Let me be your anchor in these rough tides - gongfourz .
Idk if it all transferred when I copy and pasted it so I added the ao3 link
Content warning - s*tuationship, author’s experiences, mental health, self-harm, hinting of bad childhood and neglect, this was made as a vent fic when things and my s*tuationship were rough 💀 praying they do not find this ❌
Things had been rough between Donghyun and Dongmin recently, and Dongmin could feel that the other male was pulling away. He was never the type to speak about his feelings, and he was never the type to understand the point of attempting to do so, however, he had the mindset that he would do anything for the Kim Donghyun, and if talking about it would increase the chances of him being more successful with the love of his life, he would do it instant. And that was what he was doing to do.
Actually, taking a few of the things from the previous paragraph out, Dongmin's vulnerability had only began coming out, specifically, towards his closest friends. This situation was destroying him, and it was like this mental disease just wanted to torment him, and how it did that? It spread. It had spread across his thighs, and it had spread across his wrists, and he was so, incredibly disgusted in himself for it.
He needed communication, and he especially needed to be told things, and without that, his mind spiraled back to old traumas, like a tree that suddenly began to die, losing all of its leaves, bark being teared off like there was no beauty left.
Being vulnerable made him feel ugly. It made him feel like the most unpleasant thing on the planet.
So to deal with this, Dongmin had decided he wanted to sort things out, and sort them out fast. To do that, he chose to call Donghyun over, asking if they could talk. The cherry-haired male had reluctantly agreed, saying that he would be there soon, however, he had given a prior warning that he would have work soon, giving them a rough two or three to try and talk about things.
Dongmin was aware that things had been rough, and he knew that he had contributed in making things rough for Donghyun — At some point, out of impulsivity, he even began encouraging Donghyun to leave out of fear that he was not good enough for him, and the lack of response that he received, in all honesty, had made him worse. He did not want to excuse that moment of his, he needed to talk about it, and he needed to do something about it.
Han Dongmin had many regrets, and this was one of them, one of his greatest regrets of all, however, he tried to take it back. He was so desperate for Donghyun, and Donghyun was all that he had ever wanted. He will never blame himself for wanting him, and he would never regret the choice that he made after. He will never regret fighting for Kim Donghyun, fighting for the one person that he had treasured the most.
There was so much guilt in his heart, however, that guilt would never have the capability to overcome the love that he felt to this individual.
It was selfish that he didn't want to let Donghyun go, and he would remain selfish, no hesitation.
This "individual" that he only ever wants to love, and this "individual" that he never wants to ever let go. The black-haired male was extremely serious about this, he was extremely serious about Donghyun, and if Donghyun would let him, he wanted to give all the love that he had for him, and he wanted to treat him with the respect and tenderness that he deserved.
Before feeling fear, Dongmin's heart ached. It ached due to the absolute desire he had for Donghyun, and that was what drove him to fight — and what will drive him to not ever give up on him.
Back to the previous matter, the conversation he was planning to have was the type of conversation that would either make or break a relationship — Dongmin was entirely aware of that. Extremely aware, and in the middle of spring, the season of new beginnings, all he had was desperation and hope for this to go well, and he was willing to go lengths for this.
A twenty minute journey from Donghyun's to Dongmin's.
He struggled to think about what to say, his mind going blank, and his body reacting to the amount of stress that he felt in this situation.
In all honesty, Dongmin was impatient. He knew that it would take Donghyun twenty minutes to get to his house, so he waited twenty minutes behind the door, still getting startled when he heard the door bell ring, followed by the three knocks on the door that he was oh, so familiar with. His heart was racing, and he had no idea how to feel. He was feeling so much at once, and because of that, it all just felt like nothing. He didn't know how to feel, and he was never taught how to feel.
