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@thecopxclone
I’m so so so so sorry that I keep coming on here and saying I’m gonna come back to regular rp-ing and then disappearing again....tbh I just don’t have it in me to rp as Beth anymore
If anyone wants to follow my main blog it’s flxngoutofspace (im gonna tag some ppl who i know might be interested) @paigeatyourservice @cloniing @governmentdna and anyone else who might want to talk to me or whatever
ill miss this blog and im sad but i just want to make it official
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THE ULTIMATE HOLIDAY THEMED ASK MEME {part of: ❄ twenty-five days of elle}
SEND ME A SYMBOL
▲: One of our muses tries to catch snowflakes on their tongue. ☾: Your muse asks for help decorating a gingerbread house. ♪: One of our muses inviting the other for a Christmas duet. ♦: Our muses wrap presents together. ☃: Our muses build a snowman together. ✈: Our muses travel somewhere for the holidays. ✎: My muse’s Christmas card to yours. ✘: My muse runs into your muse while trying to buy them a Christmas present. ✆: My muse calls your muse while drunk on eggnog. ツ: Our muses go caroling. ✿: My muse gives your muse a Christmas present. ø: Our muses cuddle by the fireplace with hot cocoa. ✌: Our muses argue over which Christmas movie to watch. ♡: Our muses kiss under a mistletoe. ♛: Our muses kiss at midnight on New Year’s. ➸: Our muses decorate their house together. ♘: Our muses put up a Christmas tree and decorate it. ✰: My muse invites your muse to dance to Christmas songs. ☼: Our muses volunteer to help out for the holidays. ∞: Our muses go tree shopping. ❖: Our muses go ice skating together. ☁: Our muses go sledding. ✉: Your muse hits mine with a snowball in order to start a snowball fight. ϟ: Our muses bake Christmas cookies together. ↺: Our muses doing something holiday-themed with their kid(s).
SENTENCES
“Look! It’s snowing!” “Do we really have to leave cookies for Santa?” “Santa’s not real! There, I said it!” “Where do we hang the stockings if we don’t have a fireplace?” “You really don’t have to get me anything this year.” “Do we really have to go to your parents’ house for Christmas?” “Let’s just sit in our pajamas and watch Christmas movies all day.” “You’re gonna become huge if you keep eating all of Santa’s cookies.” “Oh, put some mistletoe on my butt and kiss it.” “This is the best Christmas I’ve ever had.” “This is the worst Christmas ever.” “Is that mistletoe?” “You look cold. Here, take my scarf.” “I’m just not a fan of the holidays.” “You’ve had the Christmas radio on non-stop for five hours.”
TEXT MESSAGES
[text]: I just accidentally told our son/daughter that Santa isn’t real. [text]: The Christmas tree is on fire. [text]: So cold. Need cuddles. [text]: Christmas is a time to be honest, so this is it — I’m in love with you. [text]: I may or may not have eaten the entire gingerbread house we made two days ago. [text]: I just saw two people dressed as Santa fist fighting in a mall. Christmas is ruined! [text]: I’m may or may not be wearing mistletoe underwear. Wanna find out for sure? [text]: I made an oopsie and let’s just say we have over 500 candy canes in our apartment right now. [text]: I can’t believe I have to spend Christmas Eve in a hospital. [text]: So what if I made out with a guy dressed as Santa Claus?! I was drunk! [text]: I know it’s been a while since we’ve spoken, but Merry Christmas. [text]: Just fought a 50 year old lady over a pair of gloves for my dad. He better be grateful, because she almost clawed my eyes out. [text]: If I see one more picture on Instagram of a snowman with Frozen lyrics underneath, I’m gonna explode up in this bitch.
“You know me, always trying to do what’s best for our community,” Alison teased, pressing a kiss to Beth’s cheek. She didn’t want to let go of Beth, though she knew they only had hours before they had to return to their lives. She couldn’t help but think about that when they were together, because this seemed too good to be true. “You might want to hurry, you know,” she teased, squeezing Beth’s hand gently. Her heart started beating faster when their lips met, wondering how Beth could still have this affect over her even now. Once they broke apart, Alison rested her forehead on Beth’s and smiled. “I love you,” she whispered. She would be content just staying like this for the rest of the night, though they did have other plans.
