We are the Swarm

We used to be multi-soup, but the account got axed, so now we're the nostalgic hive!! We're quoigenic and pro endo. Body is 26.

[th3-n0sta1gic-hiv3]

Intro/Pinned

Hi hi!! This was multi-soup, but our main got terminated so here we are with a new account. Also we're a genderfluid femboy. Our new main is @nico-villin. Also Silver and Indie now have their own blog @the-bird-brains

EDIT: We don't do donation asks/posts. We don't have money for our own shit. Also added a new headmate.

Age: 26

Pronouns: He/they/it/etc

We're quoigenic, pro endo, origins aren't something we care about.

We're a median (technically misaconscious) collective.

There's 11 of us, "intros" below:

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(Slide) 57103- A tvhead. Pronouns are TV/they/star/it

Alice- Alice in wonderland fictive (no specifics, but there's a closeness to the American McGee version) Pronouns are she/her

Kai- Alien cat creature thing, vibed with the design more than anything. Pronouns are he/they

Khetan- Tootheye with melty/goop hair (not a part of any specific tootheye species). Pronouns are he/him

Lumen- So we mentioned creating a headmate from MAH blog in the past, actually that won't happen, at least not really, instead Lumen here is that headmate. Anthro cow. Pronouns they/it/fae.

Mango- Mangle fictive. Pronouns are she/star

Nico- Anthro dog. Pronouns are he/him

Sena- Incubus/demon. Pronouns are she/fae

Silver- Alicorn dragon hybrid, looks like MLP pony but ISN'T. Pronouns are he/him

Van Den Velde Script- Skeleton (NOT Sans, Papyrus, or Gaster, just looks like he's an au). Pronouns are he/him

Vanilla Extract- Actually indigo, hi if you remember me on multi-soup I'd talk about not having a set form in headspace and changing it often, well it seems I'm settled on this one...for now at least... Pronouns are he/they/it/fae

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Now for the DNI:

Homophobes/transphobes/terfs/swerfs/radfems/etc

Anti ace and aro people/anti poly/anti pan or bi/"A stands for ally" people FUCK OFF no it doesn't

Radqueers, transID, transrace, etc.

Pedos/MAPS/MIKs/Zoos/etc

Anti-endos (we're pro endo)

DDLG/ABDL/Ageplayers/including "sfw" these things (you're not sfw you just want to pass off as such so you can avoid getting blocked FUCK OFF)

Anti-otherkin/fictionkin/agere/petre/introject/fictive/etc

[inthetags]

Imagine your mind is filled with fictional characters who operate your brain, like in the movie Inside Out. Which characters are running the show? (name them in the tags)

[th3-n0sta1gic-hiv3]

I'm uhhh just gonna say this once. Just a quick little thing.

I an anti radqueer given how... open they are to certain subjects but I am also against the "radnormal" label.. thing.

I also find that anyone who has a "radnormal" blog all have this massive red flag they're raising. Cause the entire purpose of the blog is to say how much they want rqs dead and like... buddy.. no one likes you when you're just sitting on your PC or phone writing down how much you want to see another person dead on the streets. No one who has any amount of mental health wants to be around someone who spends hours bad mouthing people they dislike in ways that strip them of their humanity.

No one likes you when you're being a dick and only want to talk bad about others. You "found a good way to hate people" and people who don't like that won't like you for doing it, which again is most people who aren't also sucked into the hate train. What happens in these groups when you stop hating for a second? When you try to breathe and live your life for a day, what do you come back to?

I have the same questions for anti endos actually... what happens in your system spaces when you're not blaming endos for things? Are you "allowed" to just exist in those groups talking about your headmates, or maybe sharing ways to talk to your therapists/psychiatrists? Do you talk to the same people you scream at endos with about that funny interaction with a fictive? Do you talk about that thing you got to make that one system member happy? Do you talk about the struggles of doing dishes while someone won't stop scream singing the macarena?

Are you allowed to exist in these same spaces, with these same people, when you're not talking about hating someone else?