As expected, the conversation began small, Donghyun stayed with his distant nature, and it was killing Dongmin. Dongmin was attached, and he knew it. He knew it was wrong, and he knew that he should not have been as affected as he was. The black-haired male wasn't healthy, mentally, and he knew that. He was so, so aware of that, but he was going to get help, he will get help.
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Dongmin can feel the tension in the air, and as the silence goes on, the tension begins to increase.
One minute of silence then turns into five minutes of silence, the air continuing to get thicker.
"Okay," Dongmin starts, fiddling with his fingers. Both men are sat on the kitchen table, opposite each other. Laying on the centre of the table are a vase of roses, which for Dongmin, always represented how much he wanted Donghyun in his life, even taking lengths to keep his favourite things in his own home.
"— I need us to talk to each other," The male continues, his voice shaking, and tears threatening to fall. "Donghyun-ah.. I really want this to work. I need this to work, so please, let me talk to you, and please, talk to me as well."
Donghyun shifts, visibly uncomfortable.
"What should we talk about?" He asks, not saying anything after.
Dongmin wipes his eyes before anything can fall down, "I don't know... I just need to listen to you, and I want you to listen to me. If we want to make this work, I feel like it is so important that we have a conversation where we both are vulnerable. I don't want to keep feeling these ways, and I'm sure that this is affecting you just as much as it is affecting me."
"Hm." He receives in response.
Dongmin struggles to recognise Donghyun's thoughts, and it's making him lose his mind.
"....So, do you want to go or should I go?" The taller male asks.
Theres a small silence between each line spoken. It is clear that both parties are uncomfortable, but this is necessary. Dongmin feels and knows that this is necessary, especially if they both do decide to move things forward.
"You can." The rose male answers, his voice soft, like a childhood show mimicking the sound of twinkling stars.
"Right."
"Uhm.."
"I'm sorry.." Dongmin stumbles through his words, his mind going blank.
Donghyun holds his hand out, attempting to reassure him,
"Please, take your time."
Dongmin doesn't know what to do with Donghyun's hand. His finger tips touch his, and things feel more at ease.
He attempts to begin again, still stuttering with his words.
"To be honest, my mental health is declining. It isn't you, I promise. Things are rough, and to be honest, I feel like you're just pushing me away." He pauses, trying to stop himself from breaking down, his finger tips pressing harder down on Donghyun's, showing his true distress in the situation. "It makes you feel like you don't want to do this with me, and it makes me feel like you don't love me like you used to. Please.. I want to do anything to fix this. I don't understand, I really don't understand. —"
Another pause.
"— things have gotten so bad and I feel like you don't value me as you used to, but I don't want to think that. I know it's my brain telling me these things, I know it's my brain telling me I don't deserve you, but sometimes, it's like my mind is right.
"I feel disgusting. I feel so, so disgusting for feeling because I feel so much. I relapsed and it isn't your fault, and it never will be. I don't know what is wrong with me, but I don't want it to affect you, I don't want it to scare you off.
"Donghyun-ah, I'm terrified. I am so scared. So scared of you leaving. Please I need us to talk, I need us to stay together because you are so special to me, so dear to me, and I don't understand when you begin to be distant to me." Dongmin speaks for a good fourty minutes, and Donghyun stays silent, listening. He can hear the desperation in the black-haired male's voice, it is near impossible to miss.
"I have problems with attachment. It's clear, I think you have figured that out already, but I promise, I'll try and change things. Im getting help! Im getting help, so please, I want this to work, I'll stick with it, I want to be good for you, I want to be good. Donghyun-ah, please talk to me, I don't want this to end, I never want this to end."
By the time Dongmin finishes speaking, his grip Donghyun's hand is hard. His soft hand barely gives him comfort as tears begin to fall down his cheeks. His face turning red, burning as the rest of his body is cold.
"Please, just talk to me Donghyun, I need you to talk to me."
"Alright.." The cherry male agrees, his voice quiet. "I have my own things going on too, which is why I get so distant. I promise it isn't on purpose, but I have a reason.
