The Colour Wheel

🌈 Dissociative multiplicity, physically disabled, autistic, PDAer, severely traumatised, documenting our journey 🌈

[the-colourr-wheell]

ABOUT US!

Hello everyone! We had a blog on here before but we lost access to it so here’s the new one!

We are the colour wheel! We are a dissociative multiplicity. We’re pretty sure we have DID but we’ve been advised against self diagnosing by our psychiatrist, he told us to wait for our assessment to finish before we label ourselves with anything for definite.

We are physically 15, physically white, autistic (prof. diagnosed), dyspraxic (prof. diagnosed), hypermobile (prof. diagnosed), demand avoidant (prof. diagnosed), short sighted (prof. diagnosed), hard of hearing (APD) (self diagnosed), chronically anxious (prof. diagnosed), and we suffer from chronic pain.

We are diagnosed with C-PTSD, OCD, chronic Generalised Anxiety Disorder and heart arrhythmia. We’re suspected by our doctors to have Borderline Personality Disorder, Social Anxiety Disorder and Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified.

Most of us use xenoidentities due to our dissociation

This blog is a safe space for (plsint)…

The LGBTQIA2S+ community, disabled people (including partially disabled people), PwDID/PwOSDD, PoC, people with stigmatised mental illnesses (NPD, ASPD, BPD, BIID, Schizospec disorders, psychosis, bipolar, etc), young cane/walker/crutch/scooter users, SFW age regressors, SFW species regressors, legal paraphiles, CSA victims, SAM people, everyone on the aspec, neurodisabled/neurodisordered people, sex workers, xenogender users, neopronoun users, xenoidentity users.

This blog is NOT a safe space for (DNI)…

Racists, against BLM, all lives matter, nazis, alt-right, antisemitic, islamophobic, xenophobes, pedophiles, necrophiles, zoophiles, ableists, sexists, TERFs, SWERFs, Christians/members or supporters of the church, homophobes, transphobes, panphobes, xenogender/neopronoun antis, MOGAI antis, lesbifets (lesbian fetishists), transfets (transgender fetishists), fujoshis, proshipper/anti-anti, endogenic systems, demo systems, non-buddhist tulpamancers, people who are against lesbians who use pronouns other than she/her, people who are against gays who use pronouns that aren’t he/him, think pronouns = gender, joke about or try to justify incest/rape/pedophilia/zoophilia/necrophilia/sexualisation of minors/abusive relationships, spider posters, hypnosis posters, people who use slur pronouns, people who use slur based xenogenders, people who say slurs they can’t reclaim, people who kinshame/altershame, anyone who supports the above.

Break my DNI I will break yours. /srs /neg

[inviane]

Image ID: a rectangular flag with 5 horizontal stripes. stripe size as follows, medium, thin, thick, thin, medium. It's colored, from top to bottom, blue, cream, light cream, cream, and blue. /end ID

Imvithinfor[gender]

Gender related to the image below

Image ID: Photo of a blue, cloudy sky. There is a cream cat in the lower right corner, with a lighter photo of it to the upper left. Above and below it is white text with a black outline saying "Sometimes I think but then I forget" /end ID

@inviane-archive

[the-colourr-wheell]

EXTREMELY IMPORTANT NOTICE: RE - gentrophobic flag.

Hollurrrrr, Amz keila. I’m the co-host. Since kei (the OP) refuses to take the correct course of action, I’ll take it 4 him. I’m very sorry on Keis behalf for the elderlyphobic (or whatevr it’s called cuz I can’t remember or spell it) flag.

I will also b takin the post down. I’ve gotten literally teh sweetest comments from elderly peeps I dunno how he cld say that :(

I am SOOOO sozzies 2 every1 that stupid post offended. It offended me. Kei is the only one in our plural that holds those beliefs. NOBODY else here agrees with that stuff.

Kei is a trauma holder. His trauma has left him with a mindset of “better off safe than srry”. Plz don’t attack him 4 this, he can NOT control his mindset!!!!!!

