Vent

just an agender teen who's using this as an emotional outlet <3 I hope people can find solace in this and know that you aren't alone.

[thecheshirecatz]

having to live with a illness that ruined your life really fucks you up.

[thecheshirecatz]

You know school is starting soon when your binge eating starts to come back

[thecheshirecatz]

sometimes realizing what it actually was hurts worse.

[thecheshirecatz]

when it got so bad my therapist had to get my mom involved but then all she could say was "I didn't know"

I TOLD you and you brushed me off.

[thecheshirecatz]

when they say they love me but im not over 5'5 with a thigh gap

[thecheshirecatz]

this is K1LLING me and all you can say is "it'll get better"

[thecheshirecatz]

im so tired of being tired.

[thecheshirecatz]

i hate being trapped in this fucking house.

[thecheshirecatz]

im so fucking done.

[thecheshirecatz]

when shit gets so bad you can't even find joy in doomscrolling.

[thecheshirecatz]

i hate having a disability. wdym i cant do the things i love anymore?

[thecheshirecatz]

seeing stuff abt the genetics of different lovechildren is fun till it remind you that you are a carbon copy of your father.

[thecheshirecatz]

sometimes you never know when its the last time you'll get to see them.

[thecheshirecatz]

i wish more people talked about the feeling of gaining the weight you fought so hard to loose back when trying to recover.

[thecheshirecatz]

having friends with similar issues is helpful until they're sitting next to you sobbing over how "fat" they are, even though they're skin and bones. comforting them instead of breaking down, telling them to shut the fuck up because you know its not their fault they feel that way.

[thecheshirecatz]

why the fuck did you stay with him.

[thecheshirecatz]

i hate having a disability.