"When you have a problem, you never come to me. You go to Jaehyun, or someone else — I'll ask, and they'll already know. And it just feels like there is nothing for me there, like you don't want to do anything with me, like you don't believe we have this together.
"You have so many other people to speak to and it feels like I'm on my own, like i am left in the dark. It's hell. It is absolute hell. I've been dealing with things on my own, which is why I naturally pull away. I am sorry, I don't mean to."
The way Donghyun speaks is slow, agonising, and Dongmin feels so much blame on himself. He wishes he could be there for Donghyun, he wishes he was there, and he is disappointed that he was incapable of realising that he wasn't.
Hes disgusting.
He is so, so, disgusting.
"—I pulled away because it hurts less when I am blamed for things, but then I get blamed for pulling away. I don't want to hurt you, and if I'm hurting you- if I am hurting the people I care about, I can't do this. I really can't do this at all."
Theres silence for around three minutes before Dongmin begins to apologise,
"I am sorry for not recognising that. I am sorry for making you feel that way. I need you to know that I will always be there for you, I just need you to know this, please," he begins to cry out, wiping his eyes once more. He does that a few times before he continues to speak,
"I should have gone to you first. I was stupid not to, I am sorry. I am sorry for not making you feel heard or seen, and I'm sorry for being incapable of sheltering you from those feelings,"
He's stuttering, struggling to breathe out of the sheer stress he feels from this.
The guilt he feels will never be able to be recreated, and he feels like he has committed the greatest sin that has ever existed.
Dongmin begins to beg, with lack of shame of how silent Donghyun is. He cares so much. He cares too much.
"Please don't pull away, please stop pulling away. I want to be there for you, so please, tell me how you feel, come to me when you are down.
"If you let me, I want to treat you better, I want to recognise my mistakes and I need that second chance I'm sorry, I'm so sorry."
Donghyun clears his throat, while Dongmin's tears are uncontrolled, like a hurricane, everywhere, with all sorts of emotional colours flying around.
"Please don't apologise, Dongmin, I want the best for you and I know if you hurt me it is never intentionally."
He pauses, clearly wanting to say something else.
"– i dont think this will work, and it definitely is not healthy.
"No matter how much I want it, too."
Dongmin's heart drops. His tears stop falling, and all of his emotions merge into one, then they separated, and merge again. It's like it's on purpose. It's like his emotions want him to act irrationally, and it's like they want him to be confused.
"I-is..there nothing I can do?" His voice cracks, as he begins to look down, avoiding eye contact with his love.
"I'm sorry for everything, please, I think we can make this w-work! As long as we communicate properly, I don't want this to end, I don't want to lose you—
"If it's your mental state I'll respect your choice, I promise, but I don't want to just give up, not after this conversation, not ever. I don't want to force you into anything, either, please! I know we can make this work!"
Dongmin's voice stays frantic, in clear distress and panic. He can't do this. He can't do this now, and he can't do this ever.
"It isn't that— I'm more scared of hurting you and then getting hurt. Its too much for you, I know you aren't the best mentally and it's selfish for me to stay with you,
I don't think I can treat you how you deserve, I don't want to make you relapse i don't want to make things worse for you.
I don't want to stay if all I will do it hurt the people that I care about."
Dongmin doesn't deserve anything. He knows that, and he feels it everyday. He feels the guilt, and he feels the disgust towards himself.
He hurt Donghyun. He doesn't deserve anything.
Dongmin hurts more around him than Donghyun does, but the fact that he hurt Donghyun clouds up his own mine and he needs to cover his face for a moment, rock back and forth to stop this, to stop these disgusting thoughts about himself, and to stop the thoughts against himself.
He doesn't want to hurt himself. He doesn't want to relapse.
But in front of Donghyun, he is being told to.
