blackberries and sandcastles and ladybugs

and we can dance in the mystery, with the dance as the point all along

[tessasilverswan]

pinned post except it's for me bc the in-blog search function is fucking useless and i want to find the stuff i tag for that purpose specifically

and these are for you if you're reading:

[twinyardz]

virtually the only person that kevin spent the first decade of his life with dying and leaving him alone….virtually the only person that kevin spent the second decade of his life with dying and leaving him alone….i wouldn’t be surprised if part of kevin’s ‘all that matters to me is the perfect game’ schtick is that he’s never seen any proof that there’s anything else out there - love, happiness, friendship, family - that he’s able to grasp and actually keep

[tessasilverswan]

taumoeba party bus taumoeba party bus taumoeba party bus taumoeba party bus taumoeba party bus taumoeba p

[tessasilverswan]

you'd think the hard part of lemon custard would be the custard but no apparently it's getting it to taste like lemon

[tessasilverswan]

update nobody asked for but i am happy to give: tried again with at the very least 70 mL of lemon juice and finally got it. gluttony: 1 subpar cooking skills: 0

[stringcage]

"hot girl summer" "hot girl walk" i hot girl hate you

[segamascott]

[loveridden1999]

whatever needs to be said was said in iris by the goo goo dolls

[segamascott]

[twinyardz]

jean perfectly stripping dark box dye from neil’s hair and bringing it back to its natural red having done that precisely 0 times before and carrying it out with no help, no sleep, and only the lighting of a dark ass basement over the course of a single night is just proof that jean really can do absolutely anything that he puts his mind to

[jordiipordii]

idk if its just me but do you also mourn the man seth gordon could have been if he was given some time to grow???

I THINK ABOUT THIS DAILY, NO IT IS NOT AT ALL JUST YOU. OUCCCCCCHHHHH ;_;

Seth who could’ve gotten clean and stayed that way. Seth who could’ve (possibly) gone Pro if he’d had a change of heart aka gotten to SEE the impact Neil had on the foxes. Seth who for sure WOULD’VE LIKED NEIL DAMMIT-

Social worker Seth who would’ve married Allison and maybe had kids and he would’ve still been a lil bit of an asshole by nature but never a dead beat, never ‘idk go ask your mom’ nooooo never any of that. Maybe could’ve been the best man at Matt’s wedding (if Neil hadn’t worked his way into Matt’s heart lol)

I don’t just mourn who Seth could’ve been; I also mourn exactly who he was and I think about that man every single day oh I miss him

Thanks for the ask 😭 He lives on in spirit and also Kevin Day’s- aaaah ykw nevermind lol

[arcadiaak]

i think we should let Katelyn date the superior blonde player of the foxes

[sashimi55]

Human bodies are so weird like the upper half consists of every single vital organ and the lower half is legs

[dambiex]

[tessasilverswan]

it's been entirely too long since i last listened to this place will become your tomb

[depsidase]

[bubblegum-gf]

reblogging a funny low note count textpost on your dash made by your mutual's mutual kinda feels like walking up to two strangers on the street and laughing loudly at their joke

[valend]

It’s kinda like this

[tactiletelekonesis]

wait hold on i never see people talk about this specific part of aaron’s bonus chapter and it drives me fucking crazy

“Someone like you wouldn’t understand the importance of hiding scars.” can we talk about how significant this line is???? aaron has andrew so on the backfoot in this conversation that andrew is trying to deflect by bringing up his scars. his scars, of all things. he’s seeing discussion of neil as such dangerous territory that he’s willing to risk aaron figuring out he has self harm scars

and aaron KNOWS he’s implying something, he just is so focused on his goal that he tables it for later. “There was something more there; he could feel a warning heat along the back of his thoughts.” he’s not stupid!! he knows andrew is trying to distract him with a secret!!! once he takes the time to focus on it, he’ll put the pieces together with a little effort

and andrew KNOWS this. he is banking on aaron putting it together and hoping it’ll pull the conversation off track. it doesn’t work, but that’s his goal. he doesn’t want to talk about neil with betsy so badly that he decides he’d rather aaron know he has self harm scars than allow the conversation to continue

everyone focuses on aaron’s snarky comments and the fact that he wins but i never see anything about the fact that andrew gives up this secret to try to avoid talking about neil. it’s crazy!!!

and on the next page we get the line “Andrew was picking idly at his jeans: an agitated tic that had mostly disappeared once his medicine was out of his system. Maybe he was a thousand miles from here, pretending this conversation wasn’t happening, or maybe he needed a few more moments to come to terms with their easy acceptance.” the whole scene is just andrew being uncomfortable and on edge when he can’t steer the conversation in the direction he wants. he’s so uncomfortable that he’s indulging in a nervous tic he has more control of now than he had in the past and using his own closely guarded secrets as bait to try to get control back

i’m going insane i’m like that one iasip “can we talk about the mail?” meme but with this scene (meme under the cut)

[tessasilverswan]

i love science