good, little mate,” he grits out as he retreats from your warmth, only to slide back in, getting much easier to move once your hot sex has become completely drenched with your arousal, coating his length with each thrust he makes.
Once he finds his rhythm, Hyuk keeps thrusting gently into your pussy, adding a slight rotation to his hips as he moves on top of you. His eyes are locked on you to gauge at your reaction, his hands are still holding you tight as he continues to make love to you—one holding your hands up while the other is running up and down your body before reaching up, cupping your breast with his palm.
As the pleasure rises, you can feel the mate bond building stronger, tighter, locked in place the way it should be, and you become overwhelmed to how perfect it feels to become one with him that tears prick at your eyes.
“Ssh—baby,” Hyuk whispers at you gently as he slows down his thrusts. He releases your hands so he could caress your cheek. “Look at me. Focus on me, focus on us, to right now, and nothing else.”
Nodding your head, you keep your eyes on him. With another deep breath, you start moving your hips in tune with the movement he makes, until your pleasure takes over and it becomes the only thing that matters.
Hyuk pulls your arms to wrap around him, before his hands find your hips where he takes a tight hold. His gentle thrusts soon become faster, until it falls to another steady rhythm as he grinds his cock against your throbbing hot walls, stroking you harder in each thrust, slowly and surely bringing you to oblivion.
He whispers soft, coaxing words as you breathe in deep, shuddering breaths as the pleasure rises once more, increasing rapidly than before. Your nails sink deep into his skin while your soft mewls grow louder the closer you are to your end, your whole body writhes and quivers intensely to each of his thrust.
His hands trail down your thighs, gripping hard before he pulls your legs up, hoisting them both up on his shoulders. Then he continues to fuck you harder, faster, reaching deep inside you until you scream out his name.
The satisfied moans you keep releasing to respond to his deep grunts, the way your muscles are contracting around his hard length, he takes in everything as a sign that your climax is close, just in time for him to feel his own comes rushing down on him. And soon, he picks up his pace, repeatedly slamming into you deep and hard within your walls.
You could feel the build-up of your climax rising in your lower abdomen. The deep growl he makes lets you know that he could feel it as you grow tighter around him, as your body is coiling hard to the edge of your release.
“Fuck, baby. You’re so tight,” he grits out, his voice turning deep with his desire. He lets your shaking legs go just so he can bend over the curve of your body, kissing the side of your neck before he tugs at your earlobe. “Are you going to come for your mate, baby? Are you going to come for me?”
“Yes!” you cry out as the first wave of your climax comes rolling through you, so intense that your whole body feels like it is about to explode with all the mate sparks coming to light. And you can feel his cock straining and getting larger within you, before he coils up to his own climax with a deep, animalistic growl.
“Yes, yes, yes! Hyuk, I’m—” you exclaim loudly as your orgasm flows through you in a blinding, pulsing current. Your legs are shaking hard and your hips continue to jerk up to him, forcing the tip of his cock nudging deep inside your walls.
Even as you are yet to come down from the dizzying heights of your orgasm, Hyuk has already started moving again within you, starting slow as your walls are still locked tight around him like a fist. Meanwhile, as your senses come clear, you release a soft gasp as you realise that he is still hard inside you and is ready to come to another climax.
You lay panting beneath him as he runs a soothing hand down the length of your body, while his lips find your skin, leaving kisses up your neck before he catches your lips in his. You have become a complete whimpering mess beneath him, and he drowns every sound you are releasing through your lips as he deepens his kiss, breathing in your voice and deep breaths that come along with the spasms of your climax that seems to never end.
Then suddenly you can feel it, his cock swelling between your walls, twitching and hardening before he starts increasing his pace. He pulls away from the kiss, his eyes are the colour of his wolf’s as he looks down at you. He grips your hips tighter, using them as leverage as he starts to move faster, grinding inside you without holding back, chasing for his own climax.
Hyuk presses a thumb on your clit, riling you up to another orgasm as he thrusts harder, hitting all the right places within your sex that your climax rises just as intense as the one you had last.
“I’m going to come deep inside you, love,” his voice comes out husky and breathless as he speaks against your lips. “I will fill you up, marking every inch of your walls with my cum.”
