#popdollsofthenightnov20 @libraryofthenight @melaniereadsbooks 🍂 Wednesday 😊 Thankful for #otp #wingspanwednesday QOTD: what was your first OTP? Mine; Rhysand & Feyre 💕🤗 🍂 Pops are made by @libraryofthenight discount code STARFALL10, she can’t make any sjm pops anymore but she still has so many amazing fandom pops in her shop 🙌🏻🎁💕🥳 too choose from. The background scarf @fairyloot The tarot deck @fairyloot from the Blood & Honey box. 🍂 So I hope you are all safe and healthy 💕 Update on my recovery and first time physical therapy; Because I’m feeling so good 😊 I decided to stop my long time use of tramadol painkillers.. the last 5 weeks I have been taken them less, since Saturday night I had the last one, but after 5 years of using that opioid I was an bit naive about the withdrawal symptoms 😖 I know I’m an nurse/ gp assistant and I know what the symptoms are and that it could happen, but like I said I was an bit naive and thought because I used the lowest dosing, I wouldn’t have that many symptoms 🤦🏼♀️ boy am I wrong 😑... I’m anxious, dizzy, nauseous, sweating, nightmares, restlessness, insomnia, mood swings times 5, feverish, muscle pains 🤦🏼♀️... I’m keeping close eye on my heart rate and breathing / oxygen levels.. Because my body can give out because of the time length I used the opioid 😖 But it is all for an good cause right 😅🙌🏻💪🏻 First time physical therapy was very relaxed and an bit of disappointment 😅 I only can practice the basic movements with my arm/shoulder, and have to wait till 1-12 to talk to the orthopedic surgeon and make an plan how the next steps are going to be and when I can focus on strength training ... so an bit more patience and slowly we are getting to the finish line; pain free usage of my arm/shoulder for the rest of my life if possible 💕💪🏻🙌🏻... Enough about this, I’m gonna take some photo’s now the weather is nice and lighting is good 🤗 Have a nice Wednesday y’all 💕 🍂 #tarotdeck #scarf #popdollsofthenight #libraryofthenight #pagesofthenight #librarymafia #funkopops #wednesday #photochallenge #creative #withdrawlsymptoms #addictionrecovery #medication #recovery #bookstagram #reading https://www.instagram.com/p/CHvsoiulitk/?igshid=1s1kpgx3grg2u
