go here to see your top spotify artists. here’s 50 of my top tracks from the last 6 months
1. Hug Of Thunder — Broken Social Scene
I don't know why I got addicted to this song. it just comforted me and kept me safe
2. Do Not Wait — Wallows
IMAGINING SCENES IN MOVIES, HAVING REGRETS, WONDERING IF IT'S ALL WORTH IT
3. Out of Myself — Charli xcx
finally letting someone make me insane in a good way
4. Buzzkiller — MUNA
singing along with Katie, somatic
5. Hey Amanda — Broken Social Scene
I love BSS
6. Nerves — ear
I listened to this song on repeat when I was losing my mind having avoidant attachment
6. Life Worth Missing — Car Seat Headrest
i just never skip it. it keeps me safe too
7. maple brown — Jahson Paynter
i feel like music is back? yeah it's back. hot, in love
8. Dying for You — Charli xcx
i'm so grateful she made this album and nobody talked about it
9. Broadway, Here I Come! (SMASH Cast Version) (feat. Jeremy Jordan) — SMASH Cast, Jeremy Jordan
weirdly I am REALLY relating to this song right now even though I'm not on the precipice of jumping off of any buildings or of having meteoric success. i am 32 tho
10. Campus (Original Version) — Rostam
rostam and i rostam and i. on repeat
11. Gold — Derby
WON'T BE A HATEFUL BONE IN YOUR CASKET god this song is so good. i love the way the words all slot together and i love screaming it in my car driving down pico and to the beach
12. Lights Burn Dimmer — Fred again.., Jamie T
my edm heart awakens.......... i want to rave
13. Even — Saburnia
i fear that these white boys eat
14. Headlights — In Color
new addition. ironically played after I bought a new headlight after I drove around for a week without one. nice to scream about crying in the shower with your makeup on and not being the one
15. Rearrange Us — Mt. Joy
hotel room dance thoughts
16. So What — MUNA
BRRRRRRMMMMMM ALKSJDHFALKSJDFHA
17. It's All Gonna Break — Broken Social Scene
the tension the release
18. Heading For The Door - SiriusXM Session — Royel Otis
the instrumentation the orchestration the arrangement of this is sooooooo satisfying i love how stripped down and bare and insistent and thrumming it is
19. It Gets So Hot — MUNA
it's actually painful how relevant this song is and will continue to be for the rest of our god forsaken lives
20. Homewrecker — sombr
still a banger, pseudoromantic slay
21. When I'm Swimming — Jens Lekman
i actually don't know how this is still on here
22. Wannabeher — MUNA
cu nt
23. windburn — Kinji
sooooo grateful for dijon and this whole genre. this song's production goes fucking nuts it pulls me in everytime
24. who’s your boyfriend - Acoustic — Royel Otis
just a little fun indie pop for my diet
25. Do The 95 — Broken Social Scene
you've got workman's comp it's coming in next year oooooh HOWD YOU DO IT
26. Fake Palindromes - Orchestral Version — Andrew Bird, Nu Deco Ensemble
i NEEEEEEEED to see Andrew Bird live with an orchestra
27. Fire Eye'd Boy — Broken Social Scene
this song goes fuckass crazy
28. Neverending Math Equation — Sun Kil Moon
something i was stuck to at the beginning of this year. gotta gotta gotta gotta move on
29. Hi My Love — Sofia and the Antoinettes
so pretty and so cathartic and i smash the on repeat button
30. Call Me After Midnight — Bleachers
OBSESSED MAKES ME LOSE MY MIND IN MY CAR
31. Champagne Coast — Blood Orange
thematic themes ongoing themes for this year
32. Eastside Girls — MUNA
me!!!! :) kind of lol
33. Ghost Under Rocks — Ra Ra Riot
classic banger for safety and pleasure
34. Is it ok — Evil Adeline
lovely song about knowing you're doing something kind of bad but like it's okay with me if it's ookay with you
35. cherry cola — Devon Again
cute pop bop about loving a girl
36. Coming of Age — Blondes
reassuring orchestral pop with an 80's memory embedded
37. Delicate - Recorded at The Tracking Room Nashville — Taylor Swift
oops how the fuck did she get in here
38. Run It Back — Saburnia
WHITE BOYS WIN AGAIN
39. Tristan — Virgo Rising
marry me!!!! i love this pop punk indie rock bop
40. Blood — Andrew Bird
andy bird i love when you drag us for our desires to get laid and have fucked up power dynamics
41. 505 — Arctic Monkeys
ok i guess i was pretty sad at the beginning of the year i don't fucking know
42. Bigger Than Myself — Mila Culpa
kinda MIXSY vibes <3
43. Trouble — Grace Ives
another singular one hit wonder by Grace that like just hits and is sad
44. First Touch — Francis of Delirium
cutie romantic song for the bittersweet end of the movie
45. Big Stick — MUNA
very satisfying angry "WHEN I PUT IT ON I MAKE IT LOOK SUPER CUTE" god i'm so grateful for this album
46. It's like — Helen Sun
sparkly sunny moaney whiney a little san francisco here and there
47. Almost (Sweet Music) — Hozier
weird that that other hozier song didn't make it on here.... from rocio's ranked playlist. the one about the first time you called me baby
48. Why Do I Get A Good Feeling — MUNA
this song fucks me up :)
49. I'm Goin' Down - Recorded at Electric Lady Studios NYC — Vampire Weekend
a canon song.... a generational classic...... ezra stays wormed into my discography
ok i fucked up the numbering but that was actually 50
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