[animentality]

[tropidollz]

I love the term "pluralpunk" like yes I'm punk for supporting all plurals !!! I love my plural moots !! I'm a traumagenic who supports endogenics !! It doesn't make me or anyone less or more valid because we are all equal !! Your existence is not a debate !! You matter so much and you deserve so many good things !!!

Become pluralpunk today !!! It made me 100x times happier !! It will make you 100x times happier !!!!

[pixeljade]

i am a SUCKER for characters who start out as copies of other characters but eventually become their own people, their own identities, completely different from who they once reflected

[im0nline]

@funnier-as-a-system

[th3-n0sta1gic-hiv3]

Gender

So a friend of mine has asked me on occasion why I'm trans. Like why I feel my agab is incorrect and all and like... I haven't had to explain it for like... 4-6 years so the reasons I had have kinda been buried.

Like I had the standard reasons, I'm intersex and don't feel the doctors actually forced me to have the "right" shit, I hate my chest completely, and socially being a woman was just... never a thing for me. Like legally I am and medically I am, but like personally it never... meant anything to me. Like every time I was a girl with guys I ""had"" to be the girltm of the group and it was just generally exhausting.

But there are other aspects that I've always massively ignored/wasn't sure how to explain and I guess I'll try here... I was... very socialized to be female.

I was "allowed" to be a tomboy, but my parent's didn't really like it, especially in my teen years. When I was 16 for halloween I went as the "anti me" and so my mom and I went prom dress shopping for the best pink dress that was exactly not for me but wasn't literally terrible yknow? And she had me pose in every pink dress I tried on since I was "finally being a girl". For note I realised I was trans at 16 almost 17 so this situation was...rough to deal with, always left a bad taste in my mouth (my mother is the most tomboy woman you'd ever meet but oh my god she was just straight up "oohh my GIRRRRLLLLLL" the entire fucking time, it felt gross). I was allowed to have interests in anything I wanted, but I was still told to sit properly, don't say x things, people don't like girls who do y, etc etc. My sister who's younger also isn't too "girly" outside of wanting to be a cosmopolitan/tist? (makeup.. job ...person sorry I don't know the word and they're all sounding wrong idk...)

Growing up my sister and I also knew my mom wanted a boy (for note I had a brother who didn't make it who's birth/death led to me being born) when she was pregnant with my sister her friends commented on her wanting a boy. When I was a teen/older she talked about adopting a boy in the future "if she ever wanted another kid" and she and my step dad did everything to try to love my younger step brother (I'm not going into this situation, just know he was ABUSIVE to her). But when I came out as trans (at age 19 almost 20) she was all shocked and upset, she "accepted" me, sure, as she said she would, but it "came out of nowhere" for her and due to... a lot she doesn't really call me by my chosen name or pronouns or anything. If my sister isn't on her ass she doesn't... try. A friend of hers (a fucking drag queen) ended up mentioning he could tell I was trans when we first met but he didn't say anything because he KNEW she wouldn't be able to take that info when I figured it out. Hell when I came out she mentioned Trump's bill about not allowing people to be called anything but their legal name and I just.... I kinda wish I'd proven why her point was dumb by calling her by her birth name (she hates her name and exclusively goes by her nickname). She's a fucking hypocrite who raised my sister and I expecting us to be the """perfect girls""" when she's never been a """"perfect"""" woman herself. I put them in quotes cause I genuinely hate the idea that any of us were or are "bad" at being people as that's not my point and it's literally unachievable for anyone. Like sorry I tried to be a girl but literally felt like I was faking as far back as when I was single digits in age..

Also skated by it but my sperm donor isn't ANY better, he's actually faarrrrr worse. My youngest step brother came out before I did and the sperm donor didn't accept him AT ALL (his name is also a nickname to his deadname and the dickhead stopped calling him by that name after he came out). He also tried adopting a boy but lost custody for being a POS to everyone. Also I dropped contact with him at age 14/15 so his involvement is a LOT more limited and straight trash than my mother who actually cared for me growing up.