“You’re such a good samaritan,” Beth laughed, her cheek warm from where Alison’s lips made contact. It was the softly glowing warmth of love and familiarity and she never ever wanted to loose it. She would have rather died than give this up. Sure, in a few hours they had to go back to their normal lives but she knew, always knew, that Alison was hers. “Okay then. You are most wonderful,” she kissed Alison’s cheek, “smartest,” she kissed her jaw, “best teacher,” she pressed a kiss to her neck, “in the world.” Grinning at Alison, she tucked a piece of hair that had fallen out of her ponytail behind her ear. “I love you too,” she whispered back, feeling like talking in a normal voice would ruin the moment. She kissed her again, long and slow and unhurried in her knowledge that in this moment they had all the time in the world.
"wanna shoot up?"
“Sarah...” Beth sighed, not looking at her. Instead Beth’s eyes were glued to the vial in Sarah’s hand. “I-I can’t. I’ve been trying to keep clean. I really can’t...” She shouldn’t. But oh it was so, so tempting...
Addiction starter sentences
“What happened to staying clean for me?!” “I’m supposed to believe this is you being sober? I’m not buying it.” “How many glasses have you had?!” “If you want to keep smoking, you’ll have to go outside.” “You told me you’d stop…” “You promised I wouldn’t find you like this again!” “Wanna shoot up?” “Have you been drinking? It’s not even noon!” “Let me smell your breath.” “What have you used this time?” “I see you’re still wasting away your days.” “How much did you take? Can you still hear me?!” “Are you trying to kill yourself?!” “I thought that place was going to make you better…” “You know if you go on like this, I’ll have to send you back to rehab. Is that what you want?” “Can you remember when we didn’t need this yet?” “Is the heroin really more important to you than I am?!” “Are you sure this stuff is safe?” “Right, that’s it, you’re going cold turkey.” “No, sit down! You’re having a bad trip. Let me help you.” “Have you any idea how much it hurts me to see you like this?!”
“I’m pretty sure it’s doing my civic duty or something,” Alison said with a small laugh. She couldn’t help but smile at the woman’s silly little tune, letting herself move closer. “You know, you might want to get on that. She might lose steam if she doesn’t hear that she’s doing well,” she said. One of her hands held onto Beth’s shirt, tightening as she felt the cop’s lips on her jaw. “Well, if we’re in agreement…what are we still doing here?”
“Since when are you so civic minded? I had no idea you cared so much,” Beth countered with an exaggerated roll of her eyes. God, if she could have just stayed here forever, Beth would’ve be so happy. In fact, she couldn’t think of a time recently when she was happy without being around Alison. “I’ll be sure to tell her as soon as possible. The only thing is to think of the best way to tell her to make sure she really knows how wonderful she is.” She took Alison’s hand away from her shirt to lace their fingers together. “I have no idea,” Beth grinned, guiding Alison up off of her lap and she stood. With an arm around Alison’s waist, she kisses her slowly, knowing they have all the time in the world right now and she is going to enjoy it, damn it.
🏨
“Ali?” Beth asked blearily at the form sliding into her bed. She would know that slight shape and the sharp line of her bangs anywhere, even when she was mostly asleep and straining to see in the darkness. Once Alison was fully situated in the bed, Beth pulled her close, arms tucking around her until Alison’s head is resting on her chest. Beth didn’t know why Alison decided to join her, but those moments were few and far in between so she would cherish it while she could.
Send 🏨 to cuddle up in bed with my muse.
“Believe me, I know a lot more than you think. Ouch. I’m ugly now? Christ, Beth. You can do better than that. Well, I do have my ways.”
“All I’m hearing is a lot of talk. Have you seen your face? I know I can, I’m just not sure you’re worth the energy, honestly. ‘Your ways’? Is that a threat?"
🏨 - Child Charlotte
The slight pressure change on the side of the bed was enough to have Beth awake and alert in three seconds flat. She never has been a heavy sleeper. In the dim she can make out a small form and soft features of her...neice? Sister? The semantics were still taking some time getting used to, but the look on Charlotte’s face meant that it didn’t matter right now. “What’s the matter, kid?” she asked, her voice rough from sleep. She pulls the covers back, an invitation for Charlotte to join her if she wanted.
Send 🏨 to cuddle up in bed with my muse.
