Katydid

Random thoughts and reblogs about our experiences living with psychiatric disability

[the-katydid-system]

Call us Katydid!

-Collective pronouns are They/He

-Traumagenic DDNOS system

-We have severe OCD, treatment resistant depression, e-BPD, ADHD, and are Autistic

-Frequently fronting alters: 🍎,🐊,🩸,🐰,🗺️,🚨

[osazaisbloodstainedbandages-dea]

society when a mentally ill person doesnt function like a regular person: 😨😨😟😟😱😱😱

[a-furoru]

Somehow, you're still by my side, anybody else, they would've run



[the-katydid-system]

@the-feralgoblin

[the-katydid-system]

[sarahlynnsyndrome]

Everything is never enough

[pretty-siren-girl]

i hate bpd. cause one minute i'm fine and feeling like nothing's wrong, the next i'm anxious to the point i feel scared and nauseous, the next i'm sobbing uncontrollably and wishing i'd never said anything, and the next i'm happy again and feel like i can do anything. i hate it.

[manie-sans-delire-xx]

I just want this constant pain to stop.

[thethreeofusalone]

Not knowing ur plural is like “im like… genderfluid+. I got the upgraded version. It includes age, personality, memory, and more!”

[tabathastan]

People with BPD

People with BPD notice the smallest changes in people's behaviour, mood, or energy, and if they ask you if something's wrong, please don't lie and say nothing's wrong. When we sense something is wrong we immediately think it's our fault and are scared you're angry at us. Tell us that you're having a bad day, tell us when you aren't feeling well, or that you rather not talk about it but stress that it's not our fault.

[tabathastan]

bpd is like if you threw all existing mental illnesses together into a blender and turned it on at max speed

[ct-lambykins]

Can i mean something to someone? Please?

[liniahamster]

i wish i was somebody's only

[aleksanderyearns]

sometimes i mourn the person i could've been if i hadnt gone through all this trauma and didnt end up with a personality disorder

[neglectedmutt]

i wish i was a “love me loudly or don’t love me at all” person but i was cursed with abandonment issues so im a “love me however terribly and abusively you want just don’t leave me” person

[the-katydid-system]

I’m working on this every day. But boy is it hard. My brain tells me that is easier to love and be hurt than to not love at all. Deep down I know I deserve better. But I just don’t want to be alone -🍎

[youaremyiris]

sometimes i wonder if i'll ever enjoy being alive

[the-katydid-system]

Announcement!: To anybody who may be following this blog and is very confused, here is the explanation. This is my primary tumblr blog, and I no longer want to use it as the blog for my guinea pig sanctuary. It is undergoing a major change from a guinea pig rescue account (infinity guinea pig sanctuary) to a personal account for me. Feel free to unfollow, unless you’d like to come along and see what I have to say. The blog will now primarily be on the topic of my life as someone living with a traumagenic dissociative disorder, early borderline personality disorder, obsessive compulsive disorder, and autism. Thanks for reading!