If kei tries 2 reinstate that dumbass post plz contact mah main blog @xx-keilakreepz-xx nd I’ll take it down AGAIN. :/

Tagging teh peeps who need 2 c this. @kirby-in-wonderland , @ashisaroace , @thefantasyforest , @nightfallsystem.

[the-colourr-wheell]

WE LOST OUR BOARDER LOL

ATTENTION TUMBLR!! We, a group of dyspraxics, managed to button up a WHOLE SHIRT ALL BY OURSELVES!! We are VERY proud!! We hope you all are proud of us too!! :•D

WE LOST OUR BOARDER LOL

[the-colourr-wheell]

GERONTOPHOBiC PRiDE FLAG

A flag for people who hate elderly people. This flag was mostly made with young disabled people in mind. I (Kei) am diagnosed disabled and I’m so sick of coffin dodgers oppressing us, calling us slurs and stealing our resources, therefor I hate almost all of them. So here’s a flag for people like me who are sick of them oppressing us. Despite it being made with mainly young disabled people in mind, it’s also very inclusive to and supportive of PoC, LGBTQIA+ people and MOGAI folx who’ve been oppressed by the elderly.

COLOUR MEANiNGS:

Red: hatred towards elderly people

Orange: the selfishness, entitlement and nerve elderly people have

Grey: elderly people and their stupid grey hair

Black: justice for every minority (especially disabled people and PoC) who’s been hatecrimed by the elderly. Black also represents “my god just die already the coffin is open shut up and get in it it’s been long enough Margret”

[nightfallsystem-moved-deactivat]

as someone who is gen z, i can say this is the most uneducated gen z shit ive ever seen.

let me say this realllll loud for ya

YOU WOULDNT HAVE YOUR RIGHTS IF IT WASNT FOR THE (now) ELDERLY

[plain text: You wouldnt have your rights if it wasnt for the (now) elderly]

the stonewall riots were in fucking 1969 i doubt anyone who participated is fucking young.

while yes, some old people suck, this isnt fuckin it, this solves nothing. im ssure this is satire but ill take the bait anyway.

DO SOME FUCKING READING, read HISTORY. the people who fought for our fucking RIGHTS are old now, and that doesnt fuckin matter because being old changes nothing. i cant believe this has to be said but just because someone is old, doesnt mean theyre bad.

now please, fucking research your history, the history of the queer community, and the history of a lot of oppressed communities tbh.

[the-colourr-wheell]

We have literally been called full on slurs by the elderly. We’ve been told “cripples like you need to learn your place and respect your elders” just because I requested the priority seat which I have every legal right to. No amount of history will excuse that. Shut up, read our DNI, and do NOT speak over physdisabled people again.

[nightfallsystem-moved-deactivat]

ok so fuck the people who worked hard, who fucking died, who fought for your rights?

with your logic, i met a blue-eyed person who was mean to me, does that mean all blue eyed people are bad? god youre literally so fucking- youre just something else.

yes, some elderly people suck, and fuck those elderly people, but theyre bad due to being bad people, not due to being elderly.

Alice Nkom is 77. she fought for gay rights. she is well known for her advocacy for the decriminalization of homosexuality. but shes old, so fuck her right?

Bayard Rustin was 75. he was an african american leader for civil rights, socialism, nonviolence and gay rights. but he was old, so fuck him right?

Harry Hay was 90. he was an american gay rights activist, communist, and labor advocate. but he was old, so fuck him right?

a simple google search can go a long way. just google "queer people of the past" and you will find so many people who laid the stepping stones for us to get to where we are today. due to people like them, i am able to outwardly be transgender, wear a trans pride pin, be safe. and while we still have a while to go until the whole world is safe for all, they are why we have gotten so far.

I am not interacting with you further, you refuse to educate yourself, and youre ageist.

READ. QUEER. HISTORY.

