#working stuff out

[the-davest-of-uncles]

[blitz-and-hearth]

I’m thinking for the mer au the biggest reason Mers are treated like animals is a language barrier. When mers try to vocalize I’m thinking it sounds like harsh clicks and whistles, like dolphins or whales, a lot of sounds so high pitch humans just can’t even hear them. But of course, there's also a type of sign language, rarely used by mers but still used. And of course it’s the language Hearthstone would communicate in, so Magnus and Blitzen would know it too. Probably a bit different from human sign language but similar enough that if you knew sign language already and took the time to pay attention to those hand movements you’d be able to figure it out. Now I just need a reason why Alex would know sign language 

[align-humn-su90-2]

The Original work

Here is what I started working on this semester that I decided to abandon. Once I started it didn’t feel necessary anymore. It wasn’t serving any purpose for me.

Once I decided it wasn’t good anymore I put gesso on it

it is now a painting that has nothing to do with this course. oh well.

[richardwattwriter]

So, I’m still getting to grips with Tumblr. Every time I can’t find a way to track a tag, or don’t quite understand what I’m doing because the HTML editor seems a little… quirky (it’s probably me being a little… rusty), this song pops into my head, even though I haven’t consciously listened to it for years. Well, until just now.

[somethingstupedthiswaycomes]

New life plan: Operation "Mens Warehouse." The over all mission statement is to acquire enough additional currency to purchase a full battery of quality men's ware without dipping into living/savings expenditures. This, combined with already active sister operation "become so hot the sun its self will seem like a dull memory to my radiant slender" will upgrade me to the prestigious stature of "fly as fuck" Once "fly as fuck" systems are in-place and nominal, we can begin with the "getting with some ladies" paradigm. It is the hope of this institution that "getting with some ladies" will correlate nicely with future "go to grad school" and "find out how to get a life" programs.

[lionsatlantis]

Late Night Thoughts

Recently life seems to be swirling around me and I'm doing my best to keep my head up above the waters. Some things seem to be going so well, others seems to be running to their close. 

I have taken a few steps back from the crazier life style I have recently fallen into and really looked at a few things. A couple of the people that I was more inclined to be fond of have taken a different turn recently. I think I knew their true colors before but didn't realize the extent of them. Discovering people for who they truly are seems to be a rare occurrence these days.

Now the realization of all the gossip and drama I have been submersed in could be the cause of why I'm always tired and feel like my outlook changed for the worse. When you're around certain moods all the time it's hard to not find yourself caught up in them. Now that some friendships have fallen apart I'm stuck in the middle- the worst part is one person is left alone on his own side. While this makes me sad and feel for him I can't help but look at his choices. Some of the reasons of course are not his fault that I can see. But, at the same time, he's just.... giving up. Not even trying to fix things because he's not willing to admit that there may be areas he was in the wrong for. Maybe it's just the way I was raised, but I don't understand how people can walk through life without taking responsibility for their actions at all. Not everyone is on the same playing field that is for damn sure. 

I want to be there for my friend but I can't put myself in the position he's looking for right now. He wants someone to side completely with him and tell him he's in the right and focus on his shit. But, I don't feel he's completely in the right. I don't agree with how he's handling things by drinking again. I refuse to pick sides since it has had nothing to do with me other than knowing all parties involved. Although I feel like my absence recently has put a rift between myself and the other side. I guess we will see though. Lately I've just been in the business of taking care of just me. 

Other things have been great though. Recently it's been coming forward that Evan and I are continuously connected by some force. Without trying we've been moving in a lot of the same directions and its been a crazy ride. I have renewed hope in what we are doing and the end result. I'm not letting that shut down doing my own things and going out and being 'single'. It's just nice to know that all the faith I have poured into this adventure wasn't empty. Although lately I think we've let ourselves get more familiar then we mean to. It's difficult not to but we are doing our best. 

I may not be exactly where I want to be. Sometimes I may not put as much effort into things as I maybe should. But I'm making forward progress and to me that's what matters. No one is spot on all the time. 

[golden-spider-duck-blog]

i have no idea what i'm gonna do with ves at the end

i can't kill him but letting him off seems like an extreme lack of closure

he couldn't "turn good" partly because he's a fucked up guy but mostly because what would he do turn himself in. he's killed people he'd just go to jail forever or get the death penalty which is not what I want to happen to him

he's not 100% evil he's like. 99% evil. evil is a weird word for it but that 1% of notness is kind of important.

[maidcnofwar-blog]

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