im Studying The Classics

A reference blog for moi

[heavyweightheart]

Research has shown that pleasure affects nutrient absorption. In a 1970s study of Swedish and Thai women, it was found that when the Thai women were eating their own (preferred) cuisine, they absorbed about 50% more iron from the meal than they did from eating the unfamiliar Swedish food. And the same was true in the reverse for the Swedish women. When both groups were split internally and one group given a paste made from the exact same meal and the other was given the meal itself, those eating the paste absorbed 70% less iron than those eating the food in its normal state.

Pleasure affects our metabolic pathways; it’s a facet of the complex gut-brain connection. If you’re eating foods you don’t like because you think it’s healthy, it’s not actually doing your body much good (it’s also unsustainable, we’re pleasure-seeking creatures). Eat food you enjoy, it’s a win-win.

[jehovahhthickness]

Praying that $1500 randomly comes to you when you need it the most this year.

[charlie-is-my-constant]

I got a check for $1697 a week after I reblogged this. The fuq.

[jehovahhthickness]

OMG that’s fucking amazing! 😎

[astrognossienne]

lilith

If you’re a woman, this is your dark, sexual and uncompromising side that represents who you are to your core; if you’re a man, you’ll be hopelessly attracted to women with these traits. For example, If a man has Lilith in Aries, he’ll be attracted to women who take charge and are brash and ballsy.

*portrait of Erzsébet Báthory

lilith in aries: fiercely independent; probably won’t win many popularity contests, defensive, dominant in the bedroom, frank when it comes to sex and other hot-button issues, most likely into bdsm, wants excitement, may go for the fake plastic hollywood look a-la Pamela Anderson, uncompromising feminine warrior

lilith in taurus: an outlier who uses her body for profit if need be, instinctual, libidinous and gutsy, slutty and very good in the bedroom, has an intense sexual appetite and uses sex for relaxation, cash rules everything around her, greedy, ambitious, natural, original

lilith in gemini: juicy, witty, and wise, supremely articulate and charming, appeals highly to the opposite sex, promiscuous, independent and in control, strings people along, a siren who can talk her way into positions of power as well as anyone’s bed, cunning linguists

lilith in cancer: nastily manipulative, independent, compulsively seductive, wild hearts, sex raises their intuitive awareness and lunar ferocity, fiercely headstrong, beautiful, eccentric, radical, controversial, outwardly angelic but inwardly fiendish

lilith in leo: has a repulsive need to be more than human, massively appealing, strong and demanding, frank, passions rule their better judgment, sexually magnetic and uses sex to make people love them, has flamboyant love affairs, charismatic, the fierce lioness

lilith in virgo: insouciant, fiercely intellectual, controlling, makes practical sexual arrangements, unapologetic about her sexuality, most likely to be a porn star, bright, not too popular with their peers, makes their way in life through their wits, the madonna/whore

lilith in libra: what stevie sang about in “rhiannon”, brilliant and psychologically nuanced, outwits everyone smoothly and effortlessly, classy, you never know what’s real with them, worldly, loves the good life, boldly intolerant of unfairness, sexual adventurers, glamorous, twisted elegance

lilith in scorpio: the most sexual, stunningly transformative, bold, troubled and haunted by their own demons, vicious, abysmally vengeful, petty, shit starters, outspoken, very powerful, intense, can’t be bothered with small minds, most likely to be homewreckers, agent provocateurs

lilith in sagittarius: does whatever they want, has a strong need for sex with intellectually stimulating individuals, most likely to have a lover in every port, low-key loves chaos, fiercely carefree, shapeshifters, free with their ideas, their bodies and their affections

lilith in capricorn: interested in sexual power as well as achieving in business, the best revenge is their success, scrappy, has a lot to prove, the most controlling, marble and red lips, plucky, savage, the female james bond, do not fuck with her money or her time

lilith in aquarius: game changers, a willful free spirit, original thinkers, weird, their subversiveness has a massive influence on others, scandalous, has an amazingly varied sex life, doesn’t conform to the mould of female sexuality, fiercely individualistic and unique, makes their own rules

lilith in pisces: lives in alternate dimensions, witchy, bitches who believe their own myth, cunningly mystical, the most likely to be into daddy kink, drama queens, reinvents themselves, supremely sensual, black magic women

[angryemoslut]

