The world isn't real

30, Female. Honestly just a place to dump darker thoughts and reblogs. 18+ please.

[bluethedeadgirl]

[crossingdesigns]

stone rose path & bridge ✿ ✿ by rxnclouds on ig

[druddigoon]

the biggest waste of food

[megafaunaofficial]

never ceases to amaze me that you can make $200k a year doing a fake email job but people who take care of animals and old people make maybe $2 above minimum wage. sick society

[hostilesuggestion]

They'll abandon you in seconds if they could.

[memewhore]

[lastoneout]

Calling that whole entire fucking Jamón Ibérico leg that goes for, according to the Costco website, $650 just "Costco ham" is the funniest thing I've ever fucking seen. They teach entire classes just on how to cut and serve one of these things correctly. It's some of the most expensive, top tier cured meat in the entire goddamn world, and if this is from Costco then it's also black label jamón ibérico de bellota which is the highest grade version. It can only be made in Spain or Portugal out of specific breed of pig(and for black label it has to be 100% purebreed, too) that is raised free-range and, during the last part of it's life, fed a diet exclusively of acorns. This is like calling a good cut of wagyu beef you got at the supermarket "Safeway steak" like. You're not WRONG but also HUH?????

[the-locked-cellar-door]

A trigger warning for a cat, are you a fucking idiot.

[quinntheestallion]

An 18 yr old transgender person will literally have no safe housing, no education, no food, no where to go, sucking dick at the side of the highway for change and leftists online will act like stopping the success of Harry Potter media is the most urgent trans rights issue.

Like go start a soup kitchen or something for fucks sake omg, y’all are so useless.

[the-locked-cellar-door]

Lmfao. Good let them suffer. I hope it gets worse for them.

[watchfuleyeart]

why are youu blue

[hel7l7]

I don't know what to do with your kindness

[tinymintywolf]

it doesnt really make it sting any less

[fuwungi]

Shop update today @ 5pm central! :D🌈 lots of pride stuff!

🌀SHOP🌈

[fallen-fairy-house]

Fag is a slur, not a fun identity.

[misfit-roo]

Last op is no fun. Fuck yall. Be who you wanna be. Happy pride, my fellow fags <3

[the-locked-cellar-door]

Fuck you. Selfish fucking woman treating the pain and suffering and abuse that actual gay men went through back in the day. You're not even a fucking gay man. Just shut up and go read about gay history. Fucking educate yourself past the tumblr fucking echo chamber you're locked in.

[mademoisellemaddox-deactivated2]

checking on a terf haters profile is WILD. because they'll tell you to go outside and then their reblogs are full of smut/nsfw aligned art. if not to criticize sexually abusive men that we should absolutely kinkshame these people. puppy play, age play??? seriously???

[thequeenscoffin]

People's sex lives are not yours to dictate, so sorry you thought you were an MC.

[mademoisellemaddox-deactivated2]

if men are punching and choking women, and only finding them attractive if they take on the characteristics of a minor then yes, kinkshaming is 100% acceptable in this case.

[thequeenscoffin]

You can fearmonger sex all you want and put it into any words you want. At the end of the day if you want to talk about moralizing sex, the only genuine factor you can use is if people are consenting or not. You cannot judge somebody else by your own personal preferences. You have to judge by something real, which is and always will be the factor of consent.

No people are harmed by somebody reblogging sexy imaginations or playing out a scene in the bedreoom with a consenting partner. So sorry you feel personally invested in other people's sex lives.

[the-locked-cellar-door]

Fucking absolutely, I'm glad someone is saying this. Like God forbid, we wanna have fun sex, God forbid we find pain pleasurable, God forbid we enjoy letting someone else take control when we have sex. Throw us in hell, I guess, damn.

[the-locked-cellar-door]

[2am-jasper]

I say I’m not attached to the things in my past but you prove me wrong.

I keep thinking back to the days of our last, did we really not belong? 

Like a dog in the house I wait for you even now, how pathetic my pleading persists. 

Where did it all go wrong? 

The photos stab, I feel your lack, how can I go on? 

So that’s that? 

Everything’s bad?

I miss you, you were my home. 

Caught between crossroads, do I bury you like the bone or do I prolong? 

Perhaps it’s the fact that I didn’t even know you wished to withdraw. I guess in the end you really cemented the saying “I am your pawn.” 

[the-locked-cellar-door]

"I didn't even know you wished to withdraw" ugh that hurts.

[raphisdying]

And the videos of you laughing bring the largest smile to my face and the loudest sobs to my throat.

I watch you live your life imagining myself as nothing more than a phantom of the past. I stare through the screen, listening to the joy you have with all those who are new and all those who had the pleasure to stay.

And in some ways, I’m still there with you. In the way I still see the remnants of dye in your hair done by my hands. I see myself in the jacket that used to be mine now clinging to your shoulders.

In some ways we are still friends, in another world, you still confide in me, we still make plans, we still laugh loud and together. But here, at this time, you walk past and avoid my eyes. You look tense and awkward at the meer sight of me.

Was I not a good friend?

Did I not do enough to have the honour to stay by your side?

I’ll miss you. And when I see you living your life, I will still cry, and I will still laugh along with you. And maybe someday, I will feel anger at the unjust end.

But for now? For now i will rewatch the videos, and close my eyes, imagining myself still knowing you.

[lovemyex]

[stargirldotcom]

- nothing worse then a full time friend and almost lover

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