"Please! — I'll tell you if I get hurt, I'll communicate everything to you. I seriously think we can do this, please,
I'll get help, I'm getting help. I'll stick with it, I don't want to lose you, please, don't leave me alone. I want to be good for you, I want you to be selfish, I don't want this to end, I don't want this to end, I don't want this to end." The black-haired males pace in speaking is fast, so fast. His body language exactly tells the other male how he is feeling, with his legs constantly bouncing up and down, and his fists clenched as hard as they possibly could.
Donghyun speaks once again, "I think you're too attached. It's unhealthy. I'll make this harder if you get help, I'll bring you down."
"–You won't!" Dongmin exclaimed, tears falling down again.
"I will."
"Stop! You won't. I need you to tell me about you things I need you to tell me when you need to detach! I'll understand– No, I'll try and understand,
I- I just need things to be told to me clearly!"
Because he never had that when he was young.
Dongmin had always lived with silence when there was something wrong within his family. It was either that, or he was yelled at, lashed out at, with no capability of recognising what he had done.
No one would understand him with this, and that was okay.
He felt as though there was no one in the world that would ever want to attempt to understand someone like him, a disgusting beast. A disgusting beast that was incapable of recognising right and wrong, he felt like he genuinely couldn’t do anything. He knew it wasn’t his fault, and he knew it was his upbringing, but all of the voices in his head always got to him first. They always attempted to kill him first, and it worked.
There was nothing wrong with him. There was everything wrong with him. And he felt as though he only had himself to blame, nothing else, no one else. Not his upbringing, nothing. He hated trying to victimise himself, but it was also hell when he felt like he was the most aware person on the planet,
The most repulsive creature on the planet. He was disgusting, and he knew that, he has always known.
So many unanswered questions, left like riddles that he was meant to willingly solve. He never wanted to solve them, ever,
Had he been the devil in his past life for all of this to happen to him? For all of this to pour down on him?
Dongmin continues, his heart shattering more, but still full of determination to make this work — "If you don't want this, say it, but I want this so, so badly."
"Dongmin, please, of course I do, but I'm not evil."
And that's what hurts Dongmin the most. Donghyun's lack of hesitation in loving him, but his fear of being selfish and hurting him. He hates this. He hates this so much.
He doesn't want Donghyun to keep worrying, he doesn't want him to have doubts. He doesn't want any more hesitations.
"But you wont be evil if you try, I promise. I don't want to lose you, you're the best person I have ever met, please, I need you to rethink this." Dongmin begs, and he will continue begging to get his point laid down.
"I have never loved anyone as much as I've loved you and I never want that to change, please, think. I'll be willing to do anything, I just need you to be willing as well."
There is such clear desperation in the way he says this, and clear desire for the male across from him.
"Dongmin, you are too attached. It wouldn’t be good for you, I push people away, and I’m distant because I don’t know how else to deal with things– I’m immature and not good.” This time, when Donghyun says it, it isn’t an ‘I think’, it’s a statement.
‘But you’re good for me, too good for me,’ Dongmin wants to say. There is so much that he wants to say.
So much in his mind that he needs to get out. Never in his life has he ever wanted to express his heart, never in his life has he ever wanted his heart to explode so that someone could see what was inside of it, because if anyone was to taste what was in his heart, all that they would taste is Kim Donghyun. If anyone was to listen to Dongmin’s heartbeats, all they would hear is Kim Donghyun’s voice.
Kim Donghyun is everything to him.
Han Dongmin knows what he wants, and he refuses to back down.
All Han Dongmin wants is for Kim Donghyun to let him give him all the love that he has for him, to hold his hand, to brush his hair, to give him kisses everywhere.
That is all that he wants.
“We can work on things together, I think we are both so, so capable of doing that, Donghyun-ah..
“I don’t care if you’re immature, so am I, and.. I know that doesn’t seem right. I know you’re going to think that we should be together, but I promise, we can mature together. I don’t care if you think you’re not good because I genuinely, genuinely believe that we can do this together, me and you, please.”