[standby4failure]

THIS OMG!!! OP ACTUALLY NEEDS EDUCATION CAUSE JUST CAUSE A ELDERLY PERSON CALLED YOU SLURS DOES NOT MEAN THEY ARE ALL BAD SMH

Also why does the flag look like the lithromantic flag??

[the-yanderess-deactivated202306]

Right?! With that kind of logic I guess I should start saying throw all parents in a meat grinder! /nsrs - 🍼

[the-colourr-wheell]

Once again loving how a blog I actually looked up to is using the fact I’ve been needing serious intensive psychiatric treat,ent against me and taking it as a fucking joke. Yes I need help is there a problem with that?

[the-colourr-wheell]

GERONTOPHOBiC PRiDE FLAG

A flag for people who hate elderly people. This flag was mostly made with young disabled people in mind. I (Kei) am diagnosed disabled and I’m so sick of coffin dodgers oppressing us, calling us slurs and stealing our resources, therefor I hate almost all of them. So here’s a flag for people like me who are sick of them oppressing us. Despite it being made with mainly young disabled people in mind, it’s also very inclusive to and supportive of PoC, LGBTQIA+ people and MOGAI folx who’ve been oppressed by the elderly.

COLOUR MEANiNGS:

Red: hatred towards elderly people

Orange: the selfishness, entitlement and nerve elderly people have

Grey: elderly people and their stupid grey hair

Black: justice for every minority (especially disabled people and PoC) who’s been hatecrimed by the elderly. Black also represents “my god just die already the coffin is open shut up and get in it it’s been long enough Margret”

[nightfallsystem-moved-deactivat]

as someone who is gen z, i can say this is the most uneducated gen z shit ive ever seen.

let me say this realllll loud for ya

YOU WOULDNT HAVE YOUR RIGHTS IF IT WASNT FOR THE (now) ELDERLY

[plain text: You wouldnt have your rights if it wasnt for the (now) elderly]

the stonewall riots were in fucking 1969 i doubt anyone who participated is fucking young.

while yes, some old people suck, this isnt fuckin it, this solves nothing. im ssure this is satire but ill take the bait anyway.

DO SOME FUCKING READING, read HISTORY. the people who fought for our fucking RIGHTS are old now, and that doesnt fuckin matter because being old changes nothing. i cant believe this has to be said but just because someone is old, doesnt mean theyre bad.

now please, fucking research your history, the history of the queer community, and the history of a lot of oppressed communities tbh.

[the-colourr-wheell]

We have literally been called full on slurs by the elderly. We’ve been told “cripples like you need to learn your place and respect your elders” just because I requested the priority seat which I have every legal right to. No amount of history will excuse that. Shut up, read our DNI, and do NOT speak over physdisabled people again.

[nightfallsystem-moved-deactivat]

ok so fuck the people who worked hard, who fucking died, who fought for your rights?

with your logic, i met a blue-eyed person who was mean to me, does that mean all blue eyed people are bad? god youre literally so fucking- youre just something else.

yes, some elderly people suck, and fuck those elderly people, but theyre bad due to being bad people, not due to being elderly.

Alice Nkom is 77. she fought for gay rights. she is well known for her advocacy for the decriminalization of homosexuality. but shes old, so fuck her right?

Bayard Rustin was 75. he was an african american leader for civil rights, socialism, nonviolence and gay rights. but he was old, so fuck him right?

Harry Hay was 90. he was an american gay rights activist, communist, and labor advocate. but he was old, so fuck him right?

a simple google search can go a long way. just google "queer people of the past" and you will find so many people who laid the stepping stones for us to get to where we are today. due to people like them, i am able to outwardly be transgender, wear a trans pride pin, be safe. and while we still have a while to go until the whole world is safe for all, they are why we have gotten so far.

I am not interacting with you further, you refuse to educate yourself, and youre ageist.

READ. QUEER. HISTORY.

[standby4failure]

THIS OMG!!! OP ACTUALLY NEEDS EDUCATION CAUSE JUST CAUSE A ELDERLY PERSON CALLED YOU SLURS DOES NOT MEAN THEY ARE ALL BAD SMH

Also why does the flag look like the lithromantic flag??

