broken but worthy.

͜ ࣪♬∗ rat ᵒʳ kintsugi |།ིྀ ͝ ⠀✚𓏼 𐔌♡ ᩧᡘ´⠀ ᩙᩙ`๑꒱ა it 🧷 they ུ༘ ͝།˚̣̣̣།. ◟ ͜◞ ྀ།ིྀ︶ 22.y/o ╬ system ᭄ᬽ

[the-kintsugi-collective]

I just ate so much tilapia and rice like 2.5 ish? Servings . Tastye

[the-kintsugi-collective]

I was about to post about how I get really bad withdrawal symptoms even tho the body's never smoked but I typed psychosexual instead of psychosomatic and I don't even know if psychosomatic is the right word but I'm like 75% sure psychosexual is definitely not the right word

[rat-king-kintsugi]

Tjinking about jerrru again

[the-kintsugi-collective]

Surprising probably nobody at all, this wasn't a thought about the character it was just a thought that I had myself (my name is Jerry 👍)

Not that we hide being a system on that blog more that I am just weird about it

[the-kintsugi-collective]

I am looking at images of snails to calm down

[the-kintsugi-collective]

I don't want to be perceived. I certainly don't want him hearing my every thought. He already remembers too much. I am a coward and I am ashamed to exist but I accept that about myself. He wants me to believe that it's fine and that he's proud but I cannot believe that.

[the-kintsugi-collective]

I am very proud of Hymn, though.

[the-kintsugi-collective]

Very funny becoming conscious long after a sourcemate you are very connected to first did. For months Hy was in mourning that I was not with Hymn. But I only showed up now that Hy is married to a rat. No disrespect to Hys rat wife, she is wonderful I am sure and I find it amusing more than anything! It's just odd to be like awkward coworkers now. It's hard not being able to see Hymn in the flesh. It feels violating to share a mind with Hymn.

[phiasko1924]

It's kinda funny when system who don't disclose alter names make comics and it really obvious who that undisclosed introject is. Gee I sure do wonder who ever that purple rabbit girl introject could be/ sarcastic

[the-kintsugi-collective]

Being a woman is not a sin but if it made me happy then that would be a sin. I think

[the-kintsugi-collective]

Hopefully I am not going to be stuck here until I figure this out. Because that will not be soon.

[the-kintsugi-collective]

Being a woman is not a sin but if it made me happy then that would be a sin. I think

[the-kintsugi-collective]

very fun coming back to front and seeing what we've looked up lately.

[evergreen-femme]

im just so happy i live in a time period where actual meaningful biological transition is possible. even if we lose rights or the ability to exist in public, nothing can turn back the clock on that, and just by having any sort of access to that our lives are made immensely better. millions of our sisters throughout history would never have dreamed of a day where they could have what HRT does for us.

please don't lose the plot of this. if you're a trans person on HRT you're a living miracle, the dream of hundreds of millions of your ancestors. your lives are all deeply meaningful no matter what anyone says.

[t4t4t]

תפילה להפך – מאבן בֹחן | Prayer for Transformation, from the poem "Even Boḥan" by Rabbi Ḳalonymus b. Ḳalonymus ben Meir (1322) • the Open Si

A prayer by Kalonymus b. Kalonymus ben Meir that appears in his poem ספר אבן בוחן, יג Sefer Even Boḥan (§13), describing the author's wish t

[unabashedllamamusic]

Cursed be the one who announced to my father: “It’s a boy!"... ...How could he twist the course of the stars so much? How could he have erred so in his astrology? A lying tongue, a fool’s mouth it had given him For he foolishly transformed justice to poison He altered the law and transposed the lines

Oh, but had the artisan who made me created me instead – a worthy woman... ...I would say "how lucky am I"

Father in heaven who did miracles for our ancestors with fire and water... ...Who would then transform me from a man to woman? Were I only to have merited this being so graced by goodness...

What shall I say? why cry or be bitter? If my father in heaven has decreed upon me and has maimed me with an immutable deformity then I do not wish to remove it. the sorrow of the impossible is a human pain that nothing will cure and for which no comfort can be found. So, I will bear and suffer until I die and wither in the ground. Since I have learned from our tradition that we bless both, the good and the bitter I will bless in a voice hushed and weak: blessed are you [HaShem] who has not made me a woman.

I think I'm gonna go lay down for a little while.

[the-kintsugi-collective]

Can someone punch us in the jaw really really really hard thanks. Not even for sexual gratification just because our jaw has been stuck open for weeks on one side and it's annoying and that might put it back into place. What's this hospital you speak of idk how that would help

[the-kintsugi-collective]

"we had our concerns about that because you showed some signs, but we were so careful to only let you out of our sight when we were at church, so I don't think it could have happened"

Okay then.

[phiasko1924]

I miss the character 😔😔😔😔 (there is a version of him I share a brain with who possess the body every night, but he doesn't count because he's just some guy I know at this point)

[the-kintsugi-collective]

Being jokingly chloroformed is an interesting way to learn that the others in this head have some interesting proclivities

[the-kintsugi-collective]

What why am I here I'm not even anyone okay 🧍