May 23
i think i’ll probably need an american beta for this fic. i’m so scared rn it just sounds like one long “it’s chewsday, innit?”
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i think i’ll probably need an american beta for this fic. i’m so scared rn it just sounds like one long “it’s chewsday, innit?”
Sometimes, writing is fun and light and easy. It just happens and I trick myself into believing that it’ll always be that way.
Other times, writing is just me staring at the screen, screaming at it, begging it to write itself or asking the useless gods to grant me the brain cells to complete it because it’s broken me down.
I’m just. I can’t. I’ve had enough. I am not made for this life. I bit off more than I can chew and now it’s time to pay up, I am in severe debt. Fuck my life. Fuck the universe for telling me to be creative. Fuck me, fuck this story and fuck everything.
Okay, I’ve had my wee tantrum, now I can think again. This will be the death of me, but it will die first. If I’m going out, I’m taking something to hell with me. Lord knows, the devil might know some tricks to complete it. Plus I just like the idea of asking him; “Hi, would you like to proofread my smutty fanfiction?” I reckon he’d enjoy that, or he’d turn me to ash and I’ll finally be at peace 🤭
Me: Perfect! Time to start working on fics that desperately need a new part! This is so excit-
Me: *gets a fucking brilliant ass idea for a new fic* DAMMIT
Writing should not be as hard as it is. Like I just sat down with a whole book’s worth of ideas but now I can barely write down a word. I rewrote it like three times. Please help me.
every kind fic writer/reader i've enteracted with: don't feel pressured to update! the people who want to read it will wait however long it takes!
my brain: obviously that applies to every writer in the world ever except for me
Wörter, von denen ich wünschte, ich könnte sie aus meinem Wortschatz streichen, weil ich sie gefühlt andauernd benutze:
doch
, dass (weil ich keine Sätze bilden kann anscheinend)
wie
der verfluchte Bindestrich "-"
begierig (ich hasse dieses Wort aber ich benutze es andauernd!)
sanft
i WILL finish this draft before i go to sleep i MUST i am STRONG and these boys deserve to KISS