[the-colourr-wheell]

Loving how I’m getting so many people in this thread saying “OP needs help” as an insult. Loving the ableism guys. /sarc

[the-colourr-wheell]

Kindisexual/kindiromantic

Experiencing attraction to people who your brain perceives as a threat. This term is exclusive to people with PTSD/trauma.

Bright red - danger

Pale red - attraction

White - dissociation

Black - trauma

Pale yellow/green - attraction

Bright yellow/green - danger

[tangledgender-archive]

jirachilovebic

a gender connected / related to the pokemom jirachi , as well as the lovecore & babycore aesthetic .

[lainingrass]

Voidfem 💗 A subset of gendervoid where one feels an empty void where their gender should be. However, one also feels a connection to femininity that affects their gender identity(not necessarily a connection to being a girl/woman).

Voidmasc 💙 A subset of gendervoid where one feels an empty void where their gender should be. However, one also feels a connection to masculinity that affects their gender identity (not necessarily a connection to being a boy/man).

Voidneutral 💛 A subset of gendervoid where one feels an empty void where their gender should be. However, one also feels a connection to neutrality/androgyny that affects their gender identity (not necessarily a connection to being abinary).

[fairystar-fag]

A proposed flag and symbol for the nonhuman community!

Proposed nonhuman symbol↓

An inverted geometric representation of Da Vinci's Vitruvian Man

The Vitruvian Man symbolizes humanity and the inversion of it represents nonhumanity.

Flag with proposed new symbol↓

Alt flag version + color and symbol meanings below↓

Color meanings ↓

Alt Ver w/o symbol↓

Symbol w/ transparent background↓

♡♡♡

[xeniden]

Suppose I should tell y'all what the flag means huh?

I realized I didn't make a post about the flag & my stance on xeniden flags as a whole.

First off, this flag is meant to cover all xenidens at once. Past, present, & future. This one flag in itself is friendly to any & all xeniden labels. It is the ultimate catch-all.

[Read more under the cut ..]

Second, this isn't really a flag template, and I'd strongly prefer if no one made a (public) template without my explicit permission.

Generally, I'd prefer xenidens to not have pride flags with them since they aren't an lgbt++ thing and I do not want them to get mistaken as genders/sexualities/etc since they are not, and I would love to encourage colour palettes and visual aesthetics/moodboards because they give more inspiration to the xeniden itself rather than the concept of "just having a flag for it." (If you look at seaiden, you will notice I created a colour palette in the middle circle, but not as a flag!)

Visual representations in the form of moodboards also lends way to tons of creative options for one to represent a term coined. This is about expression and self-perception!

And, as a reminder, xenidens are allo cishet nt+ friendly too. Everyone is welcome as long as they are using labels in good faith! Flags tend to be used for lgbt/disabled/nd/etc communities only (afaik, I may be wrong though lol)

If you still want to make a flag, you can, but for the foreseeable future, no flags will be considered "official," even if you made it along with a term you have coined. I will still reblog qualifying posts even if they do have flags though!

I'm not ANTI-flag, I just don't feel that they are necessary here. If you have an excellent argument for why you feel flags are necessary to include, or 100% should be considered official any time one is made, please let me know! Can't say my opinion will for sure change but you're free to argue with me lol (/g)

Alright, onto what the flag actually means:

Upside down rainbow similar to xenogender flag: Represents a loose parallel to lgbt & xenic communities but not exactly the same; just based around identity and self-expression.

Blue & pink: Representing traditional masculinity & femininity & how it ties into one facet of our traditional self-expression, as well as how a lot of things in our cultures are often tied to one or the other arbitrarily.

Yellow: Representing things outside of the binary of masc & fem, to do with individualistic expression without the direct influence of the former two categories.

Cyan & orange: An even further extension outside of the binary or trinary, representing expression free from anything traditional styles would like us. These also represent complete nonconformity and the ability to just do what you want. It doesn't mater what "colour" what you like is, all that matters is it's you!