“Please just give me a chance,” Dongmin pleads.
Donghyun stands up, beginning to speak, “you keep talking like you’re the problem, but that’s not it, you aren’t”
Dongmin wont give up. He wont give this up because he knows this is what he wants, and he heart Donghyun, himself, say that he wanted it too.
“You think you’re the problem but you’re not. We both have our own problems, I just need you to realise that we both need to fight for this. I want you to fight for this. Please, please don’t give up on me, please don’t give up on yourself.
You aren’t evil if you try, I promise.”
Dongmin says this as he begins to stand up, moving his chair out, slowly approaching Donghyun.
“I know you’re worried for me, I know youre scared of hurting me, but I know what I want. I would rather get hurt in the process of staying with you than get hurt because you don’t want to fight for us, because you don’t want to fight for me.”
Dongmin means every word that he says, and there’s so much more that he wants to say.
You aren’t evil if you try, I promise.”
Dongmin says this as he begins to stand up, moving his chair out, slowly approaching Donghyun.
“I know you’re worried for me, I know youre scared of hurting me, but I know what I want. I would rather get hurt in the process of staying with you than get hurt because you don’t want to fight for us, because you don’t want to fight for me.”
Dongmin means every word that he says, and there’s so much more that he wants to say.
“You are the most serious that I have ever been for anyone, and I mean this so seriously. Please, stop trying to push me away.”
Donghyun attempts to do just as he was asked not to do, but physically. Dongmin’s grip is strong however, stopping Donghyun from doing so.
"No — you cant do this to me, you cant let me do this to you." Donghyun begins, his voice trembling and his tears, his eyes like an exploding star, imaginatively beautiful. "I'm so scared, Dongmin. I am so, so scared." The red-head's voice is unsteady, and his pace is fast, however, despite those, the execution of his words stay soft.
“I’m not evil. I’m not evil,” Donghyun repeats to himself, still feeling Dongmin’s grip on his wrist.
“You aren’t evil, you aren’t evil at all, Donghyun-ah.
“I am so willing to take the risk with you if you let me, if you accept me. We have talked about the issues we had, and that’s what I wanted. But I didn’t want us to talk about them so you could decide we weren’t good together, so please, listen to me —
“If we try, and you don’t like it,
I will let you give up. I will stop begging you to try. But I will never give up on you.”
And just as Dongmin thinks tht at he has convinced Donghyun enough, a quiet alarm comes from the cherry-haired makes pocket, and Dongmin lets go out of respect.
It is clear that Donghyun wants to talk more, and it is so clear that he wants to say something, but the words that exit his mouth leave the other male in disappointment.
“Dongmin, I need to go to work now. I want to talk, but I don’t think now works.”
And just like that, Dongmin hums in understanding and disappointment, watching as his beauty walks away, listening to the door open and shut, indicated that he had left the house.
He felt empty. He felt abandoned, once again.
He knew it wasn’t Donghyun’s fault, he knew he couldn’t control his shifts, but the grief he felt towards the feelings that Donghyun used to have for him completely overwhelmed him.
He didn’t want to be left alone. He didn’t want to be alone. He didn’t want to feel that loneliness he felt before meeting Donghyun ever again, and he especially did not want for his feelings to be no longer reciprocated.
All that Han Dongmin wanted was to be loved by Kim Donghyun, because he knew that no matter what outcome there would be, he would always love him, even if the younger male didn’t let him.
And if they spoke again, and if Donghyun let him, he would be his anchor when tides got rough, no questions asked, and no hesitation at all.
This is lwk humiliating bc I was Deadass begging but we live. I HOPEFULLY they don’t see this . Dongmin’s feelings towards leehan are based on my feelings towards them (theyve seen bits and they said it was obvious 💀 kill me now) …… whatever..
LOVE AT LATTE LANE! ─ a spinoff of TERMS AND CONDITIONS APPLY!
