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[the-w0man]

I feel guilty because I wanna be more skinny

[the-w0man]

You're not weak for crying, you're not weak for considering the easy way out as your first solution to problems, you don't really want to die, you just want to change and to numb the feelings.

Your not a burden, no one hates you as much as you think and it's not your responsibility to be perfect always.

You have rights, you have the right to fail, to fall, to be less that what everyone expects, you don't owe anything to anyone but to your self.

Your achievements are not just luck, no one gave you anything out of pity, you worked hard and you sacrificed things too.

It's not your responsibility to make everyone feel better about their decisions.

[the-w0man]

I’m far more interesting as a concept than I am physically.

[the-w0man]

What am I missing?

What does she have that I don’t?

Is she prettier?

Is she smarter?

Does she have more charisma?

Is she easier?

Is she more hypocritical?

What am I missing for someone to choose me?

Will I be like this my whole life?

I’m not the first option.

Not even the second.

I’m what people settle for when they don’t deserve anything.

So I am nothing.

Dirt, filth, nothing.

The one I want doesn’t want me, and the ones who like me, I never like.

I don’t deserve, I’m not good enough, I’m not enough, I am nothing.

[gummybird]

Tim buys groceries

[the-w0man]

Guess what time of the year I'm going through? That's right depression and self loathing

Im fine, I just need to sleep for the next 4 months and everything will still be horrible.

[the-w0man]

It rained today, I haven't thought about killing myself (seriously) a girl that hurt me got hurt, I understood my classes and I'm going home to play God of War until late because tomorrow I don't have to go to school. I also looked hot af with the outfit I picked. Life is good

[the-w0man]

I feel like after my worst depression "period" I have become more stupid, I need people to tell me explicitly things because I feel like I misunderstand them and that makes me judgemental about them without knowing the truth.

If they don't explain things to me directly or say things in a calm straight way I don't understand them and I start to feel reluctant towards them

[the-w0man]

I feel like I'm spiraling again into my depression, I feel worried because I have already been into medication and even though it wasn't a bad experience I feel like I don't deserve a second chance to get better.

I feel like it's my fault that I start feeling like that again.

[catchymemes]

[the-w0man]

So I've been doing my professional practices)? (Kinda) And there's this guy that I would absolutely love to be with but I can get rid of the constant feeling that I'm not enough, and after that I think I absolutely deserve to be with him. It's exhausting and I hate the feeling. And to make things worse there's this other girl that also likes him and it's just been a pain in the ass to listen to her rambling about how much she talks to him etc. I fuckin hated here

[the-w0man]

I'm sorry if I talk too much about my mental illness, it's just that it almost makes me kill myself and that was like a huge deal to me

[the-w0man]

Last year I asked for a guy's Instagram from my school, because the man is FINEEEE (at least for my standards) and I'm that kind of person who asks for people's Instagram (?. So anyway the guy gave it to me and I sent him a dm and he never answered me but when he sees me around school acts super proud of himself and walks in a certain cocky way that it's honestly hilarious. I keep seeing him in the hallways but I try to ignore him. Today I napped and dreamed with him and honestly the feeling that I woke up with was one of the most unsettling things I felt in a long time

I just needed to get this situation out of my chest because I want to hook up with him but I feel like there's something behind that craving that it's trying to say something more.

[the-w0man]

My parents are going on vacation this week, and they keep saying that I can't return late to the house and that they don't want me to go out

I'm 20 years old and I still be treated like I'm 15

I mean if you don't trust your daughter then don't leave her alone in the first place

I don't know why but the lack of trust they have in me makes me sick

[the-w0man]

I just saw the video of variety with Margot Robbie and Cillian Murphy and idkw I get the vibe that Cillian might be racist, don't get me wrong I love that man, I just feel like he could be that kind of person

[bl0w-m3]

[the-w0man]

This me

[the-w0man]

First and foremost I've been on medication for depression and anxiety for most that a year now and I have a constant fear that I might relapse into old habits