Circle: Represents what "you" are, one whole who has many facets; of which xenidens can represent just one part of your whole without necessarily directly interfering with others. Can also represent a feeling of whole-ness that some have expressed after discovering xenidens; the full & complete freedom to just Vibe(tm) with your identity without gendered (or other) restrictions.

Lines within circle: Represents the different parts of self as mentioned above, how even if these parts may or may not be divided, similar or related, they all are part of you, and thus are within the boundaries of the circle. They are horizontal to match with the stripe pattern of the rest of the image. It also seems to form an "equals" sign, which represents how we are all welcome to xenidens, and all xenidens are treated as equals to one another in every circumstance. Can also represent how xeniden labels are just as valid as all other labels people use to describe themselves.

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Xeniden Carrd in case you have no clue what I'm going on about

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Please don't edit or re-vamp this flag without my permission!!!

[melodymogai]

Just a heads up to those of you who want to avoid pro endo coiners,

someone (I won’t say who) coined the term PEMOGAI based off the term AEMOGAI. It means pro endo mogai and I’ve noticed more blogs using the tag

they coined it November 24th, 2022 (or at least, that’s when the post was made)

just block y’all… don’t engage

what the coiner said :

"Pro endo mogai (shortened to PEMOGAI) is a stance against fakeclaiming, harassment, and anti endos. It's also a play on "AEMOGAI / Anti Endo Mogai" and a direct stance against AEMOGAI." 

Though this term has been around I saw an AEMOGAI tag and was a lil spiteful so I made this! :) Anyone can use PEMOGAI to show their support for endos.

[thrillingterms]

As the coiiner of "AEMOGAI" iit's very pathetiic and upsettiing that they're basiicaly copyiing me . iif they're gonna make a stance agaiinst us , at least be oriigiinal .

"it's sad we need a separator" ??? mother fucker that's what kii saiid fiirst . . . but whatever .

kii hope these "pemogai" iindivudals go outsiide .

As the coiner of "AEMOGAI" it's very pathetic and upsetting that they're basically copying me. If they're gonna make a stance against us, at least be original.

"it's sad we need a seperator" ??? mother fucker that's what I said first...but whatever.

I hope these "pemogai" individuals go outside.

[chaosinducer]

Looking at the "I am human" check box and hesitating a little bit too long before clicking it.

[prettyasapic]

Every person need to be taught disability history

Not the “oh Einstein was probably autistic” or the sanitized Helen Keller story. but this history disabled people have made and has been made for us.

Teach them about Carrie Buck, who was sterilized against her will, sued in 1927, and lost because “Three generations of imbeciles [were] enough.”

Teach them about Judith Heumann and her associates, who in 1977, held the longest sit in a government building for the enactment of 504 protection passed three years earlier.

Teach them about all the Baby Does, newborns in 1980s who were born disabled and who doctors left to die without treatment, who’s deaths lead to the passing of The Baby Doe amendment to the child abuse law in 1984.

Teach them about the deaf students at Gallaudet University, a liberal arts school for the deaf, who in 1988, protested the appointment of yet another hearing president and successfully elected I. King Jordan as their first deaf president.

Teach them about Jim Sinclair, who at the 1993 international Autism Conference stood and said “don’t mourn for us. We are alive. We are real. And we’re here waiting for you.”

Teach about the disability activists who laid down in front of buses for accessible transit in 1978, crawled up the steps of congress in 1990 for the ADA, and fight against police brutality, poverty, restricted access to medical care, and abuse today.

Teach about us.

[raccoon-queer-deactivated202502]

anti-endo system ask game

this post is for anti-endo systems only, endos dni

if you don't want asks from a specific category I would recommend specifying that in the tags

name asks

1. do you have a collective name? how did you choose it?

2. how do new alters choose their names?

3. are there any alters who identify with the body's name?

4. which alter has the most stereotypical name?

5. which alter has the weirdest name?

age asks

6. how does alter age work for your system?