Before you begin stripping

which is a wonderful job with many benefits, you should also be aware of the dangers and downfalls of it. No job is perfect and this one can be deadly, this is the advice I wish I’d taken. (I know there’s already posts like this but I wanna give back to the community and all)

Don’t let it be your everything. It makes sense to throw yourself right into it because of the fast money you’re earning, but don’t. Baby strippers make good money BECAUSE THEY ARE BABY STRIPPERS. Eventually the excitement wears off and you’re one of the grumpy ones too, keep your low paying side job and keep studying or whatever it is you can manage to do at the same time. My dad died when I was 4-5 months into stripping and because I was having so much fun there, it became my only happy place. I worked all 4 nights I could in case I missed that rare busy Thursday and became addicted to the job and all it’s benefits, when leads me into the next one.

Drugs.

I’m not saying don’t have fun, but be educated about all the different party drugs and what they do. Now and then is fine, but if it becomes impossible to be there without them you need to take a break. You need to be happy in order to make money and if you’re doing that artificially, whether it’s coke, pills or speed, you will be left with a serotonin deficient brain for quite some time afterwards. Be careful of dealers too, some of them are the most lovely people and are trustworthy, others will go out of their way to get you hooked on their product. We had one who was giving meth to new, naive girls and telling them it was speed. It got shared around one Friday night, the Saturday was very ugly. Be careful taking things off customers too, they want you to have as much fun as them so their intentions may seem pure but you don’t know where it came from. Strippers also have a tendency to smoke a lot of weed, it’s a crutch for so many of us and while I wish this wasn’t true, it does things to your brain too. If you can get CBD oil, get that.

FOR THE LOVE OF GOD SAVE YOUR MONEY! I have nothing left of my stripper money, NOTHING. Unfortunately my mother and sister are shopping addicts so after dad died we were spending copious amounts on our trips away together and enabled each other. I love my Louis Vuitton bag, purse and my Valentino shoes and they’ll last me forever but they were all impulse buys because I had the cash with me. I just had to fill the void but CLOTHES MAKEUP HAIR AND LINGERIE DO NOT MAKE YOUR LIFE ANY EASIER WHEN YOU SPEND $500 ON IT EVERY OTHER DAY!!!!! Invest in yourself of course, you want to look and feel good and you can reward yourself now and then. But baby stripper money is fickle and you never know what kind of disaster could change your situation.

This one doesn’t apply to me, but don’t think you can assume friendships in there straight away. No one likes seeing a young pretty fresh face walking into their work, you are more competition and you are going to make more money than your coworkers because you’re new and excited. There’s nothing wrong with what you’re doing and you may even feel like a victim of bullying because some of the oldies can’t control their impulses anymore and just HAVE to be mean. Accept it, ignore it and just focus on work. If you’re like me, eventually they’ll all be amazed that you’re such a cool person after all. There’s a hierarchy, respect it. The overly friendly baby strippers are the most irritating.

So eventually, make friends with the girls, but don’t let those friendships become a distraction. No one liked me at first but once I’d been there long enough I suddenly had so many friendships with so many amazing women that the club owners thought we were banding together against them. It was wonderful, but it also meant we had a whole room complaining to each other every time it was too quiet or the owners did something we didn’t agree with (which was all the time). Be conscious of how you sharing your feelings may affect others, this is a workplace remember. I literally got fired for being too negative.

Don’t let yourself be pressured into breaking any club rules with customers, they know you’re new and they will take advantage of that. Don’t do extras, it’s not worth you getting caught and fired and it’s not worth the damage it does financially to the other dancers. That customer will go and tell people about you and then all those people come in expecting and asking for whatever it is you did. Also, us older bitches will ruin your whole life. Don’t fuck with anyone’s money, they will do everything in their power to banish you if the manager won’t.

That’s about all I can come up with, other strippers feel free to add anything I’ve missed

[hashtag-stripper-problems]

Adding to say: be vigilant at all times. You will get stolen from if you’re not careful 25/7 every second every moment with intensity!!!! People will steal your purse right from your fucking hands if you lessen your grip. No exaggerating, this has happened to me. Customers will take money from your stage and girls will break into your locker. Watch. Out.

Trust NO ONE. Everyone has an agenda, moreso in the strip club. Wait literal years before trusting someone. Anyone.

Adding on about the drugs thing- same goes for alcohol. Don’t make it a habit to get drunk at work. Nobody is invincible and if you drink and drive regularly, you WILL get a DUI. Continuing re:drugs- never trust an addict. It’s a disease. An addict will steal your purse then “help you look for it”. Be kind but watch the fuck out.

