val dragging vox into bed but only for cuddling because vox got overstimulated and his day just generally was really bad so val just sort of holds him and mumbles stuff in spanish that vox can't understand but knows is really sweet (or extremely sexual but either way he's saying it in such a sweet tone of voice that vox can't help but think it's the former)
alternatively, val pissed the hell off at his entire day, and vox just immediately knowing when val shows up at the vee tower penthouse, and he walks up to val and kisses the back of his hand and offers to let him go on a murder spree on vox's lowest earning employees, and offers to do whatever val wants that night
CUDDLING WATCHING A MOVIE CUDDLING WATCHING A MOVIE, val keeps kinda zoning out because the tv screen brightness isn't very high but vox's brightness is, so he keeps staring at vox instead of watching the movie and vox has caught him like ten different times but instead of calling him out on it he gestures at the screen and makes some bullshit comment about the movie so val doesn't think he noticed. vox noticed and he will 100% think about val staring at him at 3 am later
vox waking up at 5 am and trying to get out of bed but val is instinctively wrapping all four arms around him trying to keep him there and vox needs to get up soon but he supposes he can wait another 5 minutes (this turns into another hour)
vox and val walking around in hell together for some reason and val isn't paying much attention until vox touches his hand trying to hold hands and val notices and intertwines their fingers and they both scream about it to velvette later because "oh my god we held hands oh my god we were holding hands oh my god"
i can never figure out the "who fell first, who fell harder" question for suegiku. all of it makes sense at once and i can't explain why.
for one, tecchou falling first just sort of works. he realizes far too late into their partnership that he's got feelings, and he knows there's no way jouno would reciprocate. jouno hates his guts, and he knows that, so he does some things that may show how much he cares (holding his breath when he's breathing too loud) but still does all of the other stuff he's always done that may get on his nerves (same color food combos, working out during meetings...) in hopes that maybe jouno will fall for him, and not some made-up version he created just for jouno.
then again, jouno could have also fallen first. he falls for tecchou, and denies it entirely, assuming that he knows tecchou would never fall for someone like him. he hides his feelings, even tries to push tecchou away, just because he knows--or thinks he knows--that tecchou wouldn't reciprocate.
tecchou falling harder would also just fit so well. he falls so hard, he doesn't even realize how much he cares until he loses jouno. until he has to put him above justice--his ideals--because he's gone. he needs to find him, and he knows he does, but he can't figure out why he cares so goddamn much.
jouno, on the other hand, would realize how hard he's fallen for tecchou. he'd grow used to tecchou's antics, to the point where there's an off feeling if he does something different, to the point he almost misses the bickering. he'd feel it, how much he knows he loves him, but it'd only be after something happens to him. he'd only realize just how much he cares when tecchou is in danger. when he might never see him again.
oh you wanna know what i'm thinking about right now
nikolai (genderfluid + taking e) and fyodor (transmasc + taking t) helping sigma (transmasc + not transitioning + suffering bc of it) start actively transitioning. WHO WANTS A FIC OF THIS !!!! BECAUSE ILL WRITE ONE !!!!
ohhh he'd HATE being in love so much because he'd see love as a chain to the earth. he'd see love being a cage that isn't as easy to escape from as he wished it was, he would hate how much he'd need to be with whoever he's fallen for, how much he might start relying on them, he'd try to do anything he can to rid himself of that love but he wouldn't be able to and then he'd end up just accepting it.
once he accepts it he'd act like nothing is different. he'd try to keep himself from being too clingy (he would be so clingy to whoever he falls for lets be so so real rn), he might be a bit clingier but it'd seem relatively the same. he'd never want to confess, he's too against the commitment that would come with a relationship so he waits until they reciprocate, no matter how long it might take, but if whoever he likes does end up confessing, then i mean, who is he to deny them?
also im going with my silly hc that he loves cooking and he would LOVE to make food at random for who he's in love with, he'd make sure they take care of themselves and would surprise them with food or somethign to drink or something, make sure they take breaks (because he himself cant stand sitting in one place for that long so how in the hell can other people?)
he'd think about whoever he's fallen for constantly and he would definitely hate that, they occupy his thoughts so much he cant feel as free as he wishes he could anymore, and he hates that he loves that feeling.