“Well, what would happen if I did turn you in?” Alison said with a wink. She was enjoying this pointless banter, more than she probably should. “I can use Yelp! I just choose not to, thank you very much,” she said with a huff. “Hmm, that could be a problem,” she said, as her arms came to rest around the cop’s shoulders. “We could always get a little more…comfortable.”
“That would just be rude. Why you gotta be so ruuude,” Beth sang off-key with an exaggerated pouty face. Teasing Alison was just such a fun thing to do. “Whatever you have to tell yourself, Ali,” she laughed, squeezing Alison around the middle. “I guess I’ll just have to tell her in person, obviously.” Beth pressed up to kiss the side of Alison’s jaw. “Now that’s what I like to hear.”
[text]: Thank you. <3 And I have a hard time getting a date. He’s pretty much the only guy I’ve kissed in a long time. [text]: I think I’m keeping it. I don’t think I could go through with an abortion and I’m not going to give it up for adoption. [text]: The minute Rachel and Nealon find out, I’m done for. I need a plan.
[text]: Anytime, Charlotte. That...might be a good thing. [text]: I’m glad you’ve thought about it. That’s a very big decision. Have you talked to anyone besides me about it? [text]: I won’t let them touch you. We need to talk to your mom first.
@untothisstorm·
“She’s off.. doing Sarah shit, I don’t know. And the other kid.. well,, I’m sure he’ll get to meeting you soon enough. I’m just saying you Ledas have a habit of vanishing when you want to.”
“You’re sure it’s just typical Sarah shit? If people are just going missing...there could be something going on. You have to tell me if you think something is going on. Who the hell are you talking about?”
Send 🏨 to cuddle up in bed with my muse.
“And into a fucking casket,” Beth sighed under her breath. Facing her own mortality was no excuse to make Alison feel worse about an already shit situation, though. “Sorry,” she mumbled with all the sincerity she could muster. Everything was so exhausting and hard and Beth just wanted it all to stop. “But the other half night’s sleep has been absolutely wonderful.” Beth rolled her eyes and squeezed Alison’s hand in her own. “You are the strongest, bravest person I know. Maybe you can’t help with all the science shit, but you’re the one keeping me here. You’re so far from useless.” She can’t cry, doesn’t have the energy to cry, but hearing the way Alison spoke of herself felt like a kick to the teeth anyways. “You have to fight for your kids, and for Cos… and me. Promise me you won’t stop fighting, okay?”
“Don’t say that. You’re not allowed to say that,” Alison said, though she knew she was being hypocritical. She could tell Beth was tired, but she hoped she would keep holding on. There was still hope, from the way Cosima talked. “Hey, at least you got some sleep!,” Alison said cheerily, trying to keep Beth positive. Nothing was worse than seeing her down about this whole situation. “What am I supposed to do when you’re gone, then? Go back to being useless?” she asked softly, her hand shaking as Beth held it. “I won’t. It’s just…hard, you know? I’m trying to help, in any way that I can, but I usually just get in the way,” she said, her voice soft now.
“I’m not allowed, huh? It doesn’t stop it from being true,” Beth mumbled, not wanting to fight with Alison. She didn’t want this time to be soured by her fear. As long as Alison was there with her, she had a reason to not give in to the voice in her head telling her to just give up and let go. “At least there’s that,” she said, even though it wasn’t exactly true. Yes she slept a little bit but only in small burst before she woke up coughing again. “Alison stop that. You’ve never been useless. You’re so strong and so brave...you deserve so much more than just this; than having to deal with me.“ She brought Alison’s hand up to her cheek, reveling in the feeling of her skin warm and soft on her face. “I know. It’s hard for everyone, but you’re not in the way. Not here, at least.” That was one thing Beth was sure about. Alison would never be in the way by her side.
“All part of bein’ a cop. Sorry I couldn’t tell you when I left, but I’m here now. And I’m really, really good at hide and seek.”
“I mean everyone in general. Sarah, you.. this other kid I met. Really good at flying under the radar.”
“Wait, Sarah’s gone? Who’s this other kid? Have a lot of people gone missing?”
@thecopxclone liked your post “// Haven’t done this in a while, so..Starter call!”
“Man you guys are really good at going off the radar. Remind me never to play hide and seek with you.”
“All part of bein’ a cop. Sorry I couldn’t tell you when I left, but I’m here now. And I’m really, really good at hide and seek.”
also should I reply to old threads...? who would want me to do this? im gonna tag people i have 6 month old threads with in my dash
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