Club managers and owners are NOT your friends. But keep on their good side.

Customers are NOT your friends. Feel no sympathy or empathy for them. You think for one instant they wouldn’t take full advantage of you? Fuck you over at the drop of a hat? Yeah. Rob them blind. Get as much from them as possible and understand they’re trying to get as much as possible from you, too.

Choose your partners and friends wisely. You’ll find yourself quickly unable to talk freely about your life (judgements) and unable to relate to people. Also, I’ve seen many many strippers in abusive relationships. Often times, the abuser will use your job against you. So will friends.

[bakwaaas]

damn this tea scalded me

[dfr1323]

Vetements

[newendy]

[black-frieza]

lvrdsaiyan.

[thinkingimages]

TIME IS A BOOK

curatoren Els Dietvorst, Dirk Braeckman, co-editors, Agna Smisdom, Erik Eelbode, Time Festival Gent

[modelsof-color]

[himneska]

Blue Hour. Nya Gatbel photographed by Cecile Smetana Baudier for Vogue.it, October 26, 2018.

[thechronicleofshe]

How To Get A Job Fast As Hell

 @owenabbott​ 

Apply to a  job, wait (1) day, then call.  Give them your first and last name. Tell them you submitted an application and that you’re very motivated to find [Enter field name] work. Let the conversation lead you wherever it takes. Be very polite. Say” thank you for your time, I’ll be looking forward to hearing back from you.” Rinse, repeat. This is to force them to be looking out for your application. 

 When you get to the interview, shake their hand firmly,  tell them your first and last name.  

Describe your experiences  as “ two years transcription and data entry” if you have a desk job interview and “ [however many years]  costumer service, retail and stock” for your retail jobs.  

Don’t use job “ buzz words” I stg they hear them all day. Say  things like, “ I’m detail oriented and am very good at taking instruction.”  “ I would like to work for a company with integrity and I feel that [ company name] would be a good fit”

When they ask you if you have “reliable transportation” say  YES. don’t tell them what kind of transportation, just say yes. (if you don’t do this, you wont get the job , I’m telling you right now). 

Research the company. Know what they do, why they do it, how OLD the company is. WHERE it was founded, and what kind of position you’re intending to apply for.

When they ask you “ give us a situation where you had to blah blah blah” Make one the fuck up. Make yourself sound good as hell, and like you put your company’s needs slightly above the customer’s needs, but make the customer happy. 

If they ask you about being outgoing, Say you “like to focus on your work so you can concentrate on doing things right” (which buys you out of having to act friendly all the time)

Questions for after the interview:

1.  Does this position offer upward mobility?

2. Do you enjoy working for the company? (if you’re not interviewing for a temp agency who will send you anywhere)

 Then, shake their hand,  Ask them to repeat their name (REMEMBER THIS) say thank you for your time, wish them a nice day and leave. write their name down outside if you have to, just remember the fuck out of it. 

AFTER your interview, send a card directed to the name of the person who interviewed you (I’ll give you them) that says “Thank you for the interview, I appreciate the opportunity. have a great day” This shows  that you have an understanding of professionalism, and will have them thinking of you kindly (or at least remembering you) when they’re shuffling through the choices. 

DO NOT tell them you just moved to the city over the phone.  In person, tell them you just moved to the city. Make it sound like the only reason you need a job is because you moved. Not because you’re desperate. 

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 The titles of each section are key words you can use to search for jobs on Snagajob.com  and Simplyhired.

Data Entry:

http://citystaffing.com/job/data-entry-specialistsmailroom-clerk/?utm_source=Indeed&utm_medium=organic&utm_campaign=Indeed

https://www.roberthalf.com/officeteam/job-search/chicago-il/data-entry-clerks-needed/43517752?codes=IND

http://www.simplyhired.com/job/data-entry-specialists-job/chicago-transit-authority/jepfivkhjk?cid=udsowkxtausyzitcfeecaeuzoxkltmbl

https://jobs-theprivatebank.icims.com/jobs/3435/temporary—data-entry/job?mode=job&iis=SimplyHired&iisn=SimplyHired&utm_source=simplyhired&utm_medium=jobclick&mobile=false&width=792&height=500&bga=true&needsRedirect=false&jan1offset=-360&jun1offset=-300