LOWKEY I HC MOST OF THE CAST AS TRANS 😭😭 im pulling this shit outta my ass dors it make sense in canon NO am i having fun YES
id love to hear some of ur hcs tho your brain is ginemonasaurus !!
ABABABA !!! NO OKAY THATS SO FUCKING VALID ACTUALLY i love trans hcs soo much actually theyre so fun . it makes no sense but its FUN and thats the important thing
ANYWAY !!! THANK U FOR THE COMPLIMENT LMAOAOG MY GENDER HCS !! im only listing the ones that arent like, cis, so anyone not listed here isnt trans in some way to my brain (or i forgor them)
as of rn i havent really done much thinking about gender stuff so some of these i am Pulling Out Of My Ass so just be Aware of that !!!
charlie - demigirl, she/they
vaggie - transfem, she/they
angel - intersex, he/him (but doesnt care + uses any)
Okay! Hi, hope your having a good day, all of that jazz. Maybe someone has asked you this before, but I'd love to hear your thoughts on a fyosiglai circus au? Hehe sorry ive been starting to create one and since you like fyosiglai wanted to hear your thoughts!
got on my computer to answer this one because this is GENIUS
i don't really think of circus aus much and i haven't really thought much about like, what? goes on? in a circus? cause i don't know? but this is absolute genius (i'm actually looking shit up as i write this so aHSGJKHASDFJKG) (also this got long so under a cut)
okay. first initial thoughts; decay of angels are the main circus members. fukuchi is the ringmaster + surprise he's also the lion tamer (i could imagine him like, surprising the audience because nikolai "accidentally" lets out a lion or something and fukuchi "tames it" in front of the audience so they get Big Jumpscare cause oh no that wasn't supposed to happen !!! yes it was lmao)
also as a little side note i like to think bram does the sword swallowing and knife throwing (sigma's the target) and he's literally perfect at the knife throwing and no one knows how he's that amazing
sigma i imagine is the most flexible of the remaining three so i can see him doing like, the acrobatics in the air and contortion and stuff (and i like to imagine it flusters the FUCK out of nikolai and fyodor because holy shit? how? he's so pretty. what the fuck?).
you expected this i bet but nikolai is the clown !! obviously. he probably does a lot of the juggling stuff, maybe some "magic", and he really likes the dangerous things so he ends up being the one on the tightrope walk and he pretends to fall and doesn't (i imagine this circus is really bent on "how can we jumpscare the audience"). he has so much fun messing with the audience and most of his acts end up including at least one (1) audience member. maybe he does some fire performances too (he definitely does) (i bet the first time sigma saw nikolai do fire tricks he was terrified and fyodor reassured him it was fine because "he's been doing this since we were children. do not worry")
fyodor i'm really not sure what he might do. trying to think what he might do is kinda stumping me rn, i can't imagine he likes doing stuff in front of other people but i can imagine he might be really good at the object manipulation stuff, i think he'd have a lot more he does behind the scenes though. so like, lighting and special effects and stuff. i don't think he'd like doing any actual acts but he can do some of them and he's good at them, like maybe equilibristics a little bit? i'm really not sure for him, but whatever he does nikolai is super excited about it and sigma thinks he's absolutely amazing at it
i imagine sigma is the newest member of the circus too. fukuchi and bram founded it, and fyodor and nikolai knew each other from childhood so sigma feels really out of place with them at first, but fyodor and nikolai take a liking to him and i imagine they help him in determining his acts and what he might do for the audience and it turns out he's a natural! and honestly it only makes fyodor and nikolai more interested and eventually fall for him whether they want to or not
i also imagine fukuchi is absolutely awful and teases either nikolai or fyodor (fyodor would be funnier) about "ah, those two?" and whoever he's teasing (fyodor is still funnier) is like "shut UP." (he never shuts up)
maybe there's some rival circus or something (immediate thought was either the ADA or the hunting dogs) and they have to get their shit TOGETHER and figure out How Can We Be Better Than These Guys and fyosiglai work together training and practicing and stuff and Shit! Goes! Down! you can decide what that might be idk what happens in circus aus
