you're a supernova and i go where the light is

reg || she/her || 20s || infp || fic writer || victorian lampshade enthusiast || minors dni

[residentrookie]

hiiii i’m reg and recently started writing hollanov fanfic SO! here's my new pinned post!

my niche is apparently borderline crack fics with unexpected emotional depth sprinkled in OR whump injury fics. so do with that what you will <333

as high as i might (i can’t get that high): 10k, one shot

Shane Hollander accidentally gets very high. That's it, that's the fic.

u and me at home: 9k, one shot

Shane gets high again, but this time it's on purpose, at the cottage and with Ilya. aka HIGH!SHANE THE SEQUEL!

spinning out, waiting for you: 58k, wip!! 9/11 chapters

A week after returning from their honeymoon, Shane gets in a car accident that threatens the future he and Ilya so painstakingly fought to build.

smoke gets in your eyes 9k, one shot

Shane Hollander has a strange affliction: cigarette smoke gives him nosebleeds. Needless to say, this makes interacting with Ilya Rozanov more difficult than he'd previously imagined.

hit me where it hurts: 7k, one shot

Ilya takes a nasty hit on the ice, but it's nothing he hasn't brushed off before. Or at least, that's what he thought. Off the ice, Shane finds himself overwhelmed with the unexpected complications of Ilya's injury.

you're still young, that's your fault: 7k, one shot

Shane just might be the world's most enthusiastic hockey dad, but when Ilya points out their son might not be enjoying the sport as much as Shane thought, he struggles to reevaluate his expectations.

no one noticed: 4k, one shot

It's the night of the Boston vs Montreal game, and Shane Hollander isn't letting whatever illness he's contracted stop him from getting out on the ice, no matter how sick he actually is. Ilya Rozanov, it seems, is the only person who notices.

[autistichollander]

i think im being put down tomorrow?????

[kaijuerotica]

noooo absolutely not. anyway get in the car we got mcdonalds and are going to see the ocean

[uwillneverknowwho]

Literally always take headphones with you. If you decide that you probably won't need them today, that's the devil talking. You will. You will

[heymacy]

#idk man #i think he might be a little bit liked in his opponent's room

[fruitgravies]

running thru my head

prints • insta • twt

[whitebuttondowns]

in another life ilya is grinding on shane in line for a rollercoaster at an amusement park and puffing on a gigantic vape at the same time

[shane-ilya]

Connor Storrie as Ilya Rozanov Heated Rivalry — 105 I'll Believe In Anything

[mxrcusflint]

2026 we get hotter, we get healthier, we take more long walks, we take our meds, we eat good bread, we take the long way round, we travel for our friends, we watch movies in theaters, we play favorite songs on repeat and by God, we will write self indulgent fanfic

[somethingmagnificent]

sheer sensations, tits out and twinning ♥ HudCon at the 2026 Oscars Vanity Fair party

[miscelium]

the way that hudson’s entire role in the madwoman music video was to lounge dripping wet and half naked in tiny shorts while everyone of all genders oogled him. slut of biblically greedy proportions

[kitty-enjoyer]

[katestewartt]

SAY IT LOUDER

[russianblush]

Laufey - Madwoman (Official Music Video)

[hermywolf]

everyone: hey can we slut you out in various videos and ads

hudson williams: yeah sure just make sure the bisexual vibes are insane

[residentrookie]

chapter six of spinning out, waiting for you on ao3

[penandinkprincess]

laughing about the idea of shane and ilya getting so used to sleeping curled up together that they wake up if they drift apart

mainly because if it's ilya who wakes up first, he shifts over in bed to snuggle close to wherever shane has wriggled off to, curling back up around him and drifting off again, content

whereas if it's shane who wakes up, it's more *bleary, confused searching* *target sighted* *YANK across the mattress to slide ilya back into place next to him* *settles back down while sighing happily like an angel while ilya is still ?!?! about getting AGGRESSIVELY relocated*

[hardlyhinged]

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[penandinkprincess]

the idea of shane NOT believing that he does this and ilya being SO fucking frustrated

he just thinks ilya is being dramatic and is "that doesn't even sound like something i would do" "it doesn't! and yet! you have!" "🙄 yeah, okay 🙄 i just turned into the midnight hulk just to manhandle you" "...YES. THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENED."

[gurlsrool]

I don't have a lot of hopes for Unrivaled, but I do hope that Shane is so fucking angry...and not just at Montreal.

I hope he struggles to look Hayden in the eyes sometimes because he can't stop thinking about that fucking video. He doesn't want to, that's his best friend and it was an honest mistake, but God, would it have killed him to watch it back? He was so close to getting to come out on his own terms. So fucking close.

I hope he's bitter about how nice the Centaurs are because how is that fair? Why didn't he get to have that in Montreal? Why was it so impossible for them to give him this? Why do the guys in Ottawa make it seem so fucking easy? Even Troy Fucking Barrett's nice here?! What the hell's in the water?

I hope he looks up at the rafters when they play Montreal and all he sees is where his jersey should have been retired and he just wants to scream. I hope when fans burn their Hollander jerseys, he's not able to laugh it off as absurd extremist homophobia. He's fucking livid.

He looks at his body, at his legs that will be shot before 50 and every bone he's broken and every injury he's played through, all to be tossed aside because, what? Because he fell in love? Because he tripped, which players do all the fucking time?

I hope he's angry and then angry at himself because this is supposed to be his happily ever after. He's supposed to be happy. Why can't he just be fucking happy? Why can't he just hold Ilya's hand and kiss him in public? Why does that still feel like a death sentence? Why can't he get his brain to understand that he's free now?

And I hope we see Ilya loving him at his most bitter self, whispering reminders that he doesn't have to move on just yet. That he's spent a decade carefully controlling every single emotion and he's allowed to feel them now, even if they're not pretty.

Though of course, to Ilya, there's nothing more beautiful than a Shane Hollander who knows he's Shane Fucking Hollander and is livid at the world for forgetting that.