 Front Desk:

http://localjobs.joblur.com/jobapplication2/?jobid=99957&subaffid=300006&JobType=Food%20/%20Bev%20/%20Hosp&ix=1&c1=99957

https://jobs.ajg.com/job/-/-/109/1256110?apstr=%26src%3DJB-10280

https://pepper.hiretouch.com/job-search/job-details?jobID=32066&job=receptionist

http://accesscommunityhealth.hodesiq.com/jobs/default.aspx?JobID=5203566 (this one is close to the place you rented.)

http://ihg.taleo.net/careersection/all/jobdetail.ftl?job=R113601&lang=en&media_id=24863&src=Indeed&src=JB-10920

https://covalentcareers.com/employer/listing/86450f8517588197c9b04f5068ed4300/detail/?apply=1&ref=indeed&v=30&utm_source=indeed&utm_medium=referral&utm_campaign=indeed_optical

http://www.careerbuilder.com/jobseeker/jobs/jobdetails.aspx?APath=2.21.0.0.0&job_did=JHN0KY6823WBWZX21VM&showNewJDP=yes&IPath=JRKV0F

http://www.simplyhired.com/job/front-desk-receptionist-customer-service-sales-job/rosin-optical-co-inc/qaeoquzgdi?cid=ivdnhijkmxchdanahwfoupazcwisfnxt

http://www.simplyhired.com/job/receptionist-front-desk-job/all-us-jobs/fonj7wmldf?cid=trhyvmfcsgjltxkjxkemyinsjveewfjp

Other jobs you don’t need a degree for that aren’t retail:

Dental hygenist ( yeah, seriously, who knew!) They also make about 40,000 a year)

Stenographer-Court Reporter

Surveyer ( you need a certificate for this, but its something you can get while working a temporary job and doing this on the side. Also, they make like $55,000 a year sooooooo) https://sjobs.brassring.com/TGWEbHost/jobdetails.aspx?jobId=1406428&PartnerId=16023&SiteId=5118&codes=IND

Real Estate Broker

Purchasing agents, except wholesale, retail, and farm products ( basically you arrange to buy large things) they make like 60K

Claims adjuster 

Loan Officer

Subway driver (trains) they make like 60K,

Duct Cleaner: http://jobview.monster.com/Duct-Cleaners-950-00-Weekly-Entry-Level-Flexible-Hours-Call-to-Apply-Job-Chicago-IL-US-161970321.aspx?intcid=re

[theherunoirnetwork]

I knew this but I’m reblogging cause someone might not know

[rootbeergoddess-deactivated2017]

I’m saving this.

[same-2-same]

This helped me get a job

[cosmic-noir]

Reblogging again for everyone!

[dlmenhmu]

Re-blog to everyone

[so-journs]

est littoral, nice, france

[where-did-all-the-pain-go-deact]

[fillmecreampie]

Enjoy

[princess-dangerkok]

Pls tho?

[caram3lk1ng]

💯

[dan-mcneely-deactivated20210328]

going thru phone pics and found this thing that was tacked up next to the toaster at my old job, if anyone needs some light toast eating reading material

[selfcarepropaganda]

Would anyone be kind enough to transcribe this or link to a text version?

[anxiety-depression-recovery]

Everything Is AWFUL and I’m Not Okay: Questions to Ask Before Giving Up on Yourself

Are you hydrated? 

If not, have a glass of water. Dehydration can mimic or increase feelings associated with anxiety and a well hydrated brain functions optimally. Avoid excess caffeine. 

Have you eaten in the past three hours? 

Don’t be a victim of hanger! Get some food–something with protein, not just simple carbs or high-fat. Nuts, hummus, and veggies are great options to feed your studying brain. Keep healthy snacks within reach to avoid mindlessly chowing down on sweets. 

Have you stretched your legs in the past day? 

If not, do so right now. If you don’t have the energy or time for a run or a trip to the gym, just walk around the block or building. Even minimal exercise preps the mind for learning so that you can focus better and recall things easier, plus it’s good to get a change of scenery. 

Have you said something nice to someone in the past day? 

Do so, whether online or in person. Make it genuine! We bet your study partner would appreciate a compliment. 

Have you moved your body to music in the past day?

If not, jog for the length of a song at your favorite tempo, or just dance around your bedroom for the length of an upbeat song (singing along is a bonus) 

Have you cuddled a living being in the past two days?