જ⁀➴ SYNOPSIS .ᐟ You just came back to Seoul after studying abroad—and instead of your famous older brother Jaehyun picking you up, one of the influencers from Myungnyanghakz, he sends Taesan : the blunt, infuriatingly attractive barista from Tré Seoul who you may or may not have developed a secret crush on through his viral online appearances. Wanting a fresh start—and definitely not choosing it because it’s near him—you take a job at a trendy new café, only to discover it’s Tré Seoul’s newest rival. Now, with both cafés banning staff from interacting, your nonstop bickering with Taesan starts feeling dangerously close to flirting. But when the internet begins paying attention, keeping your identity hidden may be harder than resisting him.
⤷ ゛PAIRING ˎˊ˗ barista!taesan x rival barista!reader (jaehyun's little sister) GENRE(S) ˎˊ˗ smau, slow burn, forbidden love, rivals to lovers, fluff, comedy, angst, mystery WARNING(S) ˎˊ˗ kys/kms jokes, sexual jokes, gay jokes, random timestamps/timeskips, profanities, mentions of food, manipulation, defamation, blackmail STATUS ˎˊ˗ tbc ~
╰┈➤ AUTHOR'S NOTE ! hihi everyone!! 💕 it's been exactly one year since I first posted Terms and Conditions Apply! and honestly I still can't believe the response it got and how much love you all gave it 😭💔 so what better way to celebrate than bringing you back to this universe?? 😉 ~ Love at Latte Lane! is the official T&Cs spinoff and I'm so excited to finally share it with you all!! Taesan has always been one of my favourite characters to write in T&Cs and I felt like he deserved his own story so this came out of it hehe ~ 🥹
a few things before you start reading : I highly recommend reading Terms and Conditons Apply! before diving into LaLL!! while you can enjoy this as a standalone, there's deeper lore, callbacks and context from the main smau that will make this story so much richer 🥹 you can find T&Cs on my masterlist !! ~ also this smau is dedicated to my beloved moot @hollyoongs who designed the most beautiful header for this 😭 she's incredibly talented and I love her so much MWUAH !! 💋
˚⊱ PROFILES ⊰˚
latte losers | jaehyun's groping victims (ft. new additions!)
SYNOPSIS ➜ after a fake rumour circled around koz university that led to her reputation being ruined, l/n y/n can’t seem to get along with anyone without receiving judgemental looks besides her loyal friend group, until he came along. it all started with being paired up for a project, to meeting up for study sessions, to something even more than just that.
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epilogue — the end
previous ; masterlist
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a/n: ANDDDD THATS A WRAP! thank you all so much for supporting my first ever smau series and being patient with it during my unannounced break i really appreciate it 🥹💞 but fret not! i have a new smau in the making and ill post the masterlist once im done making all the chapters cuz of consistency reasons…yeah we know how well that went with this one 😬😬😬 well until then, ill be inactive for the rest of june due to exams (and also my bday omg my sweet 16 😛) but i have plenty of new things coming soon like not one, but THREE oneshots in the making (and the new smau series ofc) and i need to start making stuff on my enha blog… one more thing, i want to thank yaya again so much for helping me with the production of this smau by helping with the synopsis i love u so much yaya ur the sebek to my silver, the rei to my gaeul, the leehan to my taesan and much more 🥹🥹🥹 holy yap ok see u all in the summer and until then, this is fae signing out!
💌 : As idols, you must stay professional, no matter what dirty look you are given, or who you are stood by. That was a rule. And it was a rule that Han Taesan from BOYNEXTDOOR and Y/N from ILLIT did not follow.