7. does your system have ageless alters?

8. who is the oldest alter? how old are they?

9. does your system have alters who age slide or age regress?

10. does your system's littles want to be treated like children or adults?

queer asks

11. do all alters have similar sexualities?

12. does your system have more male, female, or nonbinary alters?

13. do any alters use xenogenders or neopronouns?

14. which alter has the most gender?

15. do you consider the body to be transgender?

nonhuman asks

16. what alter is the strangest species?

17. do any alters in your system have wings?

18. does your system have any animal alters?

19. what is the weirdest part about being a nonhuman alter?

20. is the majority of your system human or nonhuman?

introject asks

21. do you have multiple alters from one source?

22. are most of your system's introjects connected to their source? disconnected from their source?

23. what is the weirdest source that an introject in your system has?

24. are any of your system's introjects in relationships with other introjects?

25. do any of your system's introjects have non-canon source memories?

syscourse asks

26. do you engage in syscourse?

27. were you previously pro-endo?

28. if you could tell all pro-endos one thing, what would you tell them?

29. does your system have a collective opinion on syscourse, or does it vary?

30. do you think that syscourse is more helpful or harmful?

asks for the current fronter

31. who is your favorite alter in the system?

32. which alter has the most based takes?

33. what is the funniest piece of system drama?

34. do you enjoy being part of a system?

35. what's something you like that no one else in the system likes?

this post is for anti-endo systems only, endos dni

[the-colourr-wheell]

name asks

1. No

2. Idek ngl

3. Probably idk??

4. Idk??

5. The one named “the burning tortured spirit who cries gasoline” in some non existent language

age asks

6. Idk it just kinda happens

7. Yes

8. We have one who’s older than whoever she’s talking to by times 2

9. Yes

10. We don’t know

queer asks

11. No

12. We don’t know

13. Yes

14. What

15. How does that work /genq

nonhuman asks

16. Flying sentient spoon

17. Don’t think so

18. Yes

19. Phantom tails/ears

20. Nonhuman

introject asks

21. No

22. Very connected

23. The got dang numberjacks bruh 💀

24. Sibling relationships but nothing else

25. Yes

syscourse asks

26. Sometimes

27. Yes

28. You’re racist, ableist and being lied to

29. It varies

30. Idk and idc

asks for the current fronter

31. That’s a kind of weird question /lh /nm

32. Me

33. Idk life is misery

34. NO

35. Raw meat

[tulipkitties]

stuff that is NOT crigne:

nightcore

kaomoji

decora kei

furries

:3 owo XD uwu ;w; =3 ;3 X3 etc

kids shows

roblox

kids games

stuffed animals

glitter/sequins

cutecore

typign quirks

emo and scene styles

catgirls/boys/people

neopronouns

xenogenders

self-shippers

feel free to add more!!

[lawbreaker13]

Taking advantage of the trending “Judaism” tag to remind everyone:

THE HOLOCAUST WAS REAL

THE HOLOCAUST WAS RECENT

ANTISEMITISM IS STILL VERY PRESENT

ANTISEMITISM SPIKES EVERY YEAR ON CHANUKAH

ANTISEMITISM IS ON THE RISE RIGHT NOW BEFORE CHANUKAH

IF YOU SEE ANTISEMITISM AND YOU DO NOT SPEAK UP AGAINST IT, YOU ARE PART OF THE PROBLEM. THAT IS HOW THE HOLOCAUST HAPPENED, AND WE ARE WELL ON OUR WAY BACK DOWN THAT PATH RIGHT NOW.

CHANUKAH IS COMING UP VERY QUICKLY. IF YOU LIVE IN OR NEAR A JEWISH COMMUNITY, PLEASE BE ON THE LOOKOUT, AND PLEASE KEEP EVERYONE SAFE. IF YOU KNOW OR ARE A JEW IN A PREDOMINANTLY NON-JEWISH AREA, TRIPLE THAT CAUTION.

And to all my fellow Jews, never back down, and please, please, please stay safe.