If not, do so. Don’t be afraid to ask for hugs from friends of friends’ pets. Most of them will enjoy the cuddles too; you’re not imposing. 

Have you started or changed any medications in the past couple of weeks, including skipped doses or a change in generic prescription brand? 

That may be screwing with your head. Give things a few days, then talk to your doctor if it doesn’t settle down. 

If daytime: are you dressed? 

If no, put on clean clothes that aren’t PJs. Give yourself permission to wear something special, whether it’s a funny t-shirt or a pretty dress. 

If nighttime: are you sleepy and fatigued but resisting going to sleep? 

Put on PJs, make yourself cozy in bed with a teddy bear and the sound of falling rain, and close your eyes for fifteen minutes while focusing on breathing deeper with every breath- no electronic screens allowed! Adequate sleep is a necessity for stress management. 

Do you feel ineffective? 

Pause right now and get something small completed, whether it’s responding to an email, loading the dishwasher, or tidying up your room. Good job!

Do you feel unattractive? 

Take a darn selfie. Your friends will remind you how great you look. You are always insta-worthy. 

Do you feel paralyzed by indecision?

Give yourself ten minutes to sit back and figure out a game plan for the day. If a particular decision or problem is still being a roadblock, simply set it aside for now, and pick something else that seems doable. Right now, the important part is to break through that stasis, even if it means doing something trivial. 

Have you over-exerted yourself lately–physically, emotionally, socially, or intellectually? 

That can take a toll that lingers for days. Give yourself a break in that area, whether it’s physical rest, taking some time alone, or relaxing with some silly entertainment for a little. Time spent refreshing yourself is never time “wasted!” 

Have you waited a week? 

Sometimes or perception of life is skewed, and we can’t even tell that we’re not thinking clearly, and there’s no obvious external cause. It happens. Keep yourself going for a full week, whatever it takes, and see if you still feel the same way then. 

You’ve made it this far; and you will make it through. You are stronger than you think.

[ain-t-bovvered]

Because someone might need this today

[create-a-positive-mind]

In case you need this.

[boneyardchamp]

Your professor will not be happy with you if he says the Stanford Prison Experiment shows human nature and you say it shows the nature of white middle class college-aged boys.

Like he will not be happy at all.

[cannon-fannon]

For real though. That experiment. Scary shit.

[hollowedskin]

This reminds me of a discussion that I read once which said Lord of the Flies would have turned out a hell of a lot differently if it was a private school of young girls (who are expected to be responsible and selfless instead), or a public school where the children weren’t all from an inherently entitled, emotionally stunted social class (studies have shown that people in lower socioeconomic classes show more compassion for others). Or that the same premise with children raised in a different culture than the toxic and opressive British Empire and it’s emphasis on social hierarchy and personal wealth and status. And that what we perceive as the unchangable truth deep inside humanity because of things like Lord of the Flies and the Stanford Prison Experiment, is just the base truths about what happens when you remove any accountabilty controlling one social group with an overwhelming sense of entitlement and an inability to feel compassion.

[lady-feral]

I will always reblog this.

[shinykari]

I just wanna say that the Lord of the Flies was explicitly written about high-class private school boys to make this exact point. Golding wrote Lord of the Flies partially to refute an earlier novel about this same subject: The Coral Island by R.M. Ballantyne. Golding thought it was absolutely absurd that a bunch of privileged little shits would set up some sort of utopia, so his book shows them NOT doing that.

[roscoerackham]

This is also generally true about most psychological experiments.

There’s an experiment called “The Ultimatum Game”. It goes something like this.

Subject A is given an amount of money (Say, $100).

Subject A must offer Subject B some percentage of that money.

If Subject B accepts Subject A’s offer, both get the agreed upon amount of money. If Subject B refuses, no one gets any money.

The most common result was believed to be that people favored 50/50 splits. Anything too low was rejected; people wanted fairness. This was believed to be universal.

And then a researcher went to Peru to do the experiment with members of the indigenous Machiguenga population, and was baffled to find that the results were totally different.

Because, to the Machiguenga, refusing any amount of free money (even an unfair amount) was considered crazy.

So the researcher took his work on the road (to 14 other ‘small scale’ societies and tribes) , and to his shock found the results varied wildly depending on where the test was done. 

In fact, the “universal” result? Was an outlier. 

