the lonely dreamer

You either win or die trying. 29, depressed, anxious, supposedly atypical anorexic. Somehow trying to make it through life.

[buttonpoetry]

MY MOTHER ASKS ME TO EXPLAIN MY DEPRESSION TO HER LIKE IT IS A BONE THAT IS BROKEN. by Meg Ford , from their book Wild/Hurt.

[bpderanged]

Passive suicidal ideation is like no I won't attempt but if I got hit by a car and died that'd be nice

[12thgrave]

i hate how ugly i am. inside and out. it's all rotten.

[thoughtsdenubolous]

Thanks for being nice to me I’ll remember you forever

[bone-sawz]

i’m so fucking tired.

[et3rnalslumb3r]

shes so thinspo bro

[condemnedbody]

I think bashing my head against a wall will fix me.

[rebelculture]

[stresslessnext]

Just because I pretended to handle it well doesn't mean that I did.

[tsumi-no-hime]

maybe all those shitty stuff people say about me is true. maybe i am that bad of a human being

[borderlyx]

I wonder how beautiful life must be when you don't have trust issues, depression, mood swings, overthinking, paranoia, anxiety, detachment, isolation or fear

[cyssmcmc]

It's been one of those weeks, pass the shotgun.

[goth-oatmilk-latte]

[driedflowersss-deactivated20260]

"you look tired" thanks I am

[lovemethin]

i dont wanna kms,

i want to to be thin

but if i die

ill call it a win

[lovemethin]

ill tolerate my distress when the number on the scale comes with a smiley face,

thank you very much 

[gabapentinblues]

i think the only life that's possible for me likely ends in suicide