The Gonmen

23 | Vent account

[the-gonmen]

🤍This is your checkpoint!🤍

Hi, before continuing scrolling down my blog I want to give you a trigger warning!

This account is a safe space for me and others to vent and find comfort and understanding in people who struggle in similar ways.

I am super pro-recovery and I wish everyone going through a rough patch to recover, but I am not in it as of now. I have relapsed multiple times and you'll hear about it if you follow me.

DMs are always open! :)

[the-gonmen]

it’s so weird when i get DMs asking me if I’m here. I’m still here 🤍 i was doing so good and now not so much

[the-gonmen]

my bf and i broke up and i can’t sh cuz my friends are acting like helicopter parents

[the-gonmen]

guys i am sorry…i couldn’t make it till the end of the year. i relapsed

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i have been battling w the urge to relapse but i haven’t since late june and the year is almost over :(

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i have been using twitter so much lately! i am sorry guys :( however i haven’t relapsed just stuck in my ed

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This is so random but I was scrolling through your account and my brain literally glitched out because we have the same birthday and I’ve never found someone with the same birthday as me

OMG TWINSSSS🤍

[the-gonmen]

i cant do this anymore. as soon as I get home from the office i am relapsing. i need release, i am losing my mind

[the-gonmen]

i wish i could relapse but i am at my boyfriend’s and it would be kinda hard 😅 i am also on the fence of sh rn cuz it sounds scary

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i relapsed…its been a month clean i think. god i regret it so much, i was doing well and fighting off the itch. i am so useless

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Guys my tumblr wasn’t loading for a sec and i FREAKED out🥲 I have built such a nice community here I would be so lost if I lose this acc

[the-gonmen]

i've been pretty good lately. Stopped seeing my therapist because she said some really hurtful things to me. So that's cool that i have finally learned to stand up for myself and see patterns and all that. I've been looking cute lately too. I hope you are okay and taking care of yourself.

Cali!!! My love🤍

Good, I am so proud of you! I have been considering going to therapy actually :) just not sure when since i work 9-5 during weekdays

I am doing okay overall and I hope you are also taking care of yourself🤍

[dxiifut]

SH🎀TW

Cleaning the bl00d on your legs and arms after a relapse is the most lonely, gut wrenching and saddest experience

[the-gonmen]

Guys how have you been? Happy pride month btw you gotta be ready for my pride picture like every year🤍

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Omg it’s my tumblr’s bday🤍✨

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Guys I’ve been rotting away in twt cuz I am deep into my ed. HOWEVER, dad sent me a picture of us years ago when we went to Montana and I didn’t have any scars. So weird seeing clear skin

[the-gonmen]

These were pretty fun🤍