And that’s the problem. 96% percent of test subjects for psychological research come from 12% of the population. Stuff that we consider to be universal facts of human nature… even things like optical illusions, just… aren’t.

 You can read an article about it here.  But the crux of it is that psychology is plagued with confirmation bias, and people are shaped more by their environment than we realize. 

[noonymoon]

the key to crystals ᵇʸ ˢᵃʳᵃʰ ᵇᵃʳᵗˡᵉᵗᵗ

[the-vaudevillain-deactivated202]

Let's talk about mynoise.net

Have you ever been listening to Rainymood and thought, “Yeah, this is good … but it would be nice if I could customize the sound more, or if there was a little more choice.

Let me introduce you to MyNoise.

MyNoise is a customizable sounscape looper with so many options, even within each soundscape.  So say, for instance, you really love rain sounds when you write or study or relax.  Anything.  I know I’m a big fan of rain sounds.  They have a page for that.

But say you like really high, pattery rain, and LOTS of low thunder.  Here’s where MyNoise really stands out: you can customize that.  See those sliders with all the cute colors?  That is your equalizer. You can adjust the levels based on what you want to hear more and less of.  Here’s how it looks when you want high, pattery rain and low, rumbly thunder:

But say rain isn’t really your jam.  Say you want something a little more ambient, a little more background noise-y.  Something with people.  Well, they have customizable coffee house chatter that even has the levels listed for things like “kitchen,” “babble,” and “table”:

Or say you miss the ocean.

Or say you miss your cat.

Or say you miss your spaceship.

Or say you miss the dungeon where you and your team of scalawag adventurers used to explore and face off against, say, dragons.  In the dungeon.

This site is seriously so helpful, and those are just a fraction of every kind of sounscape the site has to offer.  The best part is that if you want to layer it with music (for instance, I’ll layer a playlist + rain + coffee shop if the scene I’m writing takes place in a coffee shop), you can adjust the master volume, meaning all of your layers stay at their respective volumes, just louder or quieter.

Enjoy!

[readysetgaikokujin]

OH MY GOD

[lulucute-deactivated20181209]

What part of yourself you will destroy in order to start all over again

Pluto in 1st: Yourself and you will create a new you to the point people won’t recognize you.

Pluto in 2nd: Yourself worth; you will keep question whether you set the right value for your or for the definition of money to you. 

Pluto in 3rd: Your way thinking; will keep destroying the way of speaking in order to create another form of speech that is more powerful and deep. also might end relationships with your siblings because they cause you trouble.

Pluto in 4th: You will destroy the meaning of family and create your own meaning of family, you also might have disputes with your family a lot.  

Pluto in 5th: You will destroy your happiness so you can keep finding another form of it and also every time your passion about something ends you delete everything about that something you were passionate about and find something new.  

Pluto in 6th: Your diet if you have one and will look for another but the destruction will be related to your work. you will be so perfectionist and passionate about it to the point of destruction and this will affect your health thus making your re overthink your work method.

Pluto in 7th: Your relationships with your partners; as you will make sure to end it before they do cause you always think either that you are too intense for them or they will find some sort of flaw in you that will make them leave you. also problems with intimacy. 

Pluto in 8th: You will destroy the depth of yourself in order to create another one, everything you do and or make has to have meaning. you demand even deep relationships from others and just like Pluto in 7th you also may have problems related to intimacy as you do not open up easily. 

Pluto in 9th: Your will destroy your belief system and will create another one and every time you think you finally found the perfect or ideal belief you will discover that there some flaws in it and will recreate it again. you need to understand that there’s no such think as an ultimate beliefs, all beliefs have flaws and maybe you should accept that. also when you travel you travel for a goal in mind, not for the fun of it.  

Pluto in 10th: You destroy your public image and produce it in a different way that will keep people waiting for what you will do next. also you will destroy your relationship with an authority (father) or all of the authorities. will always have a deep set of enmity towards that father because you believe that you should rule the home not him. 

Pluto in 11th: You will destroy your friendships and will be dropping them so easily as if they meant nothing to you. The minute they start to behave or say stuff you do not like you end this relationship silently and move on and try to find another set of group that shares your same view and ideas. ruthlessly idealistic.  

Pluto in 12: You will destroy your own subconscious through the terrible dreams that you see, they usually start nice but end in terror. Your subconscious won’t let you sleep easily and at times you will try to escape sleeping so you won’t have to see those dreams. can be super psychic but usually this talent comes with a price.