It kinda just proves both of my parents wanted a boy but can't properly mentally accept who I am... and I'm genderfluid. Like sure my mom got me a flag and I still live with her, but like... I'm disabled, so the choices are limited for us both... She still loves me, can't deny that, but it's like she can't fully accept I'm a human being (as far as she's aware) with my own agency and life... My entire life has been me proving to her that I can or can't do what she expects me to.

[tropidollz]

Reminder to all systems, traumagenic or not, that your existence is not hateful, ableist or evil! Forming by other reason other than trauma is not erasing or excluding anyone's existence! You are not evil for explaining your identity and you deserve so much love and care from every1 !!! You deserve to live a happy life and you shouldn't listen to assholes who spread negativity on the internet !! :)

[gender-incinerator]

actually microlabels and xenogenders and weird pronouns are cool as fuck and anyone who says otherwise lacks whimsy in their life send post

[cuppydogshane]

all the rights that come with marriage you should be able to have without marriage btw. you should be able to designate a person who can visit you in the hospital regardless of your relationship to that person.

[kropotkindersurprise]

We salute an absolute icon 🫡

[gaylor-moon]

[captain-price-unofficially]

[ladyofspoons]

this blog supports punching fascists

[drmajalis]

Matt Frank (@mattzilla85.bsky.social)

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[notthegrouch]

This is so important though: "You're gonna get in trouble for that" reveals so much. He was planning on nobody doing anything, not because nobody stands up to him, or nobody objecting to what he says. He expects good people to be goody-two-shoes rules followers, and he expects the rules to protect him no matter what he does.

Important lesson to learn from this standing up to fascists means getting into good trouble. Get into trouble if it's worth it. Fascists will never expect it.

[proendo-adammrray]

Hey. Hey. If you're plural you're valid. Point blank period. No buts. It does not matter how or why, it does not matter what others says, if you say you're Plural you are Plural and valid. I love you. Keep living.

[ninetyy-eight98]

[maedaypayday]

@funnier-as-a-system I find it funny and I'm in one

[funnier-as-a-system]

[image description: a text exchange between two unnamed people, referred to here as Gray and Purple. The texts read:

Gray: how many other girls you talking to?

Purple: you and your other personalities

/ end description]

[hometoursandotherstuff]

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[th3-n0sta1gic-hiv3]

Random question for other peeps in the plural community. Do yall make ""fusion"" sonas? Not fusion as in a system fusion, a Steven Universe fusion.

Explanation: Members of the system sometimes "fuse" link in SU and their forms mix (or use a design we own as a form when together) these OCs (if taken for this) then become Sonas (or have internal lore now..) it isn't permanent but it often starts with the same members realllyyy liking the OC designs. It usually happens when we're deep zoning out/communicating internally, but it happens enough that we've got some wonky combos now. Not everyone has a combo form, but enough for it to feel a bit questionable.

So with that, do any of yall do this?

[editedantiendoposts]

Thinking about nuking this blog. Somebody let us know that anti willo verse blogs are talking about this blog and talking about how old we are and that our edits make no sense because the posts we edit are critical of endogenic and pro endogenic systems.

We don't know how much of that is true and don't want to start drama but the person who let us know we wont mention them.

We figured the bigger the follower count the more hate will be out there about this blog.

[th3-n0sta1gic-hiv3]

Hate is going to happen to every blog that does anything to combat the trolls, bigots, and hate fueled people on the internet.

The anti willo/endo "verse" is just another bunch of kids and young adults who have no control on their lives except their internet presence and decide to use it to tear down other people they feel emotionally threatened by.

If you feel you're in danger with this blog up definitely nuke it. Even if they're a bunch of children it's still better FOR YOU to do what you need to to keep safe.

[kewlykewl]

Happy pride to intersex transfems and intersex transmascs, I love you! Your experiences are just as valid as perisex experiences!