zwift pics and some of my eats from this week
These “eats” pics are deceiving. After every one of these meals I got up and got more food because I’ve been STARVING this week. Like, eating past fullness and then 20 minutes later I’m salivating and can’t think of anything else besides getting more food. Had a few days feeling, erm, randy... and then a crampy day, which makes me think I’m ovulating and the change in appetite is a result of that.
Feeling more normal today. But goodness gracious it’s been a week, and my anxiety around food and my body size means I didn’t handle the increased appetite particularly well and was kind of a bitch for a significant portion of the week.
I’ve been zwifting 3-4 times per week, building some consistency spinning the legs even if I’m only putting out 70-85 watts on average. This morning I rode trails for the first time in a while and at first I felt AMAZING, but I got gassed really fast and struggled with every technical feature on the trail lol. I know I need to go session some tough parts and work on some skills, but it’s way more fun to just ride and cover more distance and ignore the spots that could really help me improve.