With the remaining of your previous climax still running through you, and his words burning up something deep inside you, it doesn’t take long before you feel the familiar tightness inside your abdomen rising, threatening to break through. He keeps on slamming deep inside you, repeatedly, rapidly, until you moan out once again, your throat locking up as your body is preparing itself to fall into another explosive orgasm brewing in your groin.
“Come with me, little mate,” he growls, and you call out to him as you are blinded by the ripples of pleasure that comes shattering you apart in a series of moans, curses, and inaudible cries. Right at the same time, Hyuk growls out as he is also thrown into the same ledge, cursing out as he shoots jets of his cum deep inside you.
It takes you a moment to recover.
Your body is exhausted and spent, the final orgasm had come to you in a huge wave that you could only lay panting beneath your Fated while he trails gentle kisses all over your face, starting from your lips, to the tip of your nose, then move down the column of your throat. Your heartbeat is still racing inside your chest, but you focus on the sparks which his hands are causing on your skin, and the warmth his gentle kisses are leaving behind in their wake.
You can feel his lips nipping at your skin, stopping at the junction between your neck and shoulder, right where his mark should be. And then you start feeling his teeth pressing down, before his canine descends, ready to pierce through your delicate skin. Yet the moment you can feel them coming, thoughts of your family, of your future and Hyuk’s, all come crashing down on you.
You can see it clearly in your mind as if everything had already happened.
Images of your parents and your younger siblings being tossed outside of the Pack lands, of you being captured and thrown into the dungeon for treason, and of Hyuk being punished in front of the Pack for being defiant to his Alpha. Then everything you have felt, the delightful feeling of being one with your Fated and all the hope for having a future filled with love, are washed away instantly by fear.
Hyuk pulls away, snapping back as if he could feel the wave of emotions that are running through you. The moment you catch his dark eyes looking down at you, filled with love and concern, your tears come flowing out like a river.
“Hyuk—”
The look of pain in his eyes mirrors your own. You don’t have to see your own eyes to know it, when you could see it through his gaze, and you could feel everything, all of his pain that are carved just as deep as yours.
“Sshh—” he whispers, lowering himself again to kiss all the tears away. “I understand. Don’t say anything. It’ll be okay, I promise.”
He keeps whispering you all the words he could think of to soothe your worries and fear away. You know that his words are nothing but empty promises, that nothing will be okay once you are faced with reality as the morning comes.
But you do as he says, keeping all the words to yourself as you close your eyes, as you let him kiss away your pain and make love to you one last time.
Standing in the middle of the Alpha’s room, you can hear them all before you see them.
You focus on the sound of chattering happening outside, coming from all the Pack members who are waiting for you to come out, while your eyes are locked at the sight of the moonlight you could see through the large window before you. You keep your attention to other places but here, to simply ignore all the female wolves who are busy fussing over your dress, your hair, while you couldn’t even bother to care.
You say nothing even as they all finish their work, bowing to you before leaving you alone in the room. You choose to wallow in silence as you feel completely numb, defeated, as you are minutes away to be handed away to the man that you have no love for.
“_____.”
You turn around to see your mother standing at the doorway, looking just as tired as you are yet still beautiful in her lilac dress. “Mom?”
As a werewolf who doesn’t age like how humans normally would, your mother looks a bit older than her age as she stands there watching you. Her eyes are filled with guilt as she stares at you, for knowing exactly what you are going through and for not being able to fight against everyone to defend you.
“I—” she chokes out, sobbing, “I’m—”
You rush forward, taking her hands in yours and force a smile. “Will you walk me out to the platform, Mom? Since Dad is already there with the Alpha.”
Your mother sucks a deep breath and nods, unable to say a word when she knows that whatever she says would only cause either of you to break down.
Everything becomes a blur as you walk out of the Alpha’s house towards the field, where the mating ceremony is held, hand-in-hand with your mother. You could only focus on your beating heart, and to how your hand is trembling in your mother’s tight hold. You can tell that her hand is trembling just as hard as yours, and you tighten your fingers around hers the closer you are to the center of the field.
Right there, at the center, standing on top of the platform, is the Alpha. Wearing a pair of shirt and trousers that are just as pale white as yours, he seems to glow under the moonlight, his skin looks bright even if it is also sickly pale, yet he still appears more dominant from the others.
