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Call me Clem. She/Her. 35 now! Straight during a long time. Bi more often. Maybe lesbian after all. Boy you've been a naughty girl, you let your knickers down.

[tangyyyy]

Hey!!

Sometimes I write fanfictions, If you want to go check it out, it’s this way: AO3

Oh and don’t hesitate to come talk to me! I’m generally nice and I live to share my hyperfixations! My irl friends are useless (they only care about boring stuff like real relationships, jobs, kids, actual life booo) so… yeah. Come to me, fellow freaks!

[flyora]

shall I add a description here?

[sloanegabe]

SHANE & ILYA + parallels

[escuerzoresucitado]

Pedestrian traffic lights

[shilyas]

[depsidase]

[loontattoo]

shane teasing ilya….

[barry2018-2023]

the idea of going to the movies alone being like sad and pathetic is crazy to me like thats barely a social event to me. If you try to talk to me during a movie at the movies I will kill you.

[tangyyyy]

I watched Heartstopper Forever this morning, and I've been wondering ever since whether I should even post my thoughts here. My opinion is... very mixed, and I'm pretty sure people won't enjoy reading it.

But... who do I think I am? No one's going to read this anyway!

First of all, I like Heartstopper. I love its optimism, its unapologetic queerness, the way it tackles simple but important issues. I love the positive representation, I love the visual identity... basically, I really do enjoy Heartstopper.

There were definitely moments I loved in this film. Huge, huge, huge shout-out to Elle. Her speech in Charlie's bedroom was beautiful, and seeing her stand so confidently on the Pride float took a lot of courage. I also really enjoyed Tori and Michael. We only got a glimpse of their relationship, but it managed to feel both wonderfully odd and incredibly sweet.

And then... Well, that's... kind of it, unfortunately.

There were other nice moments, of course, but I'll never understand why they chose to make a film instead of a final season. It just felt so... long. Painfully long. A full last season would have allowed them to give proper attention to all the characters again, just like the first three seasons did, while also giving Nick and Charlie's story the time it deserved.

Now, Heartstopper has never been a particularly complex story, and that's never been the point. To me, its beauty has always been in its simplicity. But while that simplicity made the series feel light and charming, in the film it somehow has the opposite effect: it makes everything drag.

Within the first fifteen minutes (even if you've never read the books) you completely understand Nick and Charlie's fears and motivations. And then... The film spends another hour and a half circling the exact same issue. Please. Move the story forward!

To fill that empty space, everything gets dramatised. They create drama where it really didn't need to exist. For what feels like an hour, Nick and Charlie simply can't talk to each other while everyone around them keeps reacting with "But you're Nick and Charlie! 🥹❤️" An. Entire. Hour.

What a shame for what was supposed to be our final time with characters I genuinely love. And then there's the constant music and all those montage sequences. In the series, I actually like them. They fit the rhythm perfectly. In a film... My God. At times it honestly borders on being ridiculous, but maybe I'm a boomer on this one.

I've never really been Heartstopper's core audience. I'm well past the age of most of these questions and first discoveries (even though I don't think there's ever really an age limit on discovering yourself, you know what I mean). But until now, I'd never felt excluded from the story. Even in my thirties, I understood these characters. I empathised with them. I was emotionally invested. This time, though... The film left me behind.

And finally, a quick word about Nick and Charlie themselves, because I absolutely adore them. But once again, I don't think the film format did them any favours. It almost pains me to say this, but throughout the film I never really felt their usual chemistry. That little flutter in my stomach they always gave me just... wasn't there. Even during scenes that were clearly meant to have that effect, I mostly found myself feeling... nothing. Anyway, I'll stop here.

Long live Heartstopper, a story that has given me so many wonderful memories. When I think back on it, though, I'll probably remember the series... and try not to dwell too much on the film.

[tangyyyy]

Okay, ten minutes until Heartstopper Forever drops on Netflix?

Sounds like the perfect time for me to go grocery shopping and take my car to the garage... 😅

I do love making myself wait.

[russianblush]

shane: *sends dick pic* don't keep me waiting ;)

ilya:

[thisfeebleheart]

[snail-mail-33]

the day they win the cup together Shane finally lets Ilya snort a fat line off his cock send post

[snail-mail-33]

@vesnuszki 😳

[vesnuszki]

And okay so shane tries to downplay how good it was for him so that he doesn’t really encourage ilya to want to do it again but he can’t stop thinking about it…. So next year for Ilya’s birthday he pulls up with an elegant box (ilya thinks ok he got me cufflinks or sth) and when he opens it there is a small plastic baggie with one (1) gram of cocaine.

[tangyyyy]

I can't believe I've abandoned like ten Hollanov fics, I'm struggling to write anything at all... and yet here I am seriously thinking about writing one about Haaland and Bellingham. I don't even like football! But who am I kidding? Let's be honest... it's never been the puck or the ball that interested me in the first place...

[shilyas]

condo stairway scene gets me every single time bc of the way ilya lingers. the way he takes way too long to tie his shoes & adjust his jeans, the way he stands for a moment even though his cab is definitely there & the way he teases shane as he slowly lowers himself to give the sweetest, most unhurried kiss goodbye.

[gardenxkisses]

Reblog to give your mutuals a weed brownie 😄

[carolsturka]

imagine you're having the worst day of your life and timothee chalamet shows up #mbappe