#writefromtheheartandsoul

[writefromtheheartandsoul]

You know…

Waking up with a text from you

Changes my whole day

It doesn’t have to be a sweet text…

Just a simple hey or how was your day

to vent too

[writefromtheheartandsoul]

Daydreamer...Night Thinker...

Daydreamer...

I can't tell you how many times I day dream

Daydream about us

What we could be

Should be

Might be

One Day.

Daydream of road trips with you

Acting a fool

Signing

Dancing

. Holding my hand as you drive.

Random quick kisses at stop lights

and before you leave

Long kisses in the rain

or when we don't wanna say goodbye

Cuddling...after a long day after work

Holding one another

Holding hands as we walk down the road or around the park.

Daydreams...

Long trips just you and i

Seeing the world

Going to a beach because you've never been.

Fast forward a little while

Daydream about

Our wedding

Our marriage

Our kids

You want three to seven

I want at least two Three it is no more than five

Daydream about our wedding

I walk down the alise linking my arm with my daddy

Locket of my mama wrapped around flowers

Seeing you at the end smiling waiting in me there

Five of my best friends waiting too

They know how long I've wanted this.

I had been awaiting this day all my life

Every detail plays out in my head

From our first kiss as Mr. and Mrs. Blank blank

To our first dance.

I'm so nervous and you guide me perfectly

I lay my head on you chest feeling safe as you lead.

Daydreams...

Of our perfect little life

Night thinker...

Life's not like that

It's not a fairy tale.

We aren't on that track.

Seems like the train derailed.

No kids

No marriage

No wedding

No dating

Possibly no friendship before all is said and done

. Night thinker

Dream Destroyer.

All the day dreams fade into a dark pit

Never to see light.

[writefromtheheartandsoul]

And today...

I realize there may be hope

You said you missed me

It was the first time

That you had said 

anything like that ever

I was shocked.

I even jumped and screamed. 

Stupid smiled but I wasn't ashamed

I haven't felt this much joy in a while

It was all you…

[writefromtheheartandsoul]

I wish...

You would just talk to me

Tell me what’s wrong

What's going on

I want you to know what’s bugging you

Want to know you can trust me

Please just open up to me I have

[writefromtheheartandsoul]

And sometimes I….

Miss talking to you

Miss the idea of us

Miss having someone to vent too

Miss someone to talk to in my worst moments

Miss having someone who seems to like me