He reaches out his hand to welcome you as you slowly climb up the platform, and you watch him closely, studying his feature as you nearly fail to recognise him.
His eyes are swollen, his cheeks had grown sunken and his skin is completely pale as a paper. The once strong and mighty Alpha, the man that had once caused many female wolves to swoon over his dashing looks, is now withering right in front of his people, his Pack, all because of the Mate Sickness. If this mating ceremony doesn’t happen, his life would wither to none in a matter of weeks, perhaps days.
Your hand is no longer trembling as you take his hand. But the moment your skin touches, all you could feel is chill running through your body.
The Alpha smiles at you, the hope and gratitude in his eyes are enough to bring back the colour and youth back to his skin to make him look more lively even before the mate bond is formed. You could only watch him with an amazed look in your eyes as it happens.
He moves closer to you, leaning down to whisper, “Thank you, for taking such a huge responsibility. I know that this is hard for you, but I will do everything in my power to make make sure that every sacrifice you are making will worth it.”
His words hold promises that you never would have thought he could manage to offer you. But you say nothing in return. All you do is bow your head to him, submitting to your Alpha as you stand beside him during his speech. Once he is finally done, he pulls you forward to stand at the front of the platform as he presents you to the Pack,
“Please welcome, your new Alpha female, my Chosen Mate.”
As the entire pack welcomes you with a loud cheer and applause, all you could focus on is the look you see in their eyes. As you scan through the crowds of people before you, you could see all the various looks they are giving you as they watch you standing there; from the look of astonishment, relief, to pity. Then your eyes fall to the line where the ranked werewolves are standing, stopping at the three Betas of the pack, finding him standing there in the middle.
Kwon Hyuk.
You hold your gaze on him for a moment, silently exchanging the pain in your eyes to his own, before his gaze turn cold. The pain in your chest had turned dull to numb, after you had spent the last night of your freedom crying over losing him. You are starting to feel him slipping away and you force yourself to look away from his gaze, after giving him a small smile as a final goodbye.
As you turn to face your Alpha, Hyuk turns to leave the Beta line and starts heading towards the woods.
Neither of the other Betas beside him makes any move to stop him, as they are the only other people who had known about his ordeal, his sacrifice, but an Enforcer follows him close behind, stopping him just as he is about to walk past the line of trees bordering the woods.
“Beta Hyuk,” the Enforcer calls for him, falling one step behind from the broken-hearted Beta as he tries to stop him from leaving. “You can’t leave. The ceremony isn’t over yet.”
Hyuk looks over his shoulder, keeping his eyes on the clueless Enforcer as he holds himself back from looking far away towards the platform as the ceremony continues. “I already have the permission from the Alpha to leave. I’m not the only Beta to this pack, the others can take over,” he coldly speaks, before he continues to rush further away.
“But—Beta Hyuk!”
His words are fruitless as the Beta is quick to disappear through the woods. It takes him no time before he shifts into his wolf and runs ahead into the depth of the forest, far away from the ceremony.
At the top of the platform, the Alpha had just finished his vow to take you as his mate, while you are just finishing your own. His face lights up as you finish the vow, as if a new breath of life had just been given to him through the words alone.
Wrapping an arm around your waist, the Alpha pulls you close to him until your chest are pressed against one another. You can feel his heartbeat pacing in his chest, vibrating against yours. His eyes glow into his wolf’s as he leans down, descending over to you with his extended canine pressing against your skin.
The moment the Alpha pierces his canine through your skin, marking you as his mate, you scream out in pain. Not only for the bite, but for the painful snap you feel inside your chest as the mating bond between you and Kwon Hyuk breaks apart.
The last thing you could hear is the sound of people around you shouting for your name, followed with a long, heartbreaking howl that echoes through the night, before everything around you grows dark and you fall helplessly to the ground beneath you.
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One of the pictures I worked on while I was in Sweden visiting @nooneym and a request finally fulfilled for @bladeambrose10 who wanted a scene with a werewolf!Dean and Seth in a forest (I’m sincerely sorry for taking so long on it). Sweden and it’s people are quite inspiring for my creative muse it seems since I’ve barely drawn anything in about a year much less create something as finished as this. Only my second serious attempt at a night scene and in watercolors no less. I’m quite surprised and happy with the outcome.
I hope you like it~