Day 74
I haven’t been in the gym all week due to relatives being in town and I’m miserable. When I workout I feel like I’ve done something towards my body goals but more importantly my sanity.
Having done 4-7 days a week of exercise and then randomly not going at all is freaking me out. The scale would have usually budged every 3 days or so, but nope sitting at the same weight all week.
I say all that to say it looks like I’ve got more mental work to do. They say don’t let the scale determine your worth, but sadly I do. At least when I don’t have many other accomplishments to distract me.
On a brighter note I got my hair straightened and found the style of pajama tops I was looking for on sale!
Also don’t tell my sponsor but I ate out earlier than I was supposed to (it was too much of a hassle to pack or go back for my planned food) so I ordered for the first time within my required guidelines
A club soda w/limes
8oz salad w/ 4 Oz of lettuce, 2 Oz of guac, 2 Oz random raw veggies
6 Oz of steamed broccoli w/ no butter just salt
4 Oz sirloin steak medium rare again with no butter (my friend ate the other 4 Oz of the original 8 Oz serving 🤦🏽♀️ lol)
It went smoothly, they didn’t spit in my food or seem annoyed probably because the table ordered ridiculous amounts of food (think multiple appetizers just to start). It wasn’t tempting as long as I was sipping the soda or eating my food. 👍🏽
Honestly this holiday shouldn’t be too bad, as long as I’m full I’m good. I do crave the “let’s just order a pizza” vibe of family time. 😢