When he was a trainee, Han Dongmin decided that he needed to improve on his English. His solution? It was to get himself a penpal, where he, over letters, met y/n, who also wanted to become an idol. Unfortunately for him, he decided to fall for this penpal, and even he was even more unlucky to be sent a letter where she was talking about her new boyfriend at fourteen. He was heart broken. So deciding to ghost her, he thought there would be no consequences. That was until the survival show ‘RUNEXT?’ went on air, and he realised who one of the winning contestants were definitely going to be.
pairing han taesan x fem!reader
contents/genre enemies to lovers, forced proximity, coincidental appearances, idol au, smau . they argue a lot and also talk badly about each other a lot .
status - to come ! Estimated release mid june/mid july!
note - third time rewriting this im sorry,,, im just never satisfied….. i get it im ugly ………
you start playing connections because of your crush
۫ ꣑ৎ 태산 x 𝒻!reader ft. bnd , leesol of kiiikiii , rei of ive genre fluff crack romance high school au non idol au warnings taesan is a loser both are downbad profanity slightly suggestive jokes
from fae — hi…. its been a while😅😅😅 so nkwis will be put on hold for a bit sorry but im back with an smau oneshot oooh fancy ✌️😂 also new layout do we like? ty alya for helping with title heh . masterlist
-> in which y/n has held a slight grudge against woonhak for months, deciding to even create a (hopefully) light-hearted hate account towards him. Little did she know, it would end up gaining quite a lot of attention, even making Kim Woonhak, himself, a little curious.
pairing ! idol!woonhak x illit 6th member!reader
ignore timestamps MESSAGES IN WOONHAKS POV
part three -> [Part four] -> softlaunching extras!
a/n; second to last part ................................................................................................................ i hope you guys enjoyed we are going to make a jaehyun one if anyone is interested if you aren't interested i will just go die then
poonhak tl (open for last part haha); @ivehan @sisakoekiee @woonhakiess @velvetmae @jih00nlover @mouldyvoldysworld @tinybitofhope i think thats the tl... im so disorganised... thanku for reading guys....
made with @luckiefurz !! we brainstormed this equally together really ideas wise lol... enjoy !
-> in which y/n has held a slight grudge against woonhak for months, deciding to even create a (hopefully) light-hearted hate account towards him. Little did she know, it would end up gaining quite a lot of attention, even making Kim Woonhak, himself, a little curious.
pairing ! idol!woonhak x illit 6th member!reader
ignore timestamps MESSAGES IN WOONHAKS POV
Part two -> [Part three] -> four
ok i obviously do not support incest . i just saw the pickup line on reddit and thought it was funny,,,, anyways final part is part 4 (i think) !!! im nervy i hope u enjoyed pls let me know if you did <33
poonhak tl (open for last part haha); @ivehan @sisakoekiee @woonhakiess @velvetmae @jih00nlover
-> in which y/n has held a slight grudge against woonhak for months, deciding to even create a (hopefully) light-hearted hate account towards him. Little did she know, it would end up gaining quite a lot of attention, even making Kim Woonhak, himself, a little curious.
pairing ! idol!woonhak x illit 6th member!reader
ignore timestamps + riwoo and sunghos accounts should be private but i forgor..
Part one -> [Part two] -> Part three
hai :3 i genuinely thought this was gonna be a two parter but here we are it might even reach 4 parts where they get romantical ......... >.>
creds; @luckiefurz for helping me with the entire thing // layout ! + the poonhak pfp and banner
-> in which y/n has held a slight grudge against woonhak for months, deciding to even create a (hopefully) light-hearted hate account towards him. Little did she know, it would end up gaining quite a lot of attention, even making Kim Woonhak, himself, a little curious.
pairing ! idol!woonhak x illit 6th member!reader
ignore timestamps + riwoo and sunghos accounts should be private but i forgor..
[Part one] -> Part two
!! part 2 to come soon ! i have exams might not be for a while but there will be a part 2 !!
thanku for reading kinda nervy about this being my first oneshot ! this is obviously a piece of fiction and i do love unhak :3
dededos
areudirty
vaporwave
romaincrisis
titsay
germansingergirl
